Shang Yue Hotel

Whenever I appreciate the trickle of life, God always gives me 10,000 flowing springs at once. Every time I concentrate on a note, he always pours down the whole beautiful movement.

-Inscription Time flies, time flies, in the face of the past of youth, gorgeous dreams are deposited in the heart, colorful stories cross the heart, and time leaves the clearest mark.

I don't know when, my ears are full of noise, and I can't hear the voice of love anymore; I don't know when, my eyes were covered with smog, and I couldn't see the beautiful scenery anymore; I don't know when, my heart is full of grief and indignation, and I can't feel the existence of kindness. I just feel that my eyes are dark and too many gains and losses have blinded my eyes. I don't want to face the reality, but the fresh school in my dream has already dispersed. I am like a kite with a broken thread, full of pain, but I don't know how to heal it; I am like a lost child, full of despair, walking in the dark.

It feels like the whole world is a wall. I want to rush out, but I'm too weak. In my eyes, everything is like a fragmented picture, spinning and spinning in my eyes ... I want to escape, but I unconsciously weave a cocoon for myself, and the more I weave, the thicker I get.

That year, in the face of the broken family, the crazy girl who laughed all day without heart finally made the biggest change. I started wandering around the campus alone, looking lonely. June lilac petals fall in the corner of the campus, and in June, my eyes are as erratic as they are. Behind him, the sun scattered on the ground, broken into large pieces of irreparable mottling.

I began to be careful and sensitive. I always like to sit quietly on the stone steps, or count my little sorrows, or often look at the sunset with melancholy eyes, with a sad face.

"Why don't you go down and play?" This is another favorite lesson of physical education class. Teacher Liu, who was passing by, asked me, "The weather is really nice. Let's play with you. "

"I'm not going." I sat on the stone steps, looked up at the blue sky and answered weakly.

She sat down beside me with a smile, took out a P4 from her pocket and handed it to me. "Don't always lock yourself up, listen to music and relax." Nothinggonnachangemylifeforyou, the familiar melody is ringing in my ears again, and every time I hear this song, my heart will be moved inexplicably.

"Although you used to be unruly and willful and naughty, you are also very cute. The teacher still likes you. " Accompanied by music, Mr. Liu seems to be nagging at will. This song is my favorite. Teacher Liu, who doesn't listen to pop music, will know that my heart is suddenly warm. A detail, a deep love, a constant concern and touch. ...

Urged by time, the day of parting finally came. That year, at the age of thirteen, I entered junior high school, the first turning point in my life. I thought that the true feelings would pass away in time and distance, but I never thought that Teacher Liu's love and care for me not only did not weaken, but the feelings became stronger.

In the summer of 2009, after three years, my mother finally came back, bringing back a great "happy event"-her wedding with her uncle.

After coming down from my mother's wedding banquet, I took out my mobile phone with trembling hands, laboriously typed "Teacher, I can't find my home", then entered Mr. Liu's number and pressed the send button. At that moment, I really didn't know who else to go to except her.

The mobile phone suddenly rang, and the words "Miss Liu" were displayed on the screen. I pressed the answer key and didn't speak. On the other end of the phone, there came the anxious voice of Teacher Liu. "Xiao Na, where are you? I will come to you. "

"I'm at mom's wedding"

There was a silence at both ends of the phone at the same time. I held the right hand of my mobile phone tightly and said, "Teacher, come and pick me up."

Teacher Liu answered "Yes" without hesitation.

When I got a call from Teacher Liu again, I walked out of the hotel. Teacher Liu stood at one end of the street corner, and everything seemed so unreal with the bustling crowd. I walked through the crowd and walked to Teacher Liu with a smile. At the moment I walked in front of her, Miss Liu stepped forward and held me tightly in her arms. Without a word of comfort, it gave me the greatest warmth.

Although I tried to disguise myself, I couldn't help crying loudly. Tears flowed into the fibers of teacher Liu's clothes and got wet. Teacher Liu patted me on the back, and I buried my head tightly in her arms, trembling violently. For four years, I endured the sadness, pain and injustice of siltation, and finally completely collapsed.

"Teacher, she doesn't want me. She became the bride of others, and she became the mother of others. She doesn't want me! "

If a spell is finally broken, the courage that has been forced to pretend to be strong and fearless will finally break out at this moment. Teacher Liu hugged my arm tightly. "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, and the teacher will always be by your side ..."

At that moment, there was countless warmth in my heart.

Later, my mother and uncle left again, and my life went on, flat and light. In the third grade, everything is going on in an orderly way, and Mr. Liu will still give me meticulous care and care. This love for it is insignificant, but it has always been there.

Later, in the face of failure in the senior high school entrance examination, I felt that the sky was falling. I sent a message to teacher Liu, and I said, teacher, I'm sorry. In just five words, tears kept falling, like pearls with broken lines, dripping crystal clear, but always fragmented. I wonder how disappointed she will be and how she will blame me. I'm still waiting for the comfort she gave me. She said: "If you work hard, you should have no regrets. Although there are regrets, it can be made up. "

Calling me, I asked in a hoarse voice, "Teacher, do you still like me?"

She smiled, which was so familiar and comforting. She said, "No matter what, you are the most sensible and obedient Xiao Na in the teacher's heart."

For an instant, I suddenly clenched my mobile phone and burst into tears. Just say sorry again and again, but all this is so powerless. I know I've failed your expectations of me.

Now, I have come to a brand-new environment and started a new life. Looking back, the teacher's encouragement, the teacher's comfort, the teacher's nagging and the teacher's persuasion, everything is still so clear. In the lowest days of my life, what accompanied me was the love of my teacher. In my life, how many "days", from our first accidental meeting and acquaintance, to my promotion to junior high school, and even now, everything goes with the flow, and I am enjoying this heavy love "naturally". There is no gorgeous language, no solemn and stirring action, and everything just happens in plain, tiny and trivial. But this is the biggest reward!

All along, teachers have been around to comfort me and encourage me. You still didn't give up on me when I was almost disappointed in myself. You are just like my mother, and you are meticulous to me. As long as you are here, I won't be afraid and won't give up.

As the saying goes, "A drop of water is rewarded by a spring", but now, teacher, how can I repay your kindness to me for six years?

At the crossroads of life, thank you for extending your warm hand to me, just like a road sign, which makes me firm in hesitation and sober in thinking. You let me see the boundless sky, you let me see the rippling sea.

Teacher, Xiao Na wants to thank you for all your help and concern. I have experienced six years of ups and downs.

Grateful heart, thank you, accompany me all my life, let me have the courage to be myself. ...

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Senior one of vocational education center school in Longjiang county, Heilongjiang province: Yao