What does it mean for a man to play an explicit joke on his long-cherished female colleague in front of other colleagues in a hotel room on business trip?

Since I like her for a long time, and I am so reckless in front of everyone, I probably want to hide my love for her and prove that I don't care about her very much, and I deliberately show my lofty, but I still like it in my heart. Just like some boys in "Seeds of Love" have a crush on a girl in the class for the first time, he can communicate with all the girls in the class with a normal attitude, but he just pretends to be lofty and doesn't say a word, but he blushes when he says it.

This man should be a respectable and pitiful person, inexperienced and simple-minded. Generally speaking, his emotional intelligence is very low and he is an idiot. Certification completed