How did it feel to meet for the first time after breaking up with your ex?

The name of the predecessor is like a time bomb that can never be erased. Although I chose to forget for a long time, all the peace before will burst out at the moment I met you.

The first meeting after the breakup was four months after the breakup. We haven't spoken or heard each other's voices for more than a hundred days. We all went home during the winter vacation. That meeting was really unexpected. We watched from a distance, without words or expressions, but there were already a thousand waves in our hearts. After approaching, his sentence of long time no see made me cry. In the cold winter, tears left on my face.

That day, we went to a hot pot restaurant we used to go to, because his favorite food was hot pot. When crossing the road, he naturally pulled me and looked at the car carefully as usual, but his hands became stiff. I know it's because there is no love. Although I understand that I have broken up and should not go too close, my inner impulse still overcomes my poor reason.

We haven't contacted each other since that meeting. More than a year has passed, and I am getting better step by step from myself who can't accept the reality. I believe that all separations are not predestined, so there is no need to worry about the next encounter. All I have to do is bury the past and live the present.

Even if you meet many times, you should face it calmly, because after separation, you have never had a bad life, but you are more mature and sensible than before. There is no need to feel embarrassed and nervous, because everyone has nothing to do, just two parallel lines that do not intersect with each other.