Being cuckolded by his girlfriend, how to resolve the anguish in his heart?

My girlfriend is very beautiful, but I never thought she would do anything to betray me. I was very sad when I knew I was green. As a big man, I really can't accept such things.

My girlfriend and I met at a party. There were many people at the party. I saw her at first sight. I admit that I pay attention to her because she is beautiful. After seeing her, I took the initiative to ask for her micro-signal, and then I began to pursue it.

Although it was because of her face value at first, I later found that her inner nature attracted me the most. At first, I invited her to dinner and a movie, and she felt very embarrassed. It's always my treat, and then I will invite her back. Of course, I can't ask her to pay, but her attitude is still very good. This is the first time I have met such a girl. Another time, I went shopping with her. I thought she was going to buy clothes by herself, but she was going to buy clothes for her parents. At that time, I thought this girl was very filial.

When chatting, I asked her what she usually does. She said that she likes animals best, so she walks the dog when she has nothing to do, or she reads books or learns musical instruments at home. Her hobbies are somewhat similar to mine. I also like animals and playing the guitar. Having a hobby of singing makes me feel better about her.

Later, I felt familiar with her, and I could feel that she had a good impression on me, so I was ready to confess to her. I remember she told me that she had a girlish heart and liked girls' things very much, so I found her friend and arranged it in a hotel. I was very happy when she agreed to be my girlfriend.

Our relationship has always been very good, but I need to travel for half a year during that time, which is a bit long. Besides, at that time, the two of us always quarreled and had many contradictions. Sometimes we have a cold war for two or three days, and I don't want to do this anymore.

I took three days off, and I'm going to go back and spend time with her to solve these contradictions during this period. I didn't tell her about going back and wanted to give her a surprise. As a result, I went downstairs to her company and saw a boy holding her and driving away.

At this time, I called to ask where she was. She told me coldly that she was working overtime in the company and was a little busy. She hung up the phone. When I heard her talking to me like this, I was actually very chilling. I know I can't be with her on business. She needed company, but I was sad when I knew I was green. I don't know how to express my feelings in words.

After that, I still didn't say anything, and we broke up. In less than two weeks, she actually contacted me. She asked me how I was recently, and I said I was fine.

Later, she said that she would come to see me and wanted to meet me. She remembers that I was kind to her before. I don't know how she could say such a thing. At first, all her good impressions disappeared. I said, don't come to me We haven't contacted each other since then.