When did you decide to give up on a friendship?

When she chose to be with other friends, I decided to give up.

1. It was the school sports meeting in the freshman year. I didn't expect to get to know her. We agreed to go to the school city to play on the weekend. From then on, I started to be very good to her. As long as she is good, I will try my best to do it. So, when we first met, we had a good relationship. Later, maybe I was too nice to her and she couldn't accept it, so she started to ignore me. But I am a very emotional person and cannot stand the feeling of being hot and cold.

2. This continued until the winter vacation of my freshman year. I wanted to give up on this relationship because the other party no longer cherished this friendship. But after the first semester of her freshman year, she took the initiative to come and play with me. It had been a long time since she took the initiative to come to me. As long as she takes the initiative to find me, I will be very happy, no matter if she has something to do or not. She also told me that she didn't know how to cherish me before, but now she will always be there and just being good to me is enough.

3. Later, she would ask me to do everything together and play together. So, I started being nice to her again. But this situation lasted less than a month, and a certain relationship between us suddenly changed. We no longer talk to each other, and she only calls me when she has something to do, and sometimes ignores me. She has more and more friends around her, and they are very good to her, and she feels that I am no longer necessary.

4. Later, I went out to eat with the people in the dormitory. I drank some wine when I was depressed. At that time, I called her when I was drunk. At that time, all the bottom lines and principles were forgotten. Besides, I just wanted to talk to her, thinking that after talking like this, she would look back and cherish me, but I was wrong. I called her and got no useful information.

5. No matter what I did or ate before, I would always consider her first, and then myself. In my elective baking class, I made a cake. While I was making it, I was wondering if I should leave it for her to eat, but her friend told her that she couldn't eat it before giving it to her. I think there should be no one who treats her better than I treat her. However, she chooses to be with those friends instead of me, so I have chosen to give up.