A woman's sentimental emotional prose

A woman's miserable life. Her love will eventually be lost, and if she doesn't love her, she will eventually let go.

Encounter of fate

Ding went on a business trip by plane.

On the plane, on the way out of the bathroom and back to his seat, a man shouted, "lady!" " Looking back, I saw my loose sweater hanging on the zipper of that man's coat. Ding Xi quickly folded back and untied the thread. When he sat back in his seat, Ding glanced at him-he was in his forties, with a neat crew cut and a white beard, well dressed and calm eyes.

When I got off the plane, I said, "I'll pay for this beautiful sweater." The man stopped her with sincerity and regret in his tone. "You can't afford it." She wanted to break his manners and deliberately said, "It's from my ex-husband." He thought, "Oh, my ex-wife never gave me anything." They laughed together and found that they had booked the same hotel during the ceremony.

The man named Jianjie is the owner of an animation company. Ding got on the business car to the hotel with him and sat in the back row to chat with him. When he answers the phone halfway, he will politely say sorry to Ding first. When you get off the bus to help her with her luggage, you will avoid the banging of wheels on the concrete floor and go all the way to the entrance of the hall ... decent men are either good hunters or good prey for women.

Because there was a separate dinner in the evening, they said goodbye in the elevator and made an appointment to have coffee on the terrace at 9 pm.

Ding came to the room and ran to the bathroom to look in the mirror. A 32-year-old woman with clear eyes and delicate makeup. She smiled in the mirror and felt his throb when he saw her.

At 9 o'clock, when they appeared on the terrace, they all cleaned up specially. "It's so beautiful, your current husband will see it. What do you think? " After sitting down, he first bottomed out. Ding held out his hand without a wedding ring: "I am single now." Jianjie shyly fiddled with his wedding ring, paused for a moment and confessed, "Actually, I'm not divorced." "Oh?" Ding is angry, but he can't get angry.

"She took her children to Vancouver, and I couldn't find her for a year and a half. At that time, I was going to invest in a company, but she wouldn't let me, so she made a big noise and took the money. In fact, there are not many, more than three million. " "What about now?" Jianjie looked up and shrugged his shoulders: "Now, the company is built entirely by borrowing money. So far, not bad. The debt has been paid in half. " I stopped talking after that. I don't know whether to listen to the violinist or give her time to struggle.

Suddenly, "Ding, let me play a song for you." Jianjie's voice is full of emotion, and their relationship has changed greatly during this call. It's a song "You at the Same Table". He doesn't play well. Dante's pride is flying. She knew that her castle of reason could no longer be kept.

I will have breakfast in the cafeteria the next day. Jianjie's decree seems a little deep. "Didn't you have a good rest?" She asked him. Jianjie frowned: "The bathroom is leaking and ticking all night ... This hotel is full, and Party B has arranged a new hotel for me." Ding felt a sense of loss. Jianjie flicked the sugar bag with his fingers and shook it off in the coffee cup. He took a sip and said, "But I refused." "Why?" Ding suppressed his joy. "I don't know ..." He looked at her.

In the evening, when both of them are free, they go to the seaside to take pictures. The wind is too strong. Jianjie helps Ding untie her scarf. "Hello, Ding," he turned his head and asked loudly in the sea breeze. "Have you ever thought about getting your wife back?" "People's hearts are gone. What's the use of people coming back?" The howling wind stretched his voice. As they walked, Jian Jie's gentle hand slowly climbed onto her shoulder. Ding suddenly felt that life was boundless, just like the vast and vigorous sea in front of him. What is she? So why care too much about gains and losses? Be brave if you like it, no matter what will happen tomorrow.

In the evening, I changed to a western restaurant for dinner. Red wine is served, but Jane doesn't touch wine. He said he didn't sleep well, he was taking western medicine and couldn't drink. "How can I live in that room if I can't sleep well?" Ding summoned up the courage to say half a sentence and waited for the second half with his mouth open. "Then I go to your room? This is not very polite, is it? "

"It's rude." She said with a smile.

Sex is back.

Jianjie dragged the suitcase and folded every pair of socks meticulously. Ding listened to him taking a bath in the bathroom, and the sound of the razor turning came from him. Two people in pajamas, kissing from their hair for the first time. Touch and approach, in order to resist loneliness. The body is slightly' dull', with a little sad charm.

Jianjie put his arm around her and asked her about her current living conditions. In fact, she didn't do very well. A woman who takes care of her children alone is beyond her power. It's too expensive to find a full-time nanny. She can only afford an hourly job. But she controlled not to say too much to Jianjie. She is not mature enough to state her life in a non-complaining tone.

Jane was silent for a while and said that she saw a pearl necklace when she passed by the shopping mall in the morning. She really wants to buy them for her, but she doesn't think they fit her temperament. She didn't need that elegance until she was 80. So he wrote down the price and decided to give her the money when she was 80 years old.

Jianjie opened WeChat and transferred 46,000 to her. "What are you doing?" Ding glanced at his mobile phone and jerked back. He grabbed her mobile phone, took it for her, and put the shocked Ding in his arms: "I will be 92 years old when you are 80 years old. You must remember to help me." Ding wanted to laugh, but his nose came out with anger. She tried to push him away, but she couldn't, so she punched him hard.

They came back from Xiamen and talked about the gentle and mellow love of middle-aged people. A month later, Sister Jane invited her to live at home, changed a nanny with children, and asked Ding to rent out the house to earn some pocket money. Jianjie's company is thriving. He has no bad habits, 80% of his property is used to pay off debts, and the rest is used for family. Life is as beautiful as a dream.

That day, a hot pot restaurant opened at the gate of the community. Jianjie asked Ding to take his son and nanny to try it. His enthusiastic attitude towards life fully accords with Ding's wishes. Sister Jane didn't drink, and Ding was happy, so she drank too much. Regardless of the presence of the child, she shook her glass in front of Jian Jie: "You said, you are so good, how can your ex-wife not want you?" "okay?" Jianjie said: "She always thought I was timid and lacked fighting spirit." The nanny was nearby, with a loud chewing sound in her mouth.

Ding smiled sadly: "How can it be completely out of touch?" "Lettuce can be eaten after scalding." Jian Jie put lettuce in Ding and her son's bowl. Ding stopped talking. Drunk, realized that she was a little sad. The atmosphere is getting worse and worse, and a group of four people go home early.

Ding's wine woke up a little. Jianjie gave her a glass of freshly squeezed apple juice and sat by the bed watching her drink it. Ding asked, "You can find her, right?" Jianjie confessed: "Grandma can." "Why don't you go to her grandmother?" Jianjie doesn't talk. He has been avoiding the question.

He didn't want to find it? No, absolutely not. He is waiting for her to come back and prove herself good. Then what is she? He really moved his heart, and she hit the woman. They are all waiting. After all, he wants freedom, and she wants success. They are comrades-in-arms and allies, and their enemies are the same person. It's just that they all know that he may become a rebel at any time. She doesn't know if she has the ability to subdue him. She just works hard, and the harder she works, the more flustered she becomes.

In the evening, when everything was quiet, Ding suddenly wanted to cry, but she couldn't. As an adult, it is not easy to cry, and if you are in a bad mood, you will touch the threshold. I always restrain myself and fall slowly.

People who don't love you will eventually lose.

The operation of Jianjie Company has entered a new realm, and overtime work has increased. When he received the phone call in the middle of the night, his tone was full of impatience. "I want my phone to be mute." He said painfully, but there was still no tone. After a while, another phone call came in. The room was quiet, and Ding could hear the faint female voice on the phone. He never mutes his cell phone at night. He is probably subconsciously waiting for this call.

The female voice said, "I saw you online." "Oh, how's the baby?" "Fine, and you?" Jianjie walked to the bathroom with his mobile phone. Ding couldn't hear what he was saying, only heard his tone alternate between indignation, irony and sadness. She has never heard him talking to himself in such a big emotional change. Rain is coming and the wind is getting stronger and stronger. She wanted to get out of bed and eavesdrop, but she felt ashamed. She persisted in bed and swallowed her tears.

Half an hour later, Jian Jie came to bed and pretended to sleep with Ding. He took the medicine, tossed it over and over, and then added more medicine. This is the first time.

Jianjie hasn't changed, but there will be more calls at night. Ding thought that if it was himself, he would take care of his feelings and wouldn't call in the middle of the night in Beijing time. What a bitch! No matter how determined she is, even the children are involved, he still waits for the next one.

One day in August, Jane's elder sister made an appointment with Ding to go to the movies. After returning home, he bought many things, including children's and hers, and also bought a cuff for the nanny to express his attachment to this family. On the way, Ding looked dignified, and Jianjie knew it was time to confess. While driving, he simply said that he wanted to sell his house and car and go to Vancouver. His wife is speculating in real estate over there, doing a good job. "Have you ever thought about a formal divorce?" Ding asked him: Jane was speechless, saying that she thought about it was an insult to her, and saying that she didn't think about it was even more insulting.

When she got home, Ding called in front of Jane to stop the renewal of the rental property, and she wanted to move back home. Jianjie sat next to him, pretending not to hear. The next morning, Ding packed most of his things. Jianjie got up and asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?" "I'm in no hurry, don't wait for others to catch up?" She said angrily. Bitterness can ease her pain. Jian Jie stood for a while, and suddenly he put his arm around Ding. "Ding Xi." He burst into tears. When he cried, it was over. She knows that adults don't cry easily. His heart, it's gone

He let her go and took out some paper bags from the closet. At first glance, it is about100000 yuan. "I saved some money for you. Later, it's not easy for you to be alone ... "Ding stood there stubbornly, not knowing whether to answer. Jianjie forced the money into her suitcase. Ding Xiqiang endured tears and continued to put things, underwear, socks, unused facial cleanser and half a piece of facial cleanser into the suitcase and cover it. What's the use of her heart, passion and affection?

Let him go.

The sea in Xiamen, the way he walked towards her after playing a song, the memory of that late night, the peaceful and warm life ... The box clicked and her heart calmed down.

After half a year, Ding's life is still the same. The child went to primary school and the nanny was replaced by an hourly worker. The news of Jian Jie has completely disappeared from this world. One night, Ding's cell phone suddenly rang, and Jianjie's voice was familiar: "Ding, are you from the real estate bureau?" It turns out that Jianjie's house was bought after marriage. Because it was not easy to get a loan, he got a fake divorce certificate at the suggestion of the bank. Now the real estate center is making things difficult for him and needs him to settle accounts with people with money. Ding's younger brother works in the real estate center, and she promised to help Jianjie transfer ownership. Jianjie said that he would return to China in two days.

That was the last time Ding saw Jian Jie. His back is hunched, and he looks like a happy man who is lazy. It turns out that people's refreshing is fake. Once life is calm and safe, they lose their motivation. There is some dandruff on his gray jacket, and the collar of his white shirt is a little black. Ding never thought that he would become so mediocre. He will go back to Vancouver after selling his house and leave after this meal.

Ding couldn't help asking him, "Did you really see a 46,000-yuan necklace in the mall?" Jian Jie smiled and said, "No, I'm kidding. I don't have much money in my card. " The conversation was sloppy and there was no pain at all. After Jian Jie left, Ding went to the bathroom to tidy up her makeup. She is 34 years old, and in a blink of an eye, two years have passed. Her back is thicker than it was two years ago, and her makeup is a little floating. Looking at herself in the mirror, she cried.

Adults don't cry for anyone easily. If tears flow out, even if that person leaves life, don't expect to get them back.