There is a gap between thinking and doing.

Dreams will come true eventually, but what if they do? A well-known inspirational quote, but there is an indispensable step before it is realized, and that is action. It is absolutely impossible to achieve anything without action. ......

2018 65438+128 October, at the time group meeting, I was glad to undertake the task of redesigning the course and making PPT, and formed a written draft. I like this task very much, and it is also related to my future planning. I immediately wrote down a simple plan and then split it up, which made me very happy, as if I saw the joy after everything was written. So I went home with this joy, but everything that happened later told me that there was a gap between wanting and doing. If I travel through the past, my dream will come true. If you can't cross it, you have to jump into the ditch first and then jump up when you are ready. And I'm still in the ditch, maybe I'm too short and the ditch is too deep. ......

Later, with the participation of Yaning and Yi Zhi, I was full of expectations. I believe that with the efforts of the three of us, we will be able to finish the task as soon as possible. However, this process was full of tests, and I failed in the end. I feel deeply guilty and regretful for failing to finish the promised task on time. If only it were like this, if only it were like that ... so I thought about it. If not, can I finally do it? What is the reason for not doing it? In fact, the root of everything lies in being defeated by yourself.

At first, I was happy to classify tasks according to everyone's requirements. Yaning and Yizhi did a good job, but I didn't devote myself to it as expected. At first, because of a sudden business trip, I didn't come back until a week later, and then my self-will was weak. Actually, business trip is also an excuse for me to escape. I had time to think on the road and spare time to think in the hotel, but I didn't do it. I feel very tired and need a rest. The uncle next door I met on the high-speed train was right. Young people just want to work hard, not seek comfort, but I have gone from one extreme to the other. Now I'm too seeking comfort. It seems that I want to make up for the life I owe myself in the first 30 years, but now is obviously not the time.

After coming back from a business trip, I began to sleep all night. It seems that I am trying to escape from what I am facing in this way. It may be the problem of the next injection, the problem that my plane ticket home has not landed, and it is likely that I am unwell, emotionally unstable and sentimental during menopause. Anyway, every day except going to work is going home. Now I don't know what I did, but time is passing. I can't calm down for a moment to do something. I realize that it's good to take a deep breath, calm yourself down and get into a quiet state a little bit, but I just can't. Technically, I didn't do it. I kept doing it.

Finally, I only added a little content to the original PPT. To tell you the truth, I am very dissatisfied, which is far from what I expected. But there is no way. Time passed and there was no progress. I began to feel guilty and blamed myself, and I couldn't start.

Process: This two-week task is expected to complete PPT in one week and write materials in one week, but in the first week, I saw the original PPT analysis of 2t (Tomato Bell) and the new PPT combined with the logical outline suggested by everyone, but the content was not comprehensive, and some just wrote down ideas and did not provide substantive content.

Summarize the reasons why we didn't achieve the expected goal this time: 1, attitude towards life, excessive pursuit of comfort, youth is the time to work hard, overcome all difficulties and do the right thing;

2. Emotional control problems, aware of their emotional differences, but did not jump out to find ways to solve the problem with actions, but let their state continue;

3, the perfect complex, always want to make things perfect, don't want to do it if you can't meet expectations, this idea is not good, it is impossible to be perfect at once, only by doing it first can you reach the revised perfect state;

4. trapped in self-blame, I have been in a state of guilt and self-blame in the later period. When I do something in this state, I don't have the mentality of love to complete it, but I want to complete such a task. This is really a big discount, and with the trouble of perfect complex, it is often difficult to start.

These are the reasons why I haven't been in the mood recently. I made a deep reflection today, and I apologize for not finishing the task. It also made me deeply realize that there is a gap between thinking and doing, and it is difficult to cross the past. How to get ashore from the gap is a compulsory course for me now. I promise here that I will continue to pay attention to the refinement of the course and do it well as a prelude to my future career. I believe that with everyone's encouragement and help, I will definitely go ashore from the gap as soon as possible and look forward to the day when I go ashore!