The story of me and Mr. Y.

17 After graduation, I started my first job. In this company, I met Mr. Y. At first, I just thought he was handsome. Unexpectedly, he would take the initiative to chat with me, and we became more and more familiar.

Gradually, I began to like him, but I found that he was a little alienated from me. At that time, I was very painful and wanted to express myself boldly. I am afraid that I will fail or even have no friends to do, and I have been entangled.

After half a year, he left his job, and the contact between us became less and less. Slowly, I found that he just likes the feeling of being ambiguous with me, but he doesn't really like me.

In a blink of an eye, it has reached 2020. I have been paying attention to his life for three years. He met a girl. They fell in love for about a month, and after another month, they lived together. Later, they got a cat. The life I once dreamed of was realized by another girl, not me.

When it comes to my complete estrangement from Mr. Y, we should start with a meeting at 18.

That meeting completely disappointed me. Mr. Y and I don't work in the same city, and I happen to be in his city on business. I am very happy. Thinking that I would see him soon, I began to buy new clothes to do my hair in advance. We discussed where to play, what to eat and what to do together, and everything was wonderful.

I still remember the day when I arrived in his city. The sky was blue. I took a picture of him and asked him if he was free at night. Having dinner together, he said he was working overtime. I see. He went to the hotel silently. Going home at ten o'clock in the evening, he said he was working overtime. I still think he works hard.

At the end of the business trip the next day, I invited him out for dinner again. He said he was working overtime. At eight o'clock in the evening, he said he was off work, but he didn't ask me where I was and didn't come to see me. I know this is the answer.

Maybe he has never worked overtime, but he just doesn't want to see me. Maybe he is really working overtime.

I stayed there for three days, but he didn't eat with me. I'm sad and angry with myself. I have the ability to like others, but I have no ability to make others like me. Sadly, I still want to go back to my city. I bought a bullet train overnight. That night, my tears soaked my pillow and my heart was hollowed out.

No matter how sad I am, my work will go on and I will go on living.

During this period, Mr. Y sent me messages occasionally. I became a lot colder and stopped contacting him. He asked me out for a trip, but I firmly refused. Finally, he found various excuses and lies to explain what happened before. Like a fool, I chose to trust him.

We agreed to leave my job at the beginning of 19, and then we went out to travel together, but in February, he met his current girlfriend and they got together.

When I learned that he was in love, I was not as sad as I thought, but relieved. I can finally let him go and start a new life.

/kloc-In April of 0/9, I chose to leave my city and came to Shenzhen, the city where Mr. Y wanted to come before. Here, I really started my new life, and my mentality has changed a lot.

1June 9, 1 1, went to Beijing for business again. A friend happened to be in Beijing that day, so I made a circle of friends and was seen by Mr. Y. He talked to me privately and invited me to have dinner together. When I heard the word "eat", memories came to my mind instantly. I replied without thinking that it was too cold in winter in Beijing and I didn't want to go out.

He said he could take a taxi to find me, so I waited for him at the hotel. I am hehe. He is really a love rat. He has met someone and he wants to invite other girls to dinner.

But it's also sad. I invited him to dinner before, and he chose to refuse. Now he has come back to pick me up for dinner. Finally, I chose to refuse. I can't bear to hurt the girl who is still at home waiting for him to come home.

After a few months, my circle of friends has been updated more and more. Once he talked to me privately and said that I had changed a lot and became more and more confident. He began to pick up the old routine to tease me, but he didn't know that I had changed a lot in a year, and those routines were all left over by me. I said I had an oral ulcer, and he immediately bought medicine and mailed it to me. I find it ridiculous to see him so focused.

No one will stay the same. I have put it down, and you are no longer a young boy in my heart. I don't need to be careful with you. No matter how beautiful the memories are, they will eventually become memories, and there will be no intersection in the future.

After this incident, I didn't find a boyfriend again, because I understood a truth, if you are in full bloom, the breeze will come!