What inspirations do you have after reading Lu Xun's "Kong Yiji"?

After quietly reading Lu Xun's "Kong Yiji", the old man seemed to have walked out of the paper and stood alive in front of me. The expression on his face was full of hesitation and hesitation. moan.

Kong Yiji’s life is not understood by the world. He lived a painful and lonely life. He went to the Xianheng Hotel to drink, not just to numb himself with alcohol, but what he needed was people's attention. Even if it's a joke about Kong Yiji, "You stole the book again," even if it's to teach the boy how to write fennel in 2020, even if it's to give his own fennel beans to the children, at least he can tell the difference with a blush, at least he can answer in a fashionable manner. There are four ways to write Hui. At least he can cover the plate of beans with the big cuffs of his gown in front of a group of children and say no, no, no, no, no. Perhaps everything in the Xianheng Hotel is the most vivid part of Kong Yiji's life. He needs this freshness to warm up his monotonous destiny. But despite this, the atmosphere in the hotel was lively and lively when he was there, but it was the same without him. No one cared whether he still had money to buy wine and food, and whether he was beaten seriously or not.

So in the lonely and painful days, he began to become decadent, from exchanging nine cents of money to finally walking to the hotel with his hands on his hands. At the end of the novel, there is a faint sentence about Kong Yiji indeed dead, this old man’s Fate came to an abrupt end. The teacher finally concluded that this was a large number of people who were harmed by the feudal system of the old society! I don't quite agree with this view. Kong Yiji was a scholar who failed to obtain any honors, and later committed theft and was eventually beaten and maimed to death. Is this all the responsibility of society?

In the beginning, Kong Yiji was a scholar, but due to various reasons he did not enter school, so he gave up looking for another career. Let’s not mention the reason why he failed to pass the exam, but wasn’t the purpose of studying in the first place just to gain fame? Maybe he was not well prepared to pass the exam, or maybe if he persisted in taking the exam for another year or two, he might be able to pass the exam. So, from the perspective of a scholar, Kong Yiji did not have the spirit of perseverance; If a loser says that the feudal system of society is corrupt, can he not study at all? After he studied, didn’t he become a scholar and become an official and make a fortune every year? Society selects people with talent, learning and ability. According to what is said later, Kong Yiji is lazy and lazy. Of course, such a person will not pass the exam. Fortunately, Kong Yiji is relatively smart. He can't get fame but can write well. 2020, start. He could barely make ends meet by copying books for others.

But copying books is not a light activity. No matter it is cold in winter or scorching hot, you have to copy word by word, word by word, and after copying, you have to bargain lowly with the master for money. Kong Yiji is probably affected by this. Not being able to bear the shackles, I simply stole a few books and pawned them in a pawn shop. The money came quickly and surely. What does this have to do with the social system? God gave him two big hands with good handwriting of 2020, but he refused to endure hardship and insisted on stealing; if the social system has changed today, I have never heard of a thief stealing priceless antiques. People praised him for stealing. Are you someone who praises him for his superb skills? When word spread about Kong Yiji's bad habit of stealing books, no one asked him to copy books anymore, which suddenly cut off Kong Yiji's financial path.

What to do? Don't forget, the article mentioned that Kong Yiji was a tall man. He could make a living by relying on his own physical strength, maybe helping others pull carts, or doing odd jobs in hotels. (.org) But he didn't. He would rather steal the book, be beaten and injured, and then go to the Xianheng Hotel to spend nine coins, warm a bowl of wine and order a plate of fennel beans. The hard-earned money was squandered by himself, but he never thought about changing his destiny. Isn't he a scholar? Doesn’t he want to save face and self-respect? As long as he is willing, he can change his destiny anytime, anywhere. He can get rid of his habit of being too lazy to work, say a nice word to others and continue copying books. He can even help workers carry cement bags, and he can borrow books when doing odd jobs in restaurants. He had the opportunity to study and then take the exam, but he had not tried any of these, or he had tried but failed. As a result, he was frustrated and reduced to a real beggar.

But is all this really due to bad social atmosphere? Everyone is an independent individual. It is a good deed to care about the life and death of others, and it is not a mistake to be indifferent. In the cold feudal society, aren't there people who live by their own means like the boss and waiters of Xianheng Hotel, and people who live carefree like the rich people in Xianheng Hotel? And in modern and open society, isn’t there a lack of people at the bottom like Kong Yiji who give up on themselves?

So, God gives everyone equal opportunities. Seize it and change your own destiny. It's not because people like Kong Yiji who don't treat opportunities well give us the opportunity to complain about the world; why not ask yourself: Why didn't you cherish it in the first place?