How to overcome living alone in a hotel?

When I was at school, I discussed my work with my friends and roommates countless times. The only thing I can't stand is living alone.

For four years, my roommates know that I am afraid of the dark. I will never go out alone again after turning off the lights. Every time I want to leave the dormitory door, I will call my roommate. I will never sleep alone in the dormitory. I have to make good friends or ask my junior to accompany me.

But now, completely forced by reality,

A person can finally turn off the lights when sleeping;

Finally, I can stay in a hotel alone;

Working overtime in the office alone at night.

February 29th, 20 17 was the last working day of 17, and it was also the first time that I was alone in an empty office building.

At that time, during the New Year holiday, the customer went home early. He insisted on working overtime in order to help his clients finish the work at the end of the month. Fortunately, the customer said that another girl was working overtime, and then the two girls got together.

Colleagues are gone, I am here;

The customer's colleague left and I was there;

The customer's leader left and I was there;

The girl who worked overtime with me called the car away, and I was still here.

When the girl left, she told me that if the security guard asked for overtime, I would say she was from the company. I really want to have security, but I'm still alone in the empty office.

That night, I complained, but I still denied "fear". No matter how rough my heart is, I have to bear it myself.

Similarly, there is really no choice at work, everyone's living habits are different, and I can't force any colleagues to take care of my emotions.

After listening to my complaints, my friends will say that I don't know if I am blessed, but I have learned to enjoy it.

At the end of the year, I was on a business trip for nearly two months. I have always been afraid of hotels, what's more, I am a person who is full of fear of darkness.

There are three girls in our group, and the person in charge is super friendly to let me live in the big bed room alone, and then she lives in the standard room with another girl.

This is a job, not a trip. I can't ask to live with anyone.

So every night on a business trip, I will dial a phone, even if I am grooming, the voice on the phone can't be broken;

When you sleep at night, the TV and lights must be on.

In this way, for a month, the phone call every night accompanied me through the fear.

I'm not afraid to go on a business trip again this year and stay in a hotel alone.

After working overtime, I gradually got used to 12 leaving the company, going home alone to climb the dark stairs at night, and getting used to being alone in the dark.

My roommates will be surprised if they see that I am fearless of the night now.

The so-called overcoming the fear of the night and overcoming timidity are all forced by their own reality.