She has been integrated into my life.

[Music] 97589:-||-: I love you more than I thought.

[Music] 8785 15:-||-: Paper Crane [/Music]

If you ask me what love tastes like, my answer will definitely make you laugh. The answer is that I don't know. I used to be a man who was described by many people as having his head covered. In the words of some friends, I was described as "stupid". That's what she thinks. At that time, she and many friends said that I was an immature and indecisive guy. I have never dared to read anyone's name between the lines, let alone say that I like it! All this is because of her appearance, because of the polishing of time, I dare anything!

That was the second time I entered this strange school ~ one summer, Taoyuan No.9 Middle School. From this moment on, I am a part of this school. I left many memories in this school. This summer, we became classmates and trained together. At this time, I left a little fighter's heart in junior high school to concentrate on my study, but I didn't listen to the voice outside the window and only read the sage book. Everything is a cloud in my eyes, including her. High school is about to be divided into classes. I didn't work so hard at first, and my grades dropped. ? By the third year of high school, our fighting spirit reached its peak. For a while, I was transferred to the front row of the group in the middle of the classroom, and it was common to change seats in high school. At this moment, a girl appeared on my left, a familiar and strange girl. My clearest memory at this time is that I greeted her before passing by Taoyuan Public Security Bureau a long time ago. As if god had arranged, turn this girl to my left. Of course, there are many conversations when sitting together. Once, she gave me a cup of Alps at will, which smelled like coffee. I think this girl is interesting enough. I will make friends with you. I have principles in my life. You are good to me, and I can be good to you. ? Sit together, we talk about this and that, about ideals, about revenge, about parents and friends. When it comes to my parents, she always tears. My mother is half disabled, and my father has a scar on his face. It's strange that after so many years of suffering, I stopped crying. Every time I am with her, I always feel very kind and comfortable. No one has ever made me feel this way. Taking a photo in senior three is like eating. Once I took a photo with two girls who have a good relationship. I asked her to take some photos when I met her, but unfortunately I didn't show up. She wasn't satisfied with taking some photos of her head, but I didn't care much at that time. But after a few weeks, I asked her to take a photo with me, and the original time made me like her. This is the only photo we took. I remember those shots clearly. I posted the biggest photo for her. I clearly remember that once she made me a cup of Youlemei. She should have made it for me at will. Liking someone has become a big deal, no matter how small. I secretly swear that from now on I don't want Youlemei except her. ? People have joys and sorrows, so we sat separately. I'm really bored and want to sit with her. I can't help it The teacher is an uncle. The countdown to the college entrance examination is coming, and I like her more and more. I showed her a hand cut once. I want to see how she will handle it. Fortunately, she wanted to help me clean the wound, but I didn't let her. ? The fighting on this battlefield is very fierce, and the mental pressure can be imagined. Whenever I feel that she ignores me, I lose my temper behind my back. But once she got angry and said that you were good to me, which made me feel that I owed you something. I was heartbroken and sat on the ground with a runny nose and tears. It was the last auditorium we reviewed. It took her a few days to figure it out. ? Once, I took her and told her that no matter where you go, there will always be people who miss you ... All things must come to an end, and the college entrance examination is over. We had a dinner and had a party. I was very sad and afraid that I would never see her again. I brought four or five bottles of beer. Finally, I left, at KTV in Huayuan. I fell in love with this girl that year. People who are waiting for news at home for the college entrance examination are frightened. At home, I miss my friends, especially her. I always say "I miss you suddenly" at home, most afraid of the sudden silence of the air and the sudden concern of my friends ... My sister always asks who you miss.

That summer was the most difficult one in my life, especially in the college entrance examination, and it was even more difficult to go home and wait for news. We kept in touch at first, but somehow we lost touch, because her calling card was given to grandma, and what she told me when she changed it was not fulfilled. Before I went to college, I was really confused and almost got autism. Scared me to death. I almost thought I couldn't go to college. That summer, I received many admission notices, many of which were from parallel schools, and finally I came to a regular school. In this way, I was admitted to Hunan Engineering Vocational and Technical College. Unfortunately, geographically, I wanted to study geology and land resources, but I was assigned to logistics and filled it out myself, and I got the consequences. Dad found it troublesome to transfer to another department. My cousin said this major was ok, so I settled down and made do with it.

I don't adapt to this school at first, so I will miss some people. Blame yourself for being autistic at home and not contacting anyone. How is she? Nature is most important. Sometimes, as soon as the military training breaks at noon, it goes to a pond full of trees or something. I like quiet sometimes, and I like a state where man meets nature, but I can't control my thoughts here. It's been several months. On the 25th day of the eighth lunar month, which is her birthday, I couldn't help sending a message to her high school number. I made a bet and as a result, I won. A strange number called my mobile phone at night, and I clearly remember the voice. Excited but calm, as she said in an article about me. I heard his trembling voice, and I could also hear his excitement and joy. Indeed, I am very happy. I finally waited. This is the time for military training. It will take half a month, so I have no time to see her. My school is in Datongpu, and her school is in Changsha South Station, which takes more than ten minutes by bus. After military training, I took a week off and went home. After returning to Changsha, I immediately went to the South Railway Station. Just before the Qianjin Hotel, I met the girl I missed day and night. Maybe it's God's intention to put us so close … We meet almost every week from freshman to sophomore, especially sophomore, so sometimes we can play together two or three times a week. I've always wanted to have dinner with her alone, but I haven't been alone a few times. Many times I just want to take a look at her, as if I can't get enough of it all my life. I won't look at a person for that long except her. She signed up for the self-study exam and has many friends in the student union, so sometimes she has no time. I don't want to take the self-study exam in the student union and catch a cold. Several times, she said that she could do short-term work on weekends, but I didn't do it because I liked to play.

In the article she wrote to me, she mentioned my kebab. At this time, she introduced her friend to take me with her. At the Red Star International Convention and Exhibition Center, there are sometimes many barbecues. In a makeshift shed, I skewered mutton kebabs with some of her friends, and I was the only boy. My speed is average, one bamboo stick strings five, and those mutton are frozen and slippery. Boys are clumsy at ordinary times, and their hands are naturally full of holes, hehe. I have only one thought in my mind. I can earn her some blood money myself, no matter how much. After eating fast food at night, her friend could see that I wanted to see her and called her down. I'm embarrassed to call her. Soon after I left, I gave her all the tens of dollars I earned and realized a small wish, hehe. As time went on, I found that I loved her more. Sometimes she is not good at all, so I feel sad and want to hit the wall. When I was a freshman, I talked to her current boyfriend about Q, and I was quite similar to this rival in love in some places. We all like tanks. If I become a memory, I hope you will be happy when you grow up. I have blossomed colorful flowers with the tears of Polaris, and most importantly, I like the same girl. On one holiday, she wanted to go home, and the next day she asked me to see her off. I knew it was time to confess. At eleven o'clock to two o'clock in the evening, I wrote a confession letter with a flashlight on my dormitory bed. The next day, I struggled for a long time and handed the letter to her when she got on the bus at the station. I know it should be a failure, but I just want to say. She ignored me when she called and sent a message the next day. I lost my mind and cried in the dormitory for a long time. After a holiday in a few days, I took a bus to Taoyuan in the evening and didn't want to walk in the street all night. I want to be quiet. I went to the front of No.9 Middle School, the photo studio and the Public Security Bureau. I was surfing the Internet in the back, and her boyfriend was chatting with me because he couldn't sleep. She shouldn't know this. I don't want to play anymore. I walked around No.9 Middle School again, and finally I got to Yuanjiang. I squatted from four o'clock to seven or eight o'clock, and my heart was so complicated. I am a fool, a piece of wood. Fortunately, she chatted with me again in a few days. When we met in Changsha, there were no secrets between us. I am bolder than before. Sometimes I always like her, and she always says it's good to be friends, but nothing else. Many nights I Lacrimosa, I silently shed tears, can't stop. No, now I'm crying silently. ? I often look into her eyes? I like those eyes, and I want to get close to her heart from those eyes! Sometimes I envy her friends, and sometimes she plays with me and takes her sister, so I envy her sister. Once she picked up her friend and held her friend casually in both hands. One of them is a boy, so jealous that only her friends can be hugged by her. I don't know what it's like to hold a girl's hand, let alone the girl I love.

I've always been alone. At that time, she told me several times that she would introduce you to a girlfriend. My answer is always one word: no. Every time I listen to her statement, I always feel sad. My eyes are full of you, and my world can no longer accommodate anyone. Someone once said that a person's heart is like a cup, just like a cup full of water, it can't be filled any more. If it is full of one person, it can't hold more people.

In the autumn of 2009, I finally realized a wish: to celebrate her birthday in person, but this day I was only a small role. On this day, I ran in Dongjing Store for a long time, trying to pick a nice cake. A few hours later, I finally picked one. Hehe, I didn't eat her birthday cake when I went back to school at night. I really want to eat it I am satisfied to see her happy.

Maybe it was my fault. No, it was my fault. Usually I spoil her so much that I don't follow her. I was really angry with her and deleted her phone number. A few days later, I saw that the number "Qingquan" was gone, so she deleted my Q, and we quarreled for several months. I figured it out in a few days, but I didn't respond by calling her to send a message and adding "Qingquan". I suddenly felt a little disappointed. I thought you ignored me, right? Whatever! Today, I realized that I was wrong. It takes a lifetime to spoil a person. It was several months before we got back together. Later, when I left school, I lost contact. 1 1 I went to Shenzhen in March and joined a film and television company in April. It was tragic. She and I came to this city almost at the same time, and she arranged it naively. Later, I resigned to find a job and got a certificate of completion. Nobody even paid attention to my parents' phone calls. I thought I could forget everything. I wasted months there. After I found the company, I adjusted it for a long time before I changed it back. I contacted her more after that.

The longer I work, the better I become. I want to contact her more after I transfer to Guangzhou. Hearing her voice on the phone several times made me want to cry. Although my daily work is boring, I am cheerful. I have found myself completely. I found myself lost for several months. When I find myself, I find that I love you more than I thought. So you are so deep in my heart ... The farther you fly, the less you can see your smiling face in the sun. There are my saddest scenes and what I want to see most. In high school, she said that she had an ideal of going abroad. At that moment, I was a little unwilling to listen. I want to see her closer to her forever. But she is a swallow, and the distance is where she wants to go. Once I asked her too much, which made her feel a little constrained. I don't want to restrict her too much, because she has her space. What she needs is a space as vast as the sky, so that she can always see her innocent smile. Fly, fly to the place that can make you happy, fly to the place that can make you feel happy and have. Sometimes I often enter her and delete my Q. I once heard a song "I love you more than I thought". I know she likes this song because of other boys. I like this song, too. I often listen to it.

There are too many passers-by in everyone's life, just like meteors, which are fleeting. Those who stay in my heart will never forget, even if you don't want to think about it.

At the end of February, she told me that she was in poor health and wanted to resign. The girl told me that she sometimes fainted when she stood. I was scared to death when I first heard it a few years ago. Some time ago, I received a phone call and heard her say that she fainted. I called her in tears. I couldn't help myself. When she said she wanted to quit her job and go home, there was no way. Of course I support her. I know a lot has happened to her in the past six months. I know all about it. I can tell without telling her. Recently, she has always closed herself up and felt very sad. I feel very uncomfortable. I hope she will resign, rest at home and adjust well. We agreed that I should go to Shenzhen to see her. I haven't seen her for almost two years because of that contradiction and my confusion about 20 1 1 and some things. Now I regret that I was wrong for so long and lost for so long.

She was going to resign at the end of February, but something happened halfway, so I think she refused for a week. At six o'clock in the morning on March 4th, I got up and took a bus to Guangzhou Railway Station, and finally met her. Sometimes I dream about her in this short time. I want to chase her several times in my dreams, hehe. I texted her, but she was just taken aback and had no other reaction. I didn't think anything else when I was sitting in the car. Come and see her. I saw her at first sight outside Pingshan Minlefu Shopping Mall, but she still hasn't changed, except for a few smiles. I gave her a watch and a bracelet. I wanted to give her something, and finally I thought of a watch, because I wanted to look at her as long as possible all my life. Maybe I can only use this watch to follow her forever. After shopping in a shopping mall in Guangzhou for a long time, I took a fancy to a purple watch, which was very nice and a platinum bracelet. We have been together for such a short time that we didn't know how sad we were until we wanted to leave, and we were about to cry. I kept telling her to take care of herself and be happy when I left. I watched her by the car for a long time, and she stared at me at the gate of the station. I really want to see her again and stare at her forever. In fact, my tears are almost falling. Maybe you will never accept me. Nothing is enough, standing at a distance to see your happiness. I don't want to hurt you or put pressure on you. I know what you want is freedom and freedom, and the sky is your limit! You should be happy, even if it's not from me! You said you wanted to go to Singapore again, of course I supported you. I want you to go where you want to go most. Swallow, you should fly well ~ ~ ~

There are always some things in life that you can't do, and everything may be relative! Maybe I can only stand by you forever and pay attention to you ~ Now I am fine, because you and I know too much, because you and I are no longer a shy boy!

I told her recently that I often call and send text messages. I said everything I wanted to say, and she said it was impossible. Maybe I can only stand at the farthest place from you and look at you forever. Maybe this is the most suitable position for me. You once said that I brought a lot of touches to your life. Maybe I can only bring you these, hehe ~ ~ ~

Thank you for the girl who came to my heart and integrated into my life that summer. Remember happiness ~ ~ ~

The farther you fly, the less you can see your bright smiling face in the sun ~ ~ ~

Guangzhou, March 20 12.