Forest belt, you taste forbidden fruit.

In the library, I want to borrow Kafka by the Sea by Murakami. There were no books in the library, so I had to pick this forbidden fruit in the Japanese literature section.

As the author Lin introduced at the beginning, she is really a bold writer. She has the title of "Female Junichi Watanabe" in Japan, and is good at describing love and marriage. Her works show the characteristics of women in all walks of life.

Haha, at first glance, this book really feels like reading a little yellow book, but it seems that Japanese literary circles are not shy about describing sex. I remember watching Trying to Love Before Marriage is a variety of things that the hero and heroine started before the marriage was stable. The theme that the director finally emphasized is that guilt is the best medicine to maintain love. Although the film clearly defines what it expresses, it still lacks the performance of full devotion.

Lin, on the other hand, through the detailed psychological description of the protagonist "Asako" before and after the extramarital affair, reflects the indifference of men to their wives and the passion and desire suppressed in women's hearts in urban love and marriage.

Just like the feedback from Seiichi Morimura's reasoning work "Rape Poison", Duan Liyang has a caring husband with a happy family, but she is not satisfied with the ease of being a housewife. After marriage, her husband's boredom with private life makes her have a new desire for young passion. On the one hand, she severely educated her daughter, hoping that her daughter would become better and have her own career. On the other hand, she is suspicious and depressed.

Later, when her sexually transmitted diseases to her husband, she couldn't hide her secrets. Her husband's anger and the natural rage of male animals catered to her passion and excitement. But her daughter finally committed suicide, and she couldn't live any longer. She said in her suicide note, "I am an incompetent wife. I don't find the hidden masculinity in you, but I want to find that masculinity as compensation. I desecrated my wife's identity ... "

Ma Yezi has the same situation! When she was young, she was also sought after at school. Once a boy confessed to her, but she didn't accept it, because her current husband has a very handsome appearance, which makes her feel proud and fulfilled with her best friend. But now, after her husband reached the age of 30, his physical function declined, his metabolism slowed down and he became fatter and fatter. Usually it's not decent, and it's ugly to sleep. If he has that desire, Hangyi will definitely fall asleep because of his busy work, regardless of his inner feelings.

Before marriage, Hang Yi was indeed an elegant man with a very urban style. Now, however, Ma Yezi feels that she has embarked on an ugly and old middle-aged road.

The author is good at dealing with temptation and choice, inner entanglement and condemnation, and the repeated psychology of the hostess. But because of her disappointment with her husband again and again, she was given the reason and courage to cheat. She said that she was in the flower season, with smooth skin and beautiful breasts, but Hangyi didn't know how to develop herself. Should a woman be bound by marriage and ruin her beautiful youth for a man?

Later, Maya had an affair for the first time. The other man is a very attractive man. Because of her ambiguous relationship with Ma Yezi, it is expected that she will go to the appointment again. Ma Yezi said:

"I experienced ecstasy that I couldn't get from my husband."

However, all this is another expansion of sleepy married life. When dating his lover, he easily got off the bus, omitting romance and foreplay, and even experienced a luxurious couple hotel to achieve the ultimate sensory experience. What Ma Ye felt was a burst of emptiness and burnout. She thought that the man was the last beneficiary of cheating with him, but she still didn't get what she wanted to achieve.

But what does she want? Maybe she doesn't know it herself.

Until I met a child's eye, this handsome, elegant-looking boy with cohesive skin and a row of neat white teeth laughed.

Let her feel the inner throb, the passion and vitality of the little boy, the color of generate, and chat with him. Ma Yezi feels very comfortable and happy. She felt as if she had returned to the mood when she was in love as a teenager, so happy!

She gave up the relationship with her lover and devoted herself to the relationship with children's eyes. She always remembers the boy's white face, clever brain, childlike smile and sunny appearance, which attracted her. She clearly heard her inner thoughts and just wanted to have sex with him.

Later, Tong Yan also fell in love with Ma Yezi. He knows that Master Ma has a family, but it may be true love. He is always jealous of their feelings, which makes Ma Ye think he cares about himself. Finally, under the promise and strong demand of children's eyes, Ma Yezi and her husband Hangyi filed for divorce. After a series of setbacks, they finally got together. As a result, he found that the strong mother with child's eyes was better than that of Hangyi, and her married life was not as free and youthful as she imagined. All hopes in her heart were dashed. Isn't that where she came from?

The ending of the novel is that she found her former lover again, because the lonely marriage life made her very bored.

After this article ends like a movie, we are rethinking what the author expressed in this way. Whether this is right or wrong, we can't guess, because the author has shown us this character so calmly and clearly, and there is no redundant style to discuss the right or wrong behind it. But does the lesson that the hostess draws water with a sieve also show that it is an absurd choice for the hostess to blindly choose and follow her own desires? There is no doubt that it is.

The author exposes the obscurity and cancer between marriages in cities now. This is not the fault of one person. The author only showed the image of the woman, but I wanted to come over. Aren't all men the same after marriage? This social problem deserves our reflection and consideration. Will the future marriage system be reformed? Polygamy? Polygamy? This is not impossible, but the best way is for husband and wife to understand each other and establish true feelings, because it is not so easy to want to be together. There are so many temptations in this colorful city that we should start to deal with this kind of life again, but all this should not be a problem in the face of true love.

Really, the author of this article advocates the idea of loving someone for life. Life is so long, there is no warmer place than home, and I can't get rid of my desire, so I still have to find a true love to spend my life with me.