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I have a nickname, Square Face.

Why? This is because my facial contour looks square, a bit like a rectangle.

This nickname is a recent one. Anyway, I'm still a little unhappy after listening to too much.

Although someone called me square face before, I was not nicknamed square face in public.

It's hard to accept at the moment.

0 1.

Because of the face problem, I didn't dare to chat with people before, and even felt a little inferior, afraid of being laughed at.

I looked at my classmates' heart-shaped face and oval face, admiring them, but afraid to say it, I could only peek silently.

But when I come home from school, I will silently pray to God in my heart, hoping that God will turn my face into a goose egg and make my face less angular.

Then use the computer to search for "how to lose face" and "how to lose muscle"

..... See those words, will click in to have a look.

I will try every method I think is feasible.

For example, keep thick bangs and divide bangs. As long as it can modify the face, Liu Hai has tried it.

What's more, I saw the changes before and after online plastic surgery. Someone told me that if I go to plastic surgery and cut bones, I will have the face I want.

To tell the truth, I was moved at that time.

I went to search the approximate cost of plastic surgery and bone cutting, about 5w, which was undoubtedly a huge sum for me as a student at that time.

So I asked my mother for help first, and then I asked my grandfather for help.

Mom and grandpa said different things, but there was only one ending, and that was disagreement.

Mother: You are a student, and your focus should be on your study. Your face is natural, you can't cut your bones for beauty. Even if it becomes beautiful after plastic surgery, it will still be a pile of bones after a hundred years.

Grandpa: Parents who are sick, do you read so many books for nothing? Don't even think about cutting your face. You have nothing to do. Read more books and daydream every day.

As a result, under the double stop of my mother and grandfather, I died of plastic surgery. At the same time, a news made me flinch from plastic surgery because I was worried that I would pay the price of my life for plastic surgery.

The news is that a girl was tricked into a hotel for plastic surgery, which failed and finally lost her life.

I can say I am timid, but I can't say I am afraid of death.

Death is heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than a feather. I would rather choose the former than the latter.

02.

Probably because I am not satisfied with the madness on my face, my mood and mentality have changed one after another.

A classmate couldn't stand it anymore, thinking that I didn't just know her.

So he took me to the barber shop, cut my hair back and took me to the hospital.

Finally, ask me what I think.

I said: in the face of death, it seems to be nothing.

The classmate said: since you understand, why do you still care about your face?

Me: "I'm afraid of being told."

Classmate: "You are not money, so everyone can't love you. Your mouth is on them, and they say whatever they say. Just mind your own business. "

"You have the height they envy. What are you afraid of? "

……

The communication with my classmates that day seemed to have some effect. From then on, I stopped paying attention to my face, concentrated on my study and ignored the ridicule of other students.

It seems that they also understand that I don't care, and the comments about my face are getting less and less.

It turns out that some remarks will blow like the wind as long as the parties themselves don't care.

If the client cares, those remarks will haunt you like a cocklebur and make you unable to get rid of it.

03.

In fact, I have been praised very well since I was a child, so I still have some confidence in myself.

But then I went to college, and it didn't seem to have much effect to behave well in front of all kinds of beautiful women.

My face is still a little abrupt on campus. I hardly see anyone who looks exactly like me.

Maybe, but I didn't find it myself.

At that time, I thought of an online sentence: when a person says hello, there is generally no adjective to describe it.

A voice in my heart tells me that your face is destined to be square and not beautiful at all.

There are too many beautiful women in college, tall, enchanting and hot ... they are not only beautiful, but also can weave all kinds of hairstyles, match all kinds of clothes and dye all kinds of hair.

All this, in the hearts of girls in this small town, is simply super beautiful. I envy it, but I dare not try or say it.

One of my roommates, I envied her for three years.

She can wear beautiful makeup, she can match all kinds of exquisite clothes ... She is tall, speaks fluent English and writes good words.

Of course, my complexion is fair, my eyes are big, and my hair is silky, which I secretly envy.

Every time I look in the mirror and look at my square face, I feel a little frustrated.

I will also say to myself: If only my temples were fuller, my nose was straighter, and lip bead was more obvious.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

It's hard not to envy a girl, especially a teenage girl, who is surrounded by a beautiful woman.

At that time, I remembered myself in graduation photo. Others are so beautiful, and I am so abrupt in the crowd.

Laughter is like crying.

Although that smile was sincere, it was still ugly, so graduation photo became my regret.

04.

I know you can't change your face. If you want to change, you can only "save the country by curve".

So I took part in some training, such as standing, sitting, walking posture, smiling and so on.

Although it's a little hard, I've made some changes.

Even if I'm still square-faced, I'm no longer afraid to talk about faces with others.

I will also boldly ask my friends what makeup looks good on their faces and what eyebrow shape is more suitable.

And my friends will give me good advice, help me trim my eyebrows and make up, and I dare to show my whole face and go out to play.

And I envied my roommate for three years, but one day suddenly said to me, "envy me."

Actually, I'm confused.

Quickly say, "I envy you, too!" ……"

Then we smiled at each other, and the relationship seemed closer.

Later, we agreed not to envy each other and be good friends. Even now that she is a mother, our relationship has not changed, just as it was at the beginning.

Now, I've figured it out, even if someone hits us in the face, it's nothing.

Who stipulates that a square face can't be beautiful?

The world has too heavy shackles on beauty, saying that A4 waist, clavicular fish culture, snake face and right-angled shoulders are the beauty.

However, who stipulated that beautiful women must have those? Law or classic books?

It can only be said that it is some comments from outside, or that it is the selfishness of some people.

I want to ask those who define beauty without authorization, is your face becoming perfect again?

Just like the man who called our face, his face is covered with acne, so can I call him toad face?

05.

Someone once said to me: Your figure is 90 kg, and your face looks like 140 kg. If it weren't for your face, I really want to chase you.

At that time, I could only smile and dare not refute.

But now, I really want to say: how embarrassed, my square face may scare you, please close your eyes when you go out in the future.

Now I accept everything about myself. My face is square, but I have dimples and a smile.

The nose is not quite, but there is still a bridge of the nose; Not too high, but not too short; The clavicle can't raise fish, but my clavicle is still obvious, and my shoulders and back are relatively straight.

It's not easy to wear, but I'm studying now, and the vest line will be practiced soon. ...

Although the hairstyle has a certain cosmetic effect on the face, it can treat the symptoms but not the root cause. After all, one day, you have to face your true self.

This day, sooner or later.

Today, I just bravely accepted my imperfections and fell in love with a square face.

This is something I never imagined before.

I want to tell you: everyone is a unique treasure, so don't be easily influenced by the outside world.

Your mentality determines everything, and your audience is small. Just be yourself, love yourself and love life.

Come on, come on, come on!

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The author introduces:

Hello, I am @ Little Moon's Tail. Thank you for not giving up. Thank you for reading my words. Every word here is typed by myself. I want to write soft language, I want to shine slowly, I want you to stay and grow up with me!