Fall in love with 10-year-old playboy lecturer.

Fall in love with 10-year-old playboy lecturer.

Oral Story: The Flower Man Leads My Heart by Mu Feng Days.

I am 27 years old and have just worked for three years. The pressure is great and the salary is average. But at this time, my feelings have entered a very sad situation, so I don't know what to do.

When I was in college in T City, I began to pay attention to her as soon as I saw her freshman. Although she is not a teacher who teaches me, she is a lecturer in other disciplines of the college. At that time, she gave me the impression that she was beautiful and intellectual, aloof and Leng Yan, and refined in temperament. Imagine that such a woman should have a happy family in this life. At that time, my admiration for her was limited to my inner reverie, and I could only watch from a distance, not ridiculous!

Maybe it's providence. One year after graduation, I came to work in S city. I happened to see her among QQ alumni and found her QQ number on her homepage. So I immediately applied for a new number and added her soon. At that time, I lied to her that she was from the same city and sent her a photo of my good friend. She likes it. Later in the chat, I gradually realized that she was. There is a daughter 12 years old, and her husband is older than her 10 years old. She is a department-level cadre in the school. According to her, she often spends a lot of time outside, and there are many little girls around him. Their marriage has long existed in name only, revealing that her life is not happy. At first, I was very polite about her family and talked about things that were often short at home, but after more than a month's progress, the topic gradually changed. It's really crazy to think about this speed now, but the enthusiasm at that time was so fierce that it could burn the world. I didn't think so much. I really want my goddess to finally agree to meet me. Why not? I quickly continued to lie, saying that my job in T city was changed to S city. Come to see me in s city! In fact, I was lucky at that time, thinking that she just said she wouldn't really come to me.

Then, as expected, she came to see me in S city. I was so nervous that I didn't know how to face the embarrassing scene, but I didn't want to avoid it at the last minute, so I had to bite the bullet and go to see her and get ready to "cross the rubicon". We first met in the evening, because she arrived in the evening. She was obviously very surprised, but she didn't seem to be afraid and didn't scold anything. Besides, I'm not bad. I am a typical northern man, and my height is 183CM. I am the kind of person who can attract girls wherever I go. Maybe she doesn't hate to see me handsome. Instead of running away in fear, she agreed to book a hotel with me. I felt guilty and wanted to leave the hotel at once.

Looking back on this scene now, I am a little scared. How dare she come to me alone? I lied to her like that at first. She didn't mind at all, and she played an exciting adult video with live ammunition. I was a student in her college before, and I knew that I had a crush on her. I played some tricks with admiration, but I didn't expect the "zero distance" contact with her to come so suddenly. I am really unprepared for the blessing of "sex", and at the same time I am afraid that she will recognize that I am her student and deliberately deceive her. When I woke up the next morning, I tricked her into buying breakfast and never dared to go back to my room again.

As you can imagine, she must be very sad that I ran away, and she ignored me for a while. It pains me to be in such a situation alone. After careful consideration, I still think it is unreasonable to leave people after sleeping, and it is also unreasonable to be emotional. Later, I always apologized to her on the phone and told her all my psychological activities at that time. This is the first time I've been so scared. But she told me bitterly: it was my bad luck, so don't contact her again in the future. Where did I do it? I love her even more because of what happened that night. She refused to talk to me for days. I am angry and anxious, too. Knowing that she has a family, I always have to consider my own face, so I thought of a way to scare her into contacting me. When I was hot-headed, I angrily sent her photos to Space and Weibo for her to see. Sure enough, this move is very clever. She found me immediately, and I quickly deleted her photo, but it was still seen by a teacher at school. I immediately went to tell the teacher that my husband and wife accidentally made a mistake in the photo. We all go to the same school, which is not good for anyone. The teacher kept his promise. Even if it's over, she talked to me. I love her more in my heart, but she doesn't know my true identity yet. In the days of separation, I miss her every day and want to be with her very much. I went to T City to find her for Christmas Eve, but I didn't have the courage to tell her my story at this meeting. Once again, we spent several unforgettable days together. After I came back from T City, I couldn't bear to hide her pain more and more, so I told her all kinds of stories about why I contacted her. At first, she didn't believe me. Later, when she saw my classmates, she believed me. Although she was a little painful and embarrassed, I told her that I really loved her and had too many difficulties to do. Two or three days later, she seemed to let go of this embarrassment and told me that she also fell in love with me. After the misunderstanding was clarified, I naively thought that we fell in love from now on. In the later period of contact, I was afraid to tell my family that I didn't get married because of her, and made an excuse to delay the order and push the marriage. Speaking of which, I don't mind that she is 10 years older than me. She became a mistress for the first time, and vowed that she could get a divorce and then we could live together, and she also said many times that she felt the same way as me. Although we started with sex, I have found myself in love with her, and I broke up with my ex-girlfriend because I don't want them to be just lovers. What I want is a lover who can live together.

After that, I met almost once a month and made out for a long time. Her amorous feelings in bed always fascinate men. However, I waited for more than a year, and she told me that I could not get a divorce. First of all, her husband refused. She is where she is because of her husband. When he is old, he just wants to wait for him so that she can wait for him. Second, the daughter likes her father and can't leave for the children. Although this reason sounds far-fetched, what can I say? But the worse is yet to come.

In the process of my contact with her, I also think she is very fashionable. She doesn't look like a big woman born in the 1970s. She is familiar with all popular chat tools, such as WeChat and Momo. Occasionally, there was a phone call from the opposite sex, and after a few words, she hung up, but she explained to me that she was just coming to join in the fun or they liked to joke. Actually, it's nothing, which makes me really uncomfortable. In addition, she often goes to KTV, bars and other nightclubs and comes home very late, but when I ask, she

For example, once her daughter discovered my existence from the chat record of her mobile phone, added my QQ, scolded me severely, and told me that I was not the only man around her mother, but I was just a passer-by. After several years of marriage, she had an affair with her colleagues, and was found disgusting by her father's mobile phone text message. She also repeatedly said that her father loved her and forgave her infidelity. She is an ungrateful person. I suddenly learned the information at that time, but I refrained from questioning her immediately. I kept it in my heart silently until she found her daughter talking to me and took the initiative to explain to me that her daughter was instigated by her father. Naturally, I don't want her to have an affair with me. I always said that I doubted her, didn't trust her, and acted very wronged. On the contrary, I was wrong. After being tortured by her, I had to surrender and apologize to her. Just because I know her daughter this time, and through my repeated confession of my position, her daughter has no choice but to regard me as a poor victim. When chatting with her daughter, I accidentally knew that she often went out to socialize. I vaguely felt her selfishness at that time. How can the mother's image in the eyes of children be so ignorant of maintenance? Why didn't her daughter put in a good word for her? Is the child's world as complicated as she said? But that terrible love made me lose my mind again, denied my basic inference and believed that the child was partial to her father.

Once, she told my husband that he was not at home on business and asked me to meet him. I flew away happily. However, on the first day of her arrival, she inadvertently wanted me to see some photos and flashed a video picture, because I knew she liked taking sex photos. Of course, my mobile phone was asked to be deleted, and she was wary of me. Suddenly a picture is a smooth thigh, and I realize that it is not a scene with me. I was just about to take a closer look. She grabbed it and immediately deleted it, saying it was a very ordinary video taken at home, but she wouldn't show it to me. While we were sleeping in the hotel, her husband suddenly went home to inspect the post. At that time, her mobile phone was muted, and no one answered more than a dozen calls. Her husband found a friend in the public security department and found that she was staying in a hotel through ID card registration. However, she calmly said at the bedside that no one heard her mobile phone in the school swimming pool, and witnessed the level, expression and psychological quality of this woman when she lied. .

Impressively, another time, because she didn't like me to bring a condom every time I had sex, and because she was afraid of getting pregnant, she always wanted me to interrupt sexual intercourse, but she always accidentally left it in her body, so she accidentally got pregnant once. She said the baby was mine, and I felt sorry for her. I asked her to rest for a few months after the abortion, but less than two months after the abortion, she found me again. Before I started to enter her body, she told me to be careful not to make blood clots. Did she bleed with others soon after the operation? Doubts like this will come to my mind from time to time, and it pains me to think that she is also having an affair with other men. How can she not know how to cherish her body? How strong is her desire? Do you want to be so hysterical and crazy to overdraw your body?

On another occasion, she told me that she would be late for supper with her friends at night, but her daughter told me that she went out after taking a shower and dressing up. I want to have dinner. As for taking a shower and dressing up before going? I suddenly became suspicious. Many things happen. I just found out from a stranger on the internet. It turned out that she was going to meet a man older than me in the same city. She had to admit that it was the man I found who invited her to have supper. She also said that she just likes to take advantage of small things sometimes, and she just eats with other men. I am the only one in her heart, and other men are her companions when she is lonely. So, I was coaxed into believing her again.

On New Year's Eve before the Spring Festival, she lied to me again, leaving me in no mood for the New Year. I tried to ignore her in a rage, but I couldn't hold my breath and forced her to tell me the truth. As a result, she still kept her previous attitude, found various reasons to prevaricate me, and tried to muddle through. I lied to her that I actually knew everything and told her that I had seen it clearly. At that time, the video was not taken at her home, but she was "erotic" with other men. As a result, she was a little weak when she heard it, so she admitted that she had a "one-night stand" just for excitement, but she promised that it would never happen again. This is the last time, she refused to admit any other lover and asked me to believe her absolutely. At that moment, all the previous pictures were instantly connected, which made me collapse, pulled me from fantasy love to reality and hurt me to pieces. But at that time, in front of her, I kept silent and pretended to understand, but my heart was already bleeding.

The accumulated contradictions made me see her face more and more clearly, so that I deliberately avoided her this Spring Festival. She may know that I am angry, and she has been actively contacting me when traveling abroad, and continues to tease me as before. I want to start my life again, but I really can't get out of this nightmare for a while. I have too much unwillingness and anger in my heart. I put so much energy and emotion into her that the whole person seems to be falling apart. I have told her countless times that I really love her, not just enjoying her body, but why doesn't she believe it? Marriage and love may be just child's play in her eyes. Now all she wants is to eat, drink, and be merry, and seize the last tail of youth to spend freely. Am I too naive to understand the mentality of a mature woman? I really don't want to believe that she is a woman from easy virtue. I hope she can trust me and love. Is this wrong?

If she comes back, I really want to have a showdown with her. I wonder why she failed me like this. Trying to untie my heart, is she trying to get back at her husband? She just accompanied me to enjoy my young body and never loved me? How much I want to be a hero in front of her, how much I hope she can climb out of the mire of depravity and let her make the final choice, whether to want me or just miss me or just muddle along. But can I do it? Or a leopard cannot change his spots. Did I just have a spring dream? No trace of spring dreams? Even I began to have evil thoughts, how to hold her, because for her, I lost my ex-girlfriend, my trust in women, my fantasy of beautiful love and my confidence in marriage, and I really wanted to escape from this world. What should I do?

Fengming dice reply:

If you can really listen to me, I will tell you directly: leave quickly! As far away as possible!

There is no need for this woman to continue playing Liaozhai here. What she said can only deceive the man who loves her. Ask the bystander, can you believe it when the IQ is normal?

If nothing else, the children know who is good to her, and such a woman's own children all say so. What can you expect? To be honest, I can understand the hostility between husband and wife, but the child is innocent and the child should love her. At least it shows that she still has a good side, but the opposite is true?

What kind of endurance and practice do I think my husband needs? If you are willing to learn from him, you can try to live with her. You must not regard yourself as the last terminator of her feelings!

What kind of person is she? She often thinks others are like that, because she doesn't believe in love and marriage. How can she believe in your love? Even if I believe that you really love her now, can she believe that you will always love her? Can you promise me again? Besides, your name is really not "love", but "self-love".

One step away, regret, walking on thin ice! It was doomed to be a tragedy from the beginning. Who hasn't met a few scum before meeting the right person?

How can there always be good women who spoil the whole jar of wine because of a mouse excrement? Such a lesson can only make us cherish you and the people you love more. Time is the best medicine for healing. When the weather is calm and the clouds are clear, you will find it easy to forget the original.

After experiencing a failed emotion, a man should be more mature, rational and practical to conquer the world instead of losing a world! You should cheer up as soon as possible, come on!