What's it like to meet in a long distance?

I have been in military love for four years. Every time I go to see him at the station, I feel a little shy and embarrassed at first sight. But as long as he hugs me, touches my head and asks me if I am tired, this feeling will disappear, and then we will be together for two days. Even I have to wait for him outside the door when I go to the bathroom, just thinking about being closer to each other. I will be bored with him in the hotel during the day and watch it at night. I will deliver breakfast to the door at 4: 00 or 5: 00 the next day, but I never knock on the door, just call because I am afraid I will be scared. Then I will go to the restaurant to feed me before taking me to the station the next day, and then take me to the station myself! He will be discharged from the army in two years. O(∩_∩)O is so happy! I hope we can live in different places and spend the rest of our lives together!