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Early winter, heavy snow.

At the crossroads, a woman stood in the snow and wind holding an umbrella.

Han Xin waited for him with dull eyes.

At the gate of the army, she saw Su Xiangli striding out, and she instinctively wanted to step forward and hold an umbrella for him. He would be the same as before, hugging her with all his strength, and whispering in her ear to make her blush. Heartbeat words.

Before he even took a step forward, he saw Su Xiangli hugging the woman who had jumped into his arms and kissing her hard, "Baby, why are you here?"

The woman smiled coquettishly, "I miss you."

She was stunned, and her whole body was suddenly penetrated by cold air, and her heart was as cold as the bone on this blizzard night.

The lights were dim, and Han Xin was just a crossroad away from them, just watching them hugging, kissing, and talking sweet words.

Haha, are you so impatient? !

The sarcastic words he said yesterday suddenly echoed in my ears.

"I don't plan to have you anymore, I have always loved someone else."

She was holding the phone and just thought he was joking, "Susu, if you have anything to say, tomorrow Let's say it in person, I'll wait for you at your door..."

"Don't you understand? I don't want you anymore!"

"No... Can you tell me in person tomorrow?"

"It's up to you, if you insist on being so mean that you don't turn around, I can't control you"

"..."

He must not know how hurtful his heartless words are. Now that he has seen it with his own eyes, he realizes that the pain that penetrates the bone marrow is worse than words.

Han Xin stood still. Under the snowy street lights, Su Xiangli glanced at her. Seeing her neutral expression, he sneered contemptuously, and then continued to kiss her in his arms. The woman lowered her head and said a few words to the woman in his arms before walking towards Han Xin.

The expression on his face was casual and showed no respect at all. He put his hands in his coat and raised his eyebrows as he spoke.

"You are here? Did you see it? This is the answer I give you"

Su Xiangli stood tall and tall in the snow without an umbrella, although he had the righteousness of a soldier. , but it is difficult to whitewash the behavior of a scumbag.

Han Xin did not move, raised her eyes to look at him, and pretended that she had always been lukewarm towards him, "You and her were in confusion, and the two of them were separated by the flow of people. The desperate Tashi came out from the second He jumped down the building. When Chen Guozhen found him in a hurry, he had broken a leg. "I can't walk, run!" Seeing that the aftershocks were coming, Tashi pushed her out desperately. "Come on, I'll carry you!" "Chen Guozhen said nothing, just squatted down and dragged him on his back with difficulty. When did you hook up?"

"Oh, does it make any difference when we hooked up? If you insist on it, For a while, let me tell you, I hooked up with her when we were in junior high school. Is this answer satisfactory?"

Hearing him despise her so easily, Han Xin felt like a thousand arrows were piercing his heart. Although he has a weak personality, he always keeps a distance from others because of his weakness and low self-esteem. But at this moment, Han Xin is extremely tough.

I never thought that one day I would ask such a question, "Then who am I?"

"You?" Su Xiangli snorted coldly, "You are just when I am lonely. It's just comfort."

Han Xin stumbled forward. No matter how hard he tried to disguise himself, he still couldn't resist his words that were colder than this winter.

She looked up at the snow to hold back the tears that came to her eyes, "Really? Then you were always lying to me before?"

This sentence made Su Xiangli impatient. He said mockingly, "Don't act like you love me so much. Don't you know how disgusting you are?"

"So this means you are stepping on both sides of the aisle. The reason? No, it's the reason of several boats." Su Xiangli looked at Han Xin with disgust, his eyes wanted to strangle her, "Yes, I find it unappetizing to be with you. Do you think you are? Woman? Do you have the thoughts and desires of a woman? You are as cold as a machine. Do you have me in your heart?"

She couldn't hold back her tears because she couldn't hold them back. Sobbing a little, she stared at Su Xiangli with a broken voice, "You really have a lot of reasons. If you say that I don't have you in my heart, you can cheat with peace of mind, right?"

Su Xiangli suddenly held the umbrella in her hand angrily. Handle, growled, "You said you have me in your heart, please let me feel it"

Han Xin shook off his hand, threw the umbrella, and just like that in the heavy snow, Make eye contact with him.

She seemed to be touched, and she was shaking with anger, "Can't you feel it if I have you in my heart? Haha, the reason for forcing a scumbag is really a rotten and messy reason!"

"Really?!"

Su Xiangli suddenly held her hand and dragged her away in the ice and snow.

Han Xin struggled desperately, "What are you going to do? Let me go!"

"You can let me go, but get out of here now!"

Su Xiangli swung hard and threw Han Xin far away. The snowy road was slippery and his feet were unstable. The world was spinning and he stumbled into the middle of the road.

The dazzling lights came on, and a black Bentley flashed in front of her. It was only a millimeter away from killing her, but she was not afraid at all and sneered sadly at the car in front of her.

Due to inertia, Jiang Chen in the car was pushed forward by a force. He opened his eyes and asked, "What's going on?"

The driver saw that the road conditions were not good for driving. Whispering ***, "Master, the young couple in front were arguing and blocking the road."

Jiang Chen closed his eyes and said, "Change the lane."

"Okay, Master."

Su Xiangli ran over quickly, dragged Han Xin up, and said fiercely, "Don't die here, hurting me? Do you understand?"

These harsh words made Jiang Chen nervous. Opening his eyes slightly, he vaguely saw a submissive woman through the headlights of the car. He smiled lightly, "Are all girls now so willing to be trampled by men?"

Bie ??Yinan was also willing to be trampled on by men. Treating a scumbag like this...it seems like he needs to be a little scumbag before anyone can love him.

Looking at the silver-clad world outside, he suddenly shook his head and chuckled.

"Master, do you need me to get out of the car and deal with it?"

"No, let's go."

"Okay"

The black Bentley changed lanes and sped away through the wind and snow, not even stopping for the slightest chance of hitting someone.

Su Xiangli didn't intend to continue explaining anything to Han Xin, and turned around eager to accompany his beauty.

The eager look on his face was dazzling.

Han Xin grabbed his arm and burst into tears, "Susu, you are not like this. Are you trying to get angry with me?"

Su Xiangli, who was extremely impatient, looked at her with a hard look in his eyes, and pulled her forward to continue walking.

Han Xin staggered and followed his steps without saying a word. She still held on to her fantasy, hoping that he would admit his mistake to her and beg her to forgive her. If she had not experienced it herself, she would not have known that as a woman, she would So humble.

Even if I saw him cheating with my own eyes and heard him say heart-wrenching words, I still wanted him to hug her like before.

Su Xiangli threw Han Xin directly into a hotel room.

As soon as he entered the room, he pressed her against the wall, supported the wall with his hands, pressed the switch of the air conditioner, looked at her cold and red face, and continued to say coldly. , "I'll let you know it now!"

Then he roughly hugged her waist and lifted her up, because this was more conducive to his rough and forced kiss and didn't give her a chance to think. The powerful kiss fell without any room for mercy.

Han Xin was suddenly startled and began to dodge at a loss. Although she had been in love with him for a long time, she had never been bullied by him like this.

Su Xiangli put her feet on the ground, grabbed her chin fiercely, and forced it up, "Isn't this okay? This is how you love me? Huh? This is your love?! "

Seeing that he was about to leave, Han Xin gathered all her strength, threw away all her daughter's shyness, pulled him, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm not, I'm just a little afraid of your... rudeness. "

Su Xiangli turned around and continued to look at her with an evil look, and said nonchalantly, "Okay, then I'll be gentler."

As soon as he finished speaking, he planned to lower his head and kiss her. Han Xin felt in his heart. But he became nervous again, and said intermittently, "I'm cold, I'll take a shower..."

"Okay, I'll wait, go take a shower quickly, I can't wait." He looked at it with a chuckle. Her eyes were deep and cold, staring at her helplessness and humility.

The bathroom was filled with heating, and Han Xin's face turned red due to the alternation of hot and cold. In a sense, Su Xiangli was the first person she really liked when she was young. Although there are people who can't express their feelings in their hearts, they have never come to fruition. For the first time, someone said he liked her and pursued her fiercely. The overwhelming offensive made her slowly begin to accept him.

She slowly began to like him, but every time he had needs in bed, Han Xin would not agree.

Her thoughts are relatively conservative, and she is not sure whether she can stay with Su Xiangli for the rest of her life. So how can she easily hand over a girl's most precious thing to someone who is not sure about staying with Su Xiangli for a lifetime?

Now that Su Xiangli is leaving with another woman, Han Xin is soaking in hot water with his eyes closed, why not give it to him?

In fact, in today's society, that layer of membrane is not that important anymore...

Han Xin lingered in the bathroom for a long time and did not come out. Su Xiangli was a soldier with a bad temper. Impatiently banging on the door.

"If you don't come out, I have to leave. I don't have time to chat with you here. There are many women waiting for me! Are you okay?!"

Listen When he said impatient words outside the door, Han Xin laughed coldly. Is he so impatient? When I chased her, I chased her for 2 years...

The first stirrings of her life flooded into her mind, and they were all about him, Su Xiangli.

It’s not a big deal to give it to him, right?

Han Xin took a few deep breaths, wiped himself with a towel, wrapped himself in a bath towel, looked at himself in the mirror, was too nervous to speak, and listened to Su Xiangli opening the door to leave.

She hurriedly opened the bathroom door and hugged him from behind, "Susu, don't go."

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The face that had just been bathed It was very hot, and she shivered coldly when she touched his coat, which was cold in the wind and snow.

Su Xiangli turned around and hugged her, pulled off her bath towel, and began to kiss her passionately. His hot body directly touched his clothes, making Han Xin shiver from the cold.

Su Xiangli was even more attracted. He moved his lips to her cheeks and chin, and kissed her fiercely. While kissing, he hugged her to the bed, and his slightly rough hands covered her soft skin.

She felt no pleasure at all, and her eyes tightened nervously.

Su Xiangli seemed to be afraid that she would regret it, so he took off his clothes and separated her legs to get to the point.

Han Xin was frightened, and felt that it was not worth it at this moment. She kept shrinking and struggling, "No"

Because it was her first time, she needed special cooperation to make it happen. He got his wish.

No matter how hard she tried, she still couldn't accept his being so intimate with her.

The man who was dissatisfied with her desire because of her uncooperation suddenly became irritable and lost interest. At this time, Su was alone and unhappy. He had been to the old house several times, on the pretext of renovating it. The tenant returned the rent and had nothing to do, so he wandered around the old house. Xiang Li's cell phone rang endlessly again.

He glanced at her with gloomy dark red eyes and left Zhangjiacun for several years. Over the years, people who are familiar with Zhang Jinyu have found that he has become silent and even less talkative. He just put all his strength into the fields, worked hard, and made money desperately. Seeing that Jin Yu was getting older, many villagers proposed marriage to him, but when faced with kind-hearted uncles and aunts, he always shook his head silently. The villagers were puzzled. How could they return the money when they saw the man running into his 30s? So the puzzled villagers turned their questions to his uncle. , then he picked up his cell phone and saw that it was the call from the woman he had forgotten at the door. His eyes turned red with irritation, and he threw the cell phone down, "Fuck you, fuck me."

Han Xin hugged Sheng Sheng, trembling with fear, hid in the corner of the bed and looked at him with panicked eyes.

Su Xiangli picked up the clothes he had just kicked off because of *** and threw them in her face, "You are wearing clothes, get out of here, don't affect my mood."

Han Xin hugged the quilt and shook his head silently, "I..." Seeing her like this, Su Xiangli became even more furious and wanted to kill her. He leaned over, raised her head, and spoke coldly, "This is the moment. It's the real reason! You disgust me."

Han Xin's chin was raised abruptly, with a trace of disdain for his reason, and she shed two lines of tears and said, "Is it possible that two people Is this the only thing we can do together? Do you want to break up if you don’t do this? It turns out that you only have *** in your heart..." At this moment, she actually said such a thing, Su Xiangli was furious. He let go of her chin with great strength. Han Xin was violently thrown away, and her hair was messy.

She said in an extremely disgusted tone, "What I want is not a Buddhist love. I am a hot-blooded soldier. I need physical comfort. You say you love me, but I don't fucking feel it." Come on, every time you stay in a hotel, you always stay away from me, either showing me the story of Princess Huanzhu, or engaging in some kind of love-making drama to impress me. *** Are you mentally retarded? Show me this kind of idiotic drama. ”

Han Xin just listened to his gruff complaints, lowered his eyes, and felt a little sad. Since Qiu Ru accepted Chen Yang, Chen Yang has been considerate in buying breakfast for Qiu Ru every day. Sweets, occasionally the two of them would gather together and watch the campus in silence. Chen Yang also buys cute dolls for Qiu Ru from time to time. "I just want to stay until after marriage."

"After marriage? I can't afford this kind of platonic long-distance running. I am such a superficial person, not as noble as you, not as educated as you. I am shallow A man with a thick face at the bar took her hand and wanted to take her away. She struggled hard and looked at me with pleading eyes. Help. But I'm indifferent. If you can't give it, then get out!" "Can that woman give it to you?" she asked.

"Yes, she can give it"

"Do you love her?"

Su Xiangli laughed contemptuously, "Isn't it obvious? ? I have liked her since the first time I saw her in junior high school. You seem to know this."

Han Xin's heart was frozen. She knew that he and her were together after they got together. I mean, she was jealous about it.

That's the way he is, he has no secrets from her.

Even though all this was obvious, she still said humbly, "Then why are you chasing me?" I heard him yelling angrily: "You want her to call her, what are you harassing *** in the middle of the night?" , I'm tired and going to sleep, I'm hanging up.

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"I've already told you the answer, because of loneliness"

Han Xin suddenly smiled and tried to act like he didn't care, "Fortunately, the reason why I'm afraid is that Afraid of ending up like today..."

At this time, the cell phone that Su Xiangli threw to the ground began to roar again. He picked up the cell phone and didn't press answer in a hurry. He said sarcastically, "Just watch over you. I will keep your body for the rest of my life, I don’t care about it.”

He turned around and picked up the phone with a conniving tone, “Hey, baby, wait for me, I’ll be right back.”

His voice gradually faded. As they walked further and further away, the black coat brought up a gust of wind due to his rapid turn. Han Xin finally cried out in pain, why was this happening, why did he do this to her?

From childhood to adulthood, she has always been humble. She has no proud family background, no shocking talent, and no world-famous appearance to be proud of.

She is just the most ordinary person in the world, and God has not opened a special window for her, so she has always had a tragic worldview and a tragic view of emotions, neither for others nor for herself. confidence.

When she met Su Xiangli, his kindness to her and his strong pursuit of her made her dodge and frighten her. In the end, she was melted away bit by bit. But just when she was about to open her heart and commit to him for the rest of her life, Let her once again strengthen her tragic emotional outlook.

She has nothing worthy of others' love.

In this miserable room, she took her mobile phone and looked through their previous chat history, maybe because she heard him say that what he always liked was his first love Zhang Lu.

Women are always sensitive and nuanced when it comes to emotions. When it comes to exploring this matter, they are comparable to detectives.

Han Xin found the woman’s Weibo overnight.

It turned out that everything he said was true, because a screenshot of last year's Chinese Valentine's Day on Zhang Lu's Weibo made her heartbroken.

That's a screenshot of their chat.

Su Xiangli: "I want to return home and marry you"

Zhang Lu: "You have to consider your family's mood, your family will not let you retire"

Su Xiangli: "Zhang Lu, as long as you are willing to be with me, I will do anything."

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Above the picture, Zhang Lu also added text , proudly showed off, "If I didn't have another person in my heart, I would definitely fall."

Haha, Han Xin leaned precariously against the wall. She quickly went to WeChat to find out what Su Xiangli told her during the Chinese Valentine's Day last year. What.

After reading it, he felt even more depressed and his hands hung down helplessly. During the Chinese Valentine's Day last year, he said to her, "Xiao Xinxin, I'm going to call my family and I'll contact you later." ”

At that time, Han Xin was already attracted by him, and she hoped that Su Xiangli would surprise her during this festival, because everything he said to her was so sincere. , she thought this was her liking.

On the night of Chinese Valentine's Day, Su Xiangli ignored Han Xin until midnight.

So it turned out that he was going to have a romantic relationship with his first girlfriend? !

Continuing to scroll down, there are screenshots on Zhang Lu's Weibo of Su Xiangli trying to please her and giving red envelopes.

Some people only understand how ridiculous they care after seeing the comparison with their own eyes.

Haha, he rarely sends red envelopes to her, and often begs Han Xin to send him red envelopes.

Her sorrowful mood almost caused her to collapse, and she murmured sourly and resignedly.

"Han Xin, don't you understand? This is the difference between love and non-love. You think that people love you badly, but you don't know that they are not involved at all. Only you, a fool, are fooled." Really"

The rude and violent way he treated her an hour ago appeared before her eyes again. Why did she reject his most intimate touch?

Why? Could it be because he doesn't love him, "Don't I love him? Then why am I so sad?"

Han Xin hugged the quilt and cried bitterly.

In a strange room, I feel painful and sad, and I feel hopeless. No wonder some people commit suicide. It turns out that life is so hard.

The first time I boldly and stubbornly called Su Xiangli, it shouldn't...shouldn't have such a miserable ending...

Soon Su Xiangli's breathing voice sounded on the other end. , said impatiently, "What are you doing? Do you want to hear the voice of Huan Ai? Huh?"

Then Su Xiangli really made a thick and abnormal sound in front of the phone.

Han Xin was humiliated and cried and scolded him, "Why are you doing this? If you don't like me, don't mess with me." He was choking uncontrollably, which made people a little scared. He continued, "Su Xiangli, I don't know what it will be like for others to experience such a thing, but I know that I don't want to live. Not long ago, the military branch organized an educational activity with the theme of "Cherish marriage, cherish family, cherish happiness" and organized family visits. The place where her lover works is one of the activities. After nearly four hours of turbulence, Sun Ying arrived at Zhang Chengliang's unit. Zhang Chengliang was busy, so she went to clean up Zhang Chengliang's dormitory. I wanted to die. I want to die!"

Hearing the abnormal scream in her voice, Su Xiangli lost all his interest in love, pushed away the person under him, and walked to the living room to answer the phone.

"Han Xin, if you want to die, no one can stop you. You should die now."

"Why?!" She sobbed on the other end of the phone. Su Xiangli was not moved at all, but she continued to say, "Why me, why am I experiencing such a thing, why are you doing this to me?"

"Han Xin, I have already I've had enough of you. Where's your innocence and reason? This is the last time I answer your phone. If you want to die, do whatever you want."

He hung up impatiently as soon as he finished speaking. He conveniently blocked all her contact information. This was a high-profile and decisive approach, but he didn't know how lowly people were on the verge of collapse.

There is only the beeping sound of the phone hanging up in my ears, and everything around me has become very faint. There is only this kind of pain surrounding me. It is so painful. It is the first time in my life that I have experienced it. If death is the best solution to suffering, then die.

"What's so scary about death, what's so good about living"

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Walking on a cold winter night, even though it's dark, the white snow is dazzling. Han Xin narrowed his eyes.

It’s not a bad feeling to die in the snowy winter.

The lonely girl stretched out her hand, touched the crystal snowflakes with her fingertips, and murmured, "It's so beautiful."

She was like a walking zombie along the way, with heavy snow falling all over her body, as if Returning on a snowy night.

She had been walking alone for nearly 2 hours in the night when the wind and snow reflected the sky. Han Xin stumbled and fell on a bridge. Late at night, there were only scattered lights and the sound of the dark river.

There was wind whistling by her ears. Was she going to die? She could clearly feel that her hands and feet had lost all feeling...

The feeling of gradual death turned out to be so ordinary. The hard face appeared again, and she slowly touched his face with her hand.

Crying and saying, "Why are you doing this, why..."

I heard that people will flash the promised people in their lives before they die, and she saw it.

The cold hand touched Jiang Chen's face, making him shiver even as a grown man. He frowned and saw from her clothes that she was at the intersection more than 3 hours ago. The little girl I almost bumped into.

He was in a hurry to socialize at that time. He was about to go home after socializing in the middle of the night. Jiang Chen, who was a little drunk, was sitting in the car with his eyes closed and concentrating. The speed of the car was very slow in the snow, and the bumps caused by the skidding of the tires made him nervous. He opened his eyes slightly and caught a glimpse of the girl in a white down jacket lying on the ground beside the bridge. He asked the driver to stop.

When he walked in, he realized that it was the girl he laughed at. Her clothes were messy and the zipper of her down jacket was not zipped up.

Han Xin's consciousness was gradually blurring. With enough strength, she could clearly see that he was frowning, "Su Su, why are you frowning? Don't you care if I die?" She choked and lowered her head, The hot tears melted together with the snow, and she continued intermittently, "I, am dead, will you feel a little sad in your heart, will you..." As she said, she shook her head again, "No, you won't be sad," your sister Luo Hongmei said to Xu Tao, "Maybe she had a premonition." My sister was moved to tears when she read this book. She said that after you are released from prison, she will definitely recommend it to you to read. Unexpectedly, one book became a prophecy. "No"

Jiang Chen saw that the girl in front of him was unconscious and talking nonsense. He bent over and picked her up. He found that her limbs were very stiff. He shook her body and said, "For A man is not worth it. You still have relatives and parents. Are you going to abandon your relatives like this?” , passed into Han Xin’s ears, relatives...

Relatives

When she mentioned her parents who had doted on her since she was a child, the person who was so heartbroken felt a little bit of hope. The will to live.

"Mom..." Han Xin sobbed, hugging Jiang Chen's neck and crying bitterly.

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, and ice and fire blended together. Han Xin, who was already unconscious, began to have a high fever. He hugged Jiang Chen's neck and kept murmuring, "Mom"

"Drive to the nearest hospital," Jiang Chen held her in the car and told the driver.

The driver started the car and looked for the nearest hospital without asking any questions.

Because the snow was very thick on the road, and the temperature dropped at night, the road began to freeze, making it difficult for the car to go fast.

"Can the car speed up?" he said as I left. "You think you're the only one who shouldn't wear clothes that other people wear, don't you? You think you're the only one who grew up poor? Hearing Jiang Chen's question, the driver said awkwardly, "Master, it's snowing and icy, and the tires are slipping, so it's a little difficult."

Jiang Chen didn't say anything. , anyone who drives often can understand, but looking at the woman in his arms, her face was red and her forehead was as hot as water in a boiler, Jiang Chen felt inexplicably impatient.

Han Xin had fallen into a coma and did not speak noisily, which made people worried. Jiang Chen could only admit that he was unlucky. After meeting her in the middle of the night, he told her: "Who asked you to tease me? I've seen the trick a long time ago." She said, "How did you know it was me?" He replied, "The tone of your speech is different from others." She was speechless and wondered, what's the difference? That's what he is: hugely cunning. But she just likes this kind of cunning. It seems a bit unethical to refuse to save someone.

"Stop"

The driver stopped the car in a daze, and before he could speak, Jiang Chen quickly got out of the car with Han Xin in his arms.

"Master!"

The driver opened the window and shouted to Jiang Chen, but Jiang Chen turned around and said, "The Sixth Hospital is nearby, you drive slowly over there. I'll take her there first, I'm afraid she'll die in my arms if it's too late."

"Okay, be careful."

Jiang Chen didn't answer, holding Han Xin in his arms. Walking fast.

Although Han Xin is not heavy, it is quite difficult to hold him up because he wears thick clothes in winter.

Jiang Chen’s shoes were soaked by the snow, and it was a terrible thing to see the girl in his arms in the ripples of wind and snow. She came to him to discuss what to do. The child was so helpless and weak, and the tall man walked quickly to find the hospital with the white lights on.

Even though the journey was in embarrassment in the wind and snow, it was still possible to see her extraordinary bearing, handsome features, and elegant nobility. The nurse hurriedly arranged for first aid, and did not forget to take a second look at her. Her temperament and appearance were of the highest quality. The river sinks.

The lights came on in the emergency room and the driver came over. Seeing Jiang Chen sitting outside waiting, he said softly, "Master, go back and rest. I will watch over you."

Jiang Chen rubbed his temples and said casually, "It's so windy and snowy outside now, it's hard to walk. Can I stay here tonight?"

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Countless doubts flashed through the driver's mind. The young master said he would stay here for one night? ! This is not a hotel. Even if you want to stay, you should stay in a hotel. How can anyone stay in a hospital?

"Master, let's book a hotel and stay here..."

Jiang Chen leaned against the wall with his eyes closed, and there was snow on his hair and body. The heater in the car melted, looking decadent and embarrassed, "No, I'll take a rest, you go back first."

The driver didn't dare to go back first. He didn't say anything, and stood aside silently, waiting.

In the emergency room, Han Xin felt like she was in a sea of ??fire, with her limbs covered in bones, but also like she was in ice. The torture of ice and fire gave her constant nightmares.

They were all Su Xiangli's disgusting words, and the sounds of him making love in bed with other women. He hugged other women, cold-eyed, innocent, and laughed at her sadness.

"Get away, get away"

"Han Xin, don't look at me with such hypocritical eyes"

"The one I love is not you"

"I don't want you anymore"

She kept murmuring, her brows furrowed, tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes, and even the doctor sighed with emotion.

After a long time, the door to the emergency room opened. It was around 3 o'clock in the night. Jiang Chen, who had closed his eyes and fell asleep, opened his eyes, stood up and looked at the doctor.

"Fortunately, she was delivered in time, otherwise she would have frozen to death. During the process of rescuing her, I found that her will to survive was not strong." The doctor raised his eyes and glanced at Jiang Chen before preaching, " When a boyfriend and girlfriend quarrel, it should be done in moderation. That day, An Lei was busy in the kitchen. I watched TV for a while and felt bored, so I went over to watch him cooking. He looked up and saw me and asked me, "Are you hungry?" "How can a girl be so cold?"

Jiang Chen touched his nose and was about to say that he was saving people out of kindness and didn't know her, but then he heard the doctor say, "She wakes up I don’t know if it’s still bothering me, but it’s better if you keep it with you.”

Jiang Chen didn’t bother to explain anymore. Jiang Chen didn’t care much about these things, so he nodded and said nothing.

Han Xin was transferred to the VIP high-end ward. Because Jiang Chen wanted to rest here, he opened the best luxury ward with a bathroom and a bath.

After telling the driver to buy him some clothes, he took a refreshing shower, changed his clothes, and lay down on the sofa to sleep lightly.

The driver looked at the people on the bed and Jiang Chen on the sofa. He hesitated for a moment, then walked to another sofa and closed his eyes to sleep.

Even though he was out of danger and lying on the hospital bed, Han Xin still behaved a little strangely as an old man. What's even more bizarre is that he asked his daughter to buy newspapers from Nanjing for him and read them carefully, page by page. The old man has no relatives in Nanjing. He is a native of Sichuan and rarely travels far. His behavior left his family baffled. Incessant babble.

"Why..."

"Who am I..."

"Don't go..."

Qian Mian Jiang Shen stood up and covered her forehead. Seeing that she had no fever, he stood by the bed and looked at the woman on the bed with deep eyes.

How deep were the emotions that made her cry even in her dreams?

Is it worth it for a man?

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