I am timid when I am close to my hometown. Why do I say that my hometown is still different but I am a native of my hometown?

The so-called hometown is just the longing eyes of parents at the door of the house, the door being left open at all times, the smoke rising from the chimney, and the smell of food coming soon after. When all this disappears, my hometown is still the same hometown, but I no longer have a hometown.

The son of a relative in his hometown held a wedding and invited him to attend. He agreed without thinking. After work, he was overjoyed to finally be able to go home, just like when he was a student, school was out every afternoon in elementary school, every weekend in junior high school, every holiday in high school, and every winter and summer vacation in college. It seems to be the same as when I was a student, but it seems a little different. At that time, there were families in my hometown. He was happy but also sad. Where should he stay for the wedding? He no longer has a home.

Both my parents passed away a few years ago, and the expectant eyes at the door of my hometown are no longer there. This is the first time he has returned to his hometown after his parents passed away. He was thinking about where to live. For now, in order not to trouble my relatives, I had to stay in a hotel.

When he boarded the train back to his hometown, he had mixed feelings in his heart. This was the road he had walked home countless times, and now it was completely unfamiliar, and he had completely lost his original expectations. The moment he walked out of the station, he felt discouraged. Perhaps this was due to his shyness in the countryside. He walked a few steps further and suddenly became confused. Where should he go?

In the past, no matter how tired I was, I would feel happy just thinking about going home. My parents always prepare hot meals and look forward to it at the door of the house. They smile when they see me, and my sister will run all the way to welcome him with open arms. He really missed that time very much. Nowadays, things have changed, my parents have passed away, and my sister has gotten married.

My sister also has her own family, and it is not easy for him to disturb her. He went back to look at the home where he grew up and grew up. No one had been to this home for a long time. Everything was covered with thick dust and the corners of the walls were a little crumbling. He didn't know how long it would last. After his parents passed away, he and his sister locked up their home and no longer lived in it.

He checked into a hotel. He called his sister to say he was home, attending a wedding and staying in a hotel. The sister blamed him for not staying at her house and invited him to dinner. He had no choice but to agree. When he was having dinner at his sister's house, the family was having a good time. He looked like an outsider, and he instantly lost his appetite. I feel like crying, but I'm embarrassed.

On the day of the wedding, his relatives asked him where he was staying, and he said a hotel. Relatives blamed him. It’s not like there was no room available at home, so why did he still stay in a hotel? He said that holding a wedding at a relative's house was already cumbersome and he really couldn't bother with it too much. Relatives touched his shoulders as if to comfort him.

At the wedding that day, he was drunk. He hugged the corner of the table and cried bitterly. We can never go back to the past, when we had a hometown and a home, when parents were waiting eagerly at the door, leaving the door open at all times, when smoke rose from the chimney, and the aroma of food came from the table. . When he returned to the hotel, he received a call from his son. The son said that he and his mother missed him very much and asked when he would be back.

He no longer has a hometown or a hometown. He only has a family with his wife and children. Fortunately, he still has a family, including his beloved wife and beloved children.

But he still misses his hometown. The aroma of gambling books faded away, which was just commonplace at that time. You must do it and cherish it!