I just like to tie myself up.

I just like to tie myself up Maybe it's because many people are beautiful. I am sexy and beautiful, and I have many unknown secrets. I do have some special hobbies. On the surface, I seem to despise those men, but deep down, I long to be bound by them and like to be bound by myself. I like the feeling that I can't move because I am tied by a rope, which always arouses my strong feeling.

When I am under the bondage that I can't get rid of, the situation that I urgently need to touch but can't be satisfied will push me to "cake speculation" again and again.

Although I always enjoy the process of self-restraint, I have always been ashamed of my strange behavior. I really want to get rid of this hobby, but I am fascinated by happy and free behavior.

I don't trust my partner, and I dare not look for it casually, because I always find it difficult to trust people who haven't been together for a long time. This is one of the reasons why I often tie myself up. A lot of times I really can't help but want to be tied up. This abnormal psychology has been tormenting me, making it difficult for me to control myself and let me wander freely in the self-enslaved Wang Yang.

My house is not bad. My parents are businessmen and live abroad, and they can't go back several times a year. So in my big house, only I live with one of my maids. The maid is not old, only 36 years old. She is a woman who just lost her job. Although she is not very beautiful, she always has a unique charm of a young woman.

At first, her parents asked her to accompany her to eat and live, because she didn't trust me to live in such a big house alone. But I don't think I will be free when she is here, so I will let her come back during the day as soon as my parents leave. There is no need to do any other work except cleaning the room and cooking for me. Besides, I have no time to do anything except go to school during the day.

I am a freshman at present, and my study is not very good, which may be related to my hobbies. I gave her the weekend off, and she naturally agreed. It's just that we all have to hide it from my parents. After all, she is still afraid of losing the job.

My home is a small independent building, a rich area. My neighbors are separated by a certain distance and don't communicate much at ordinary times, so I'm not afraid that their sudden visit will ruin my good thing. Now I am completely free and have enough space and time to do what I like.

Now I can boldly take out my collection: ropes, handcuffs and various tools used to limit my freedom. These things are not cheap, but money is not difficult for me. In fact, I won't spend money indiscriminately, but I am very willing to spend a lot of money to buy and collect these things. I have many tools that are not available in China. I bought them overseas by mail order through the Internet.

Usually they always stay quietly in a box, locked by me. I'm the only one with a key. Usually in the dead of night, I will quietly take it out and use it. Whenever I touch them, I will feel a sense of intimacy, and my body will be filled with indescribable excitement.

The first thing I touched was the rope. In high school, I tied myself with a rope. Don't think that it is difficult to tie yourself with a rope and you can't untie yourself. Because for me, I can do it easily. If there are no sharp objects around, I will be tied up forever.

That's what I did. You can also try (pay attention to safety):

First prepare a rope about one meter long, but not too long (because it is only tied by hand). Of course, if you want to tie your hands and feet, the rope is about three meters.

Now tie the rope in a knot, the first knot of the fast knot; At this time, the rope becomes a ring, and this ring pair is folded into two rings with the same size (if the rope is long, it can be folded in half to form four rings); Then wrap this rope around the wrist of the right hand, and remember that the right hand should hold both ends of the rope;

Then put your hands behind your back and put your left hand through the rope loop on your right hand; At this time, both hands are in the rope loop. All you have to do is pass one end of the two ropes pinched by your right hand to your left hand. Then you just need to tighten the first knot you tied before with the strength of your wrist, and then tighten it until you are sure that your hands are firmly tied together; Then tie the second knot, which sounds a bit difficult. In fact, with more practice, it's easy to do. Because that's how I tie my hands behind my back.

It should be noted here that the rope should not be too slippery, otherwise when the second knot is tied, the first knot will be loose, which will lead to the failure of the knotting effect. The hardest thing about tying yourself with a rope is how to tie your hands. Now I can do it easily. The fly in the ointment is that you can only tie your wrist, but you don't have the pleasure of tying your arm. Of course, I have tried other methods, but they are not ideal.

I like the feeling that the rope tightens my body, especially when I sleep. But I seldom tie my hands with ropes now, because I think handcuffs are more exciting. There are many tools to untie the rope unless you tie yourself in a place where you can't reach any tools that can be used to cut the rope.

However, by doing so, you will lose the excitement brought by the struggle. At the same time, you can't guarantee that it will really be tied tightly, and you can also break the rope with something tied to your body; If you don't tie yourself somewhere, I think anyone will have many ways to get rid of it, so there is no pleasure at all.

Handcuffs are different. The only option to get rid of handcuffs is the key. You can't unlock yourself in any other way except the key. In the process of undoing handcuffs, you can also set up many obstacles for yourself, so that it is not so easy for you to get the key. You have no freedom of choice until you get the key. Even if you want to end self-slavery, it is impossible.

I think it's realistic. The more real I like it, because it can give me sexual stimulation and pleasure!

Today is Saturday, I am the only one at home, and the impulse is coming again. I began to close all the windows in my house and draw all the curtains to make sure that people outside could not see everything in the house under any circumstances.

All right! ! I can do whatever I want. I'm gonna start tying myself up.