Xiao Hong's last day: Married twice with a big belly, the last sentence of 365,438+0 years old: I was blinded all my life.

19411On February 7th, 350 Japanese planes bombed Pearl Harbor, the US naval base in the Pacific Ocean.

194 1 65438+ On February 8, one day later, Japan began to bomb Hong Kong.

At this moment, Zheng Hong Jr. ended his second marriage, plunged into his third marriage quickly and fiercely, and went to Hongkong with his third husband, Duanmu Hongliang.

On the eve of the Japanese occupation of Hong Kong, her pen was also racing against the war, whether it was writing the meeting of "Hong Kong Branch of the All-China Federation of Literary and Art Circles Against the Enemy" in Dadong Hotel or telling the life story of Mr. Lu Xun in Tang Sheng, Hong Kong.

As one of the four talented women in the Republic of China, Xiao Hong really fought for her country with a pen as her sword.

Unfortunately, during the Anti-Japanese War, she became pregnant with the flesh and blood of her predecessor (Xiao Jun) and fell in love with her next lover.

19 1 1 year, Xiao Hong was born in Hulan County, Heilongjiang Province. Her real name was Ronghua, her scientific name was Zhang Xiuhuan, and later she was renamed Zhang Naiying. However, harmony is a word written in different ways. After 1949, the character was simplified and people were most familiar with her, but her name was Zhang Naiying.

Most literati have a miserable childhood. Xiao Hong, like Zhang Ailing, had no maternal love since childhood, and her father was particularly harsh and violent. The only grandfather who loved her died on 1929.

In such a bad family environment, all her resentment turned into poems and paintings, which were vented in newspapers and periodicals under the sad pseudonym 1927 (Republic of China 16)-193 1 year (20 years of Republic of China). After her grandfather died, she lost her attachment to her family and chose to go north with her cousin Lu Zheshun, whom she admired at that time.

Learning is actually eloping. /kloc-the lack of love and desire of a 0/7-year-old girl when she was young planted seeds and even blossomed on the first person she met. However, in this nondescript relationship, it seems vigorous, but it is full of eyes. Lu Zheshun had a wife at that time, and Xiao Hong was engaged behind her back. Lu Zheshun left her after their affair caused an uproar.

193 1 year 1 year, there was heavy snow in Beiping, and Xiao Hong's fiance Wang Enjia chased all the way to Beiping. Running away from her marriage is really a contempt, which naturally angered Wang Enjia's brother Wang Dacheng. He didn't like Xiao Hong's "depraved" behavior. After a divorce, he dissolved this disgusting engagement for his brother.

Water under the bridge. Even if there is another marriage, it will be all over again. But Xiao Hong is different. After she was brought back, she was imprisoned at home every day, unable to bear that kind of inferiority and longing, and began to write letters to Wang Enjia one after another. Wang Enjia took the letter and really rushed to her house, picked her up and played with her.

At that time, people only felt that Wang Enjia was affectionate and generous to his wife. And Xiao Hong is also very peaceful at this time. She forgave him for breaking off his engagement and only intended to live with him in a down-to-earth manner.

So, no one expected that Wang Enjia left without warning on a snowy night after his wife was pregnant.

When I left, I never came back.

1934 1 August, Xiaohong was left alone in the hotel for more than 8 months. If Wang Enjia's betrayal is premeditated revenge, then this revenge can even be said to have killed Xiao Hong's half-life.

At that time, Xiao Hong was penniless. They spent all their money during their stay with Wang Enjia. After today, they don't want tomorrow. Because of too much credit, the hotel began to restrict Xiaohong's travel with a big belly. The Songhua River burst its banks, and Xiaohong was trapped in a river and almost drowned.

Xiao Hong turned to Pei Xinyuan, editor of the supplement of Harbin International Friendship Association, for help again. With the help of Pei Xinyuan, Xiao Hong, who was pregnant, met her second husband, Jun Xiao.

Xiao Jun found a boat and smuggled Xiao Hong out of the hotel. They had a good time together. Before long, Xiaohong was born. After the baby was born, she gave it to someone else. The child probably knew that he was not an idle generation and died soon.

Without the alienation of children, they should have been very happy. The couple have the same teacher-Lu Xun. During the Republic of China, no one would question the significance of literati revolutionaries to society. Encouraged by Xiao Jun and Lu Xun, Xiao Hong also traveled from Shanghai to Wuhan, where she wrote "The Field of Life and Death" and other works during this prime time. Mr. Lu Xun never miserly praised her, calling her "the most promising person in China today"

She is also very talented. Most of her writings are essays and essays, which are different from those of Zhang Ailing and Lv Bicheng. Her writing style is natural and full of tension. At first glance, it looks bland, but after reading it, I find that I can't see any other words.

Flattered by Mr. Lu Xun, her position is naturally the same as that of Mr. Lu Xun. She believes that a scholar should do his best in the position of a scholar, but the establishment of this view runs counter to Xiao Jun's view that he wants to join the army.

1938, the six-year relationship between husband and wife broke up at the moment Xiaojun was going north.

Surprisingly, after the divorce, Xiaohong was pregnant again.

A talented woman who is not stupid is pregnant with her predecessor's child.

What is she thinking? Why are you doing this? There are different opinions about the reasons here. It's hard to say that "breaking up ... about" was not popular in the Republic of China, but according to the description at that time, Xiao Jun's character was not gentle. He is tyrannical (even violent), affectionate and fickle. During his two years with Xiao Hong, he was surrounded by many Yingying Yanyan. He saved Xiao Hong out of a sense of superiority.

This was originally said by Xiao Jun to others, but the breakup was put forward by Xiao Hong, that is to say, their positions were reversed.

Assuming this is the case, all this makes sense.

He was so proud of how he pulled her out of the abyss and pushed her into the abyss with his teeth after breaking up.

However, this is not the last straw to crush Xiao Hong. Distance1On the morning of October 22nd, Xiao Hong's pulse stopped at 1942+ 1, and it has been six years.

Xiao Hong's luck is often associated with misfortune. After she broke up with Xiao Jun, in August of the same year, she fell in love again and had a simple wedding with Duanmu Hongliang (the third husband). Duanmu Hongliang is not Japanese. His original name was Cao Hanping. In order to avoid hurting the literati at that time, he changed the name Duanmu Hongliang to his pen name.

He is different from Xiao Hong's previous husbands. His temperament is gentle and introverted, even a little childish. And Xiao Hong is warm and generous and sociable.

The sparks between literati are wonderful. They soon attracted and fell in love with each other, and soon lived together and got married. During this period, Xiao Hong wrote Ma Bole and Biography of Hulan River. In Xiao Hong's evaluation, they didn't quarrel, fight, cheat or laugh, but only understood, loved and cared for each other.

But is this really the case? Xiao Hong has always been an idealist. Her "seeing each other and loving each other" is often caused by the romantic feelings of literati. She didn't observe that the gentleness of Duanmu actually originated from his personality and didn't grow to such a complicated degree. He doesn't mind her marrying her with other people's children, not only because of his gentleness, but also because he is still a child.

He likes her, but he doesn't know how to take care of her Duanmu, who has been taken care of since childhood, is not strong in life ability. On the contrary, she often needs Xiao Hong to worry about him.

When Wuhan retreated, Xiao Hong left alone. Let Duanmu go first, and he really left.

When Hong Kong fell, Xiao Hong was still in the hospital, and he agreed to break through, so he was really ready to break through.

If the inexperience before marriage is lovely, it will become a heavy helplessness after marriage, and the story after that is the reason for crushing the last straw.

194 1 year (thirty years of the Republic of China) In April, Xiao Hong found tuberculosis in Queen Mary Hospital. On February 8, 65438, the Pacific War broke out. Duanmu Hongliang knew that one person could not take care of Xiao Hong, so he asked the young writer Luo for help. They will escort Xiaohong from Kowloon to Hong Kong.

1942 (3 1 year) 65438+1October 12, when the Japanese army occupied Hong Kong, Xiao Hong was unable to eat or drink because of misdiagnosis. In the next 44 days, her husband Duanmu was not around, but entrusted someone else, that is, Luo took care of her for 44 days.

Throughout her life, she struggled in the prison of longing for love and praying for being loved.

That childhood planted the seeds of the lack of love, and finally blossomed and borne fruit, turning her hope of life in 3 1 year into a cocoon.

1942 (thirty-one years of the Republic of China) 65438+ 10 Xiao Hong died in the early morning of October 22nd at the age of 3 1.