Seeking: Kakashi's Humanism

Hua Ling's Monologue (Kakashi's Love Song)

Standing on a small container, I plucked the strings: "Ladies and gentlemen of Konoha, let my ditty and dance bring you a short rest ~"

There was warm applause around, and the people of Konoha were still kind and cordial.

I, on the other hand, have long been used to the amorous feelings of tone and expression, shuttling through various ninja villages in various countries, just to see him again and put forward reasons and excuses. ...

When I stepped into the ninja world, the symbol of the first ninja village that I firmly remembered in my heart was not the symbol of the village in front of Key Country, but the snail-shell-like symbol of Muye Village in fire nation. That day, I cried, crying in an empty room. To this day, I still remember my inner despair, which is so unforgettable.

I also know that the silver-haired boy in my memory is an excellent ninja, and his name is known to all those who can endure surgery, Hatake Kakashi.

What a resounding name. Every companion mentions him, and he will look with admiration and reverence. I can only pretend to be indifferent, and then listen, look at the clouds in the sky, and arbitrarily fabricate his handsome outline since he was a teenager.

I always try to find out everything about him without trace, and at the same time try to avoid the task of Konoha. I know that once we meet again, I will lose all the courage to live.

I still remember the day when we met again. The clouds were beautiful, but I didn't want to see them again. I was bound by the dark part of the konoha and took my hands back to their village.

The door of Konoha is getting closer and closer, and my eyelids are drooping. I am utterly confused, sometimes expecting, sometimes losing. I just feel that there is nothing in front of me, and I am walking with my feet mechanically.

Not far away came a rich voice: "Yo, the task is hard!" " "

Then came a boy's cheerful voice: "Ah, I can finally enjoy Lamian Noodles's dream ~"

"That's good, Naruto, it's your treat ~" The little girl's voice is also very lively and leisurely.

"What? Yes, no problem. For example ... Sasuke, come and invite guests occasionally! "

"Hum ~ I'm going to practice soon!"

Hehe ~ the child who speaks in a drawl is really a lovely child who likes to pretend to be mature. Listening to their pleasant conversation, I couldn't help looking up at them, but what does this harmonious and pleasant atmosphere have to do with me?

Perhaps, this is my destiny, and the next sentence made my heart tremble with a cheerful tone.

"Then by kakashi teacher to ..." Is that him? Is that him? It must be him! How many people in this world deserve Kakashi?

I fantasized about meeting him by chance so many times while performing tasks in other countries, and then pretending not to know him and passing him by; Staring at him from a distance without being discovered by him, and at this moment, he is standing on one side. Should I turn around? Can I turn around?

At the moment, I obviously feel his eyes fall on me, but I don't have the courage to look at him. Close your eyes tightly in a hurry and walk past him.

"hey ~"

"What a beautiful woman!"

The little girl's praise gave me a little confidence for no reason. It turns out that I am still very beautiful! Well, seeing him shouldn't be a problem. Just one look, just one look.

So, in the wind, I turned my head and slowly met his eyes.

But this glance, but let me never look away! Silver hair and sloping forehead hide the legend of the left eye, leaving only a semi-drooping lazy right eye and a navy mask, which makes the unique appearance of the first technician of Konoha.

"It seems that the female ninja is dressed as a female artist and wants to inquire about the information of the country of fire."

"What will happen to that man next?"

"……"

Yes, what will happen to me next? He's right, I'll be interrogated, and I'll do everything I can to be interrogated, so, then ...

In fact, the burly man with scar who said "welcome to the honest man's room" to me is really first-class in torture. I have experienced many similar tasks, and now I am curled up on the ground and in a mess.

Perhaps, this is really providence. On that day, I met my parents abnormally when I was young, but I got lost on the way to the village. I was at a loss, but I accidentally saw his full devotion when I was wiping my tears. At that time, he was still a teenager, but it was that teenager's shoulder that carried the young me and moved steadily in the direction I came from.

..... Consciousness has gradually blurred, and all I can see is the vast sea of clouds. He squinted at me just before he fled that day, and now he appears in the clouds. I think he was smiling at me at that moment. Over the years, when I was locked in a cabin with only a small window, when I missed my parents and the village, when I was temporarily blinded by practicing my right eye, and when I was smuggled into other countries and tortured, my faint smile always gave me the motivation and hope to live.

However, at this moment, I gave up, gave up my task and gave up my life. Because, I met him, so dazzling, he was called the first technician of Konoha, and he was my hope since childhood!

"Like a cloud, like the cloud of that day ..." Close your eyes slowly.

However, it backfired. The heavy interrogation room door creaked again, and the Scarface ninja came in with blond hair: "No whip, here are some sweets!" " "

The blonde ninja put her right hand on my head and started the operation. I recall the voice of the old leader in my ear: "The reason why China can continue to this day is that it attaches more importance to espionage than the military. By obtaining information, you can strike first. Whether it is the diplomacy between countries or the dispute crisis, it will become beneficial to us. The fate of our country, Hanare, is determined by your work performance. "

At that time, I replied: "Yes, I will live up to my mission!"

Think about these two ninjas who tortured me. Even their eyebrows show their hatred and disgust for me, let alone you. ! We are destined to be hostile.

So, I sealed it up and down with the eyeball of my right eye, got the information in the brain of the interrogator who interrogated me in the brain, and knew everything he knew about Konoha. Kakashi, I want to remind you that there is a female ninja named Hanare who is also excellent.

When I walked out of the interrogation room, I thought my face must be full of doubts, because it was him waiting outside the door! Which one is this? Even, I can clearly see the traces of sweat on his temples.

Walking in the street of Konoha, I feel uneasy. Are they idiots? Or did they see something in my head?

Staring at him ten paces away from me, I even ignored the harmony and warmth in Muye Street.

"Are you an idiot?" Finally, I couldn't help asking, "I was brought into my village as a spy of Konoha." In fact, I can't stand the inner suffering. They can torture me and induce me, but how can they test my loyalty to my country with the only warmth in my heart?

"There is no difference between village and village!" He interrupted me mercilessly, without looking back, without any emotional voice, which made my heart tremble again.

"Besides, if you stay in that place, won't you feel very oppressed? ! "

What is he? Care about me? I stepped forward and walked beside him.

I have been to many countries and walked through many villages, but I have never felt this way. Such a similar father and son, such a shy male ninja in front of a beautiful girlfriend ... the happiness of the family, the sweetness of lovers, the harmony of partners ... everything dazzled me, made me drop my guard, made me forget my mission, and made me feel ... I went home for the first time in my life.

Looking up again, I accidentally met his lazy and cold eyes. I was shocked for a moment, and his eyes softened thoughtfully. The whole person is a little gentle, standing casually with his hands in his pockets, but he looks so conspicuous. He is much more handsome than rumored ~

I feel my body temperature is so high for the first time! I'm not sure if I'm blushing, so I don't open my eyes and lower my head.

I don't know how long he has been gone, but he is standing under a big tree. I stopped and was considering whether to go there. His cold voice said, "Come here, I don't want anything from you."

It turned out that he would misunderstand. Does he think I'm guarding him? Heh ~

Left foot, right foot, left foot, right foot ... I walked to him mechanically, and unconsciously, we pulled away so far that you had to raise your voice and shout.

"Because someone asked me to accompany you for a day, after today, there is nothing for me." Finally, I heard a little relief from his tone.

I am still a prisoner! So I asked him, "What will happen to me?"

"God knows!" He looked up at the sky.

Cloud, still beautiful, belongs to the sky, then, what about me?

"That cloud looks like Naruto, and that's Sasuke next to it!" His tone is gentle like talking about the treasure in his heart. Sure enough, he doesn't remember me!

"I feel like giving birth to my parents, although I have never seen them!"

Although I know this tenderness does not belong to me, I hope that time will stop here, because we are standing under the same big tree, looking at the same sky and staring at the same cloud.

"When I was in pain, when I was sad, I always looked up at the clouds and stared at them, and I began to associate them with their shapes ..." While speaking, I went back to my childhood, that kind of helplessness, that kind of fear, that kind of hope in the face of dark clouds, that kind of warmth when I thought of him. "The appearance of the village should be the appearance of my parents in the village. Otherwise, I can't stand it at all. I don't know my parents or the village. Born for a spy, this is my destiny. "

Perhaps, at the moment, he and I are very warm to others. However, who knows my inner struggle and pain?

"I don't know the village, and I can't disclose the information of the village in case I get caught, so I was raised far away from the village." I slowly lowered my head and began to talk about my short life.

Perhaps, after today or when I am going to die, even if I am not dead, life will be different from before! In fact, I also want to live an ordinary girl's life, open a small shop, plant some plants, raise a jar of fish, and then meet the right one day in my life, fall in love, get married and have a baby for us.

However, no one will know my helplessness, the helplessness brought by the person I regard as hope and God.

"I have been chopping my life and carrying out my task for my hometown I have never seen before," I looked up at the sky. "So, my hometown is necessary, and so are people who praise me."

The breeze is blowing, and everything is so beautiful now. Hehe ~ Who knew I was civilized in the spy world, but I worked so hard just to die early, end all my sufferings and let myself go. ...

"Why are you telling me this?" He finally spoke. "You obviously kept silent before."

His voice is really beautiful and has reassuring magic.

"Because you taught me!"

"Huh?"

Although the mask covered most of his face, his questioning cuteness made me forget the struggle for a while and bent my eyes. "As soon as I saw you, I understood at once!" "I took a deep breath and spoke the bright color in my heart." You were a teenager at that time ... "