Finally, we parted ways.

The river of time flows into the sea, and finally we go our separate ways.

In 20 13, accompanied by my mother, I started my college life with my suitcase. Three years in high school, study hard, and learning is nothing more than learning in life. Fortunately, the results of the college entrance examination did not live up to the time when I was immersed in my studies and was admitted to an ideal school.

Because my home is close to the city where the university is located, my mother helped me clean up the table and bed in the dormitory, visited the campus and went home that day, so I officially started my four-year college life.

The dormitory is a five-person room. I'm in bed 1, bed 2 is Hangzhou's sister, bed 3 is Guizhou's sister, and bed 4, like me, is from Fujian Province, except that I'm from eastern Fujian and she's from western Fujian. The sister of bed five comes from the far northwest-Xinjiang. On this day, all five people in the dormitory came, and we went to eat together. At dinner, I found that these girls are not bad and easy to talk to. After introducing each other, everyone got to know each other soon. In the next few years, all five of us will go to the canteen to eat together, have classes together and go out to eat together.

Making friends depends on fate. Some people will want to be closer to you when you first meet them. So is my sister in Xinjiang. The first time I saw her, I thought we should hit it off. Before long, our relationship became better and better. For four years, we were basically inseparable. The school is located in a prosperous area, next to Student Street, which is very lively, especially on weekends. We usually go out shopping together, and I accompany her or she accompanies me. We watched the play together and idolized together. We always stay up late, but we can't get up the next day. We slept until noon, like two runaway wild horses. It can be said that life is decadent. We went out to play together and took many funny photos. Coincidentally, it rains almost every time we go out to play. Once it rained heavily, the two of us were caught in a shower at the bus stop. After the rain stopped, we happily took a "tragic photo" and sent it to space. Everyone says this is our best memory in the future. We also went to ktv together, which was very cheap. After aa, each person is less than 10 yuan, only the two of us are extremely high. I am tone deaf, and she sings very well. No friends have heard me sing since I was a child, but I sang in front of her for six and a half hours. After singing, I smiled and went back to the dormitory to watch a play. Four years in college, this is my best friend.

But no matter how good friends are, they can't stand being together every day without barriers, and so can we. Occasionally there will be some small friction, especially for us who don't study. As long as one of us picks up the book, the other person will attach great importance to it. This should be the "jealousy" of girls. I didn't realize how terrible it was at that time. Later, I learned that the most powerful weapon to destroy friendship is a person's strong "jealousy".

Sister Xinjiang and sister Longyan in bed 4 are getting closer and closer, but I haven't felt anything yet, because we are still very good at this time. On May Day of my sophomore year, I went to Hangzhou with my sisters in Xinjiang, Longyan and Hangzhou, and dropped by my sister's house in Hangzhou. The three of us stayed in a hotel next to my sister's house in Hangzhou, and our parents entertained us these three days. The night before going back to school, I had a quarrel with my sister in Xinjiang. I started this quarrel. "Can you say something directly? Don't embarrass me every day? " But the whole process was a constant complaint from my sister in Xinjiang, and the ending was "I wish I had said the problem." This little quarrel seems to have solved all the problems, and the relationship between our dormitory is stable in the following time. I am a coward, and I am willing to bow my head if the final outcome is good. If I had been a little stronger at that time and expressed my dissatisfaction, there might have been a bad ending at that time, but it certainly wouldn't be like this.

Since this incident, although the dormitory relationship is very stable, there is no big wave, but my cowardice has given others the impression that they can be bullied casually with a low bottom line. Sister Xinjiang and Sister Long Yan are getting stronger and stronger in the dormitory, and the other two roommates are similar to me, belonging to the kind with good temper and casual personality.

I thought our dormitory would spend four years peacefully like this. After graduation, the five people will maintain a good relationship, often chat, and we will also find opportunities to meet. However, things just didn't follow the heart. Two things happened in the summer vacation of junior year, just two changes.

Our five sisters haven't been in love for four years. When they were freshmen, they agreed that whoever fell in love first would invite the whole dormitory to dinner! I always thought that all five of us would have a chance to fall in love after work. But in the last two days of my junior summer vacation, I met my current boyfriend by chance through a friend. After school started, we chatted in different places every day in September, getting to know each other and getting close. As soon as school started, I told my roommate that I knew him. At first, everyone was very excited, waiting for the day when we decided to invite him to dinner. Maybe it's because I'm with the right person, I talk less with my roommate, and I'm devoted to love. He came to see me on National Day. At this time, something happened with my roommate, which can be said to have completely decided my current thoughts.

On the first day he came to see me, he showed him around my school in the evening. During this period, his mobile phone was dead, and he just walked downstairs to our dormitory, so I went upstairs to get the charging treasure. My roommate was surprised to see me come back so early: "Come back so soon?" I said, "No, he's waiting for me downstairs. I'll come up and get the charging treasure." Sister Xinjiang and Sister Long Yan were very excited and ran to the corridor to watch. I shouted shyly while holding the charging treasure: "Hey, don't look at it and fuck off." I thought to myself, how embarrassing it would be if he saw it. We haven't settled yet. At this moment, Sister Longyan suddenly turned her head and replied, "If you don't look, you won't look. What's the big deal? " Then they turned and sat down to watch TV. I was very sad at that time, and I have been blaming myself and reflecting. Is it because I didn't do well? I was not in the mood when I walked with him at school, and I kept thinking about it. I walked around and went out to eat snacks with him. During this time, I sent messages to both of them, apologizing to them and saying that I didn't mean to. What I just said has no other meaning. On the way back to the dormitory, I brought fruit to all four of them. Sister Longyan said no, and everyone else said no. I ate all five fruits by myself.

There is another change in junior summer vacation. I succeeded in making a chubby little girl a little thinner. I often have a stomachache because of my bad stomach. One day in the summer vacation, I was playing at a friend's house, and suddenly I had a stomachache and a cold sweat. I fainted when I went down the stairs and vomited all over my friend. Since then, I have lost weight and can't eat fat. I've lost weight, which should be a blow to my roommate. From the beginning of school, Xinjiang girls have the determination to throw themselves into lightning without eating or drinking, but at that time I didn't care so much about what others thought.

I formally established a relationship with him on National Day. After the National Day, he went back to school, and our dormitory also went to different schools for internships. We are a normal college, and the school has a middle school that provides internships. As for which middle school to go to, it depends on drawing lots. I won the lottery in Quanzhou No.1 Middle School and met ten girls with very good personalities. I will never forget my two-month internship.

I returned to school less than a month after my internship. The second semester is basically a matter of thesis defense. After processing, I will concentrate on preparing for the recruitment of teachers. Maybe since I fell in love, my mind and time have been spent on my boyfriend, and everything in the dormitory has become dull.

One night in March, I was video chatting with my boyfriend, and suddenly I saw several messages pop up on the mobile phone WeChat. These messages usually come from groups. I usually watch it later. I don't know why I ordered it that day. When I saw our dormitory group, the moment I saw the news was really cold. Sister Xinjiang speaks ill of me in the group, and her tone is exactly the same as that of sister Hangzhou. I sat in a chair and looked at her hair one by one, and then pulled it back one by one. Sister Longyan sent a message to cover for her, but the result was the wrong group. How ridiculous. It is said that good friends will walk together for a lifetime, and then travel to various places together to plan the future. Behind it is such a naked reality.

I thought quietly in the corridor, did I do something wrong? In all these years, I have never yelled at anyone, nor have I been angry with anyone casually. I have to reflect on myself first. Maybe that's why people think you are easy to bully. Think about the National Day incident again. Everyone who listened knows that when I was shy, I said "Don't fucking turn it off" as a joke, but I still said it with a smile. People can yell at you like that. I don't take you seriously at all. And texting, apologizing to people with fruit like a fool. Really mean, deserve to be bullied.

That day, I made up my mind to say goodbye to them I asked the counselor for leave, called my mother to say that I would go home the next day, and then called my friend to say that I would sleep at her place tonight. I can't stay in the dormitory for another second. My friend said you shouldn't worry. She happened to be shopping near the school and came to help me pack my things. She said I couldn't tell anyone at all, it was all from the group, and I didn't treat you as a friend at all.

Two friends came to help me pack my things, and I told my roommate what she just meant. At first, my roommate was very aggressive and my friend was angry. I can't help swearing: "on the surface, we are all good friends, but we speak ill of others behind your back, and we dare to be so fierce against you." What a good quality! " I can't say a word, and my heart is very painful. After this quarrel, I left with my luggage.

I was surprised to see my sister in Xinjiang call me at night. Maybe I was expecting something, so I answered. My sister in Xinjiang apologized to me. At that moment, I thought maybe we could make up, and I was very happy. But every time I go back to the dormitory, I don't think so at all. In their eyes, I am an airman, and they have already learned a lot. Maybe my sister in Xinjiang regretted apologizing to me.

The collision between hearts can produce sparks, and the distance between hearts can only bring indifference. At first, I was sad. Every time I have to go back to the dormitory, it is a great torment for me. Every time, I will remember how happy we used to be. On graduation day, I want to take a photo with them after graduation. No matter what happens in the future, I still have those beautiful things in my heart.

However, what happened on graduation day made me make up my mind that I would never have anything to do with them in my life. Get up at five in the morning, brush your teeth, wash your face and make up, and prepare to go to the new campus to attend the graduation ceremony. When I arrived at the new campus, I changed into a bachelor's uniform and found that the bachelor's uniform was blue and everyone was black. At that moment, my heart was mixed. I didn't wear a bachelor's uniform to the graduation ceremony. I kept telling myself not to cry. I chose not to attend the next expedition ceremony. On the one hand, it was just a ceremony. Secondly, since there are 400 students in the whole grade, whether I happen to be a quarter of that "lucky" or that "lucky" left by others, my university ends here.

There is no hesitation and expectation in my heart. I went back to the dormitory to pack my bags and left my dormitory key. All my friends were hacked and never seen again!

Since then, mountains and rivers have never met, and I have never heard of the long and short of my old friend.