My boyfriend always works overtime and seldom cares about me. I didn't know I was cheated until I accidentally saw him holding hands with a beautiful girl. What should I do?

Before that day, it never occurred to me that there might be someone else between her and Lu Burning. Although the atmosphere between them was a little subtle in those days, she often fell into panic because she was worried that Lu Burning would leave her one day, but she knew that Lu Burning was not a person who would mess around outside.

I noticed this problem one weekend when they were eating out. On the way, she went to the bathroom. When she came back, she saw Lu burning holding a mobile phone to give people back information. A smile flashed across her mouth. It was quick, but she caught it.

A woman's sixth sense is sometimes so strange. At that moment, she was sure that there was a girl opposite.

Su Jin has no habit of checking her mobile phone, and she has never checked her mobile phone. Even when she was most worried, she knew that Lu Burning didn't like others touching his things, and she chose to respect him.

After she sat down, Liu Ran looked up at her. Su Jin smiled, trying to make his tone sound less nervous: "Who are you chatting with?"

"Working group." The person opposite locked the screen for the first time, naturally put the phone back in its original place and looked at the watch. "Did you eat well?"

"Is there any work to talk about at the weekend?" Su Jin looked at him. "What do you want?"

"Well," Liu Ran paused, "the company has something to do and has to work overtime temporarily."

The hand around her clenched slowly. At that moment, Su Jin even wanted to ask himself if he was lying. However, in the end, she held back, paused and said slowly, "All right."

Lu was in a hurry, so she didn't ask him to send her back. When she got home, she suddenly changed her mind, told the master to turn around and went to the studio temporarily. She knew that she should give Lou some trust. If she goes home alone, she will be suspicious.

Not many people work overtime on weekends. A few people who stayed in the studio were surprised to see her, but I don't know if she offended anyone that day. She is always absent-minded at work and often makes mistakes. When she left, she was directly called to the office by the boss because she mixed up the customer list in the afternoon.

He Qi, the boss, was her childhood companion. They grew up together and have always had a good relationship. Her emotions can't escape his eyes.

In fact, she has been in a bad state all this time. Although she still looks cheerful every day, the whole person reveals a kind of fatigue and has made mistakes at work more than once. He Qi pondered the wording, hesitated before opening his mouth: "Otherwise, take a break and make a good adjustment."

Su Jin certainly knows that this is not to dismiss her, but she also understands that besides caring about her, there is another subtext, that is, she really can't do a good job at present. Just because of the holiday, Su Jin was in a trance.

She walked home, not far, but from dusk to dark.

When I entered the door and tried to touch the light, I found that the light in the room was actually on. There is a smell in the kitchen. Su Jin was stunned and thought that the road was burned. When she changed her shoes and wanted to see it, she was stopped by an old lady standing at the entrance of the building.

Some time ago, Su Jin was ill in hospital, and the water pipe at home leaked. She went downstairs to look for it. After consulting with the house, Lu Ran decided on it. Now that the downstairs is finished, the old lady must let her inspect the goods and give her a price list, as if to prove that she is not greedy for her advantage.

Su Jin listened absently, only feeling groggy. Half an hour later, he finally dragged his tired body back upstairs.

When she opened the door, she thought, since the road was burned back, why not find a road to burn?

At the moment of opening the door, Su Jin got the answer-it was not him at all in the room.

2

That is a very young boy, wearing a gray sweater and jeans. His eyebrows are a bit like Lu burning, but much smaller than Lu burning's baby face. He looks like he is eighteen or nineteen. Su Jin took a step back and hesitated to ask, "Who are you?"

The man looked at her and said nothing. Su Jin looked at him and asked, "Where is Lu Burn? Is it inside? "

The boy stared at her and shook his head. Su Jin frowned. "Then how did you get in ... who are you?"

The other man opened his mouth as if to speak, but before he could speak, he was interrupted by the bell at the back. Su Jin looked at the phone and picked it up. After a few words across the street, she paused, glanced at the boy hesitantly, walked aside and whispered, "Your cousin?"

"Is my negligence, you didn't receive the phone, I'll send him in the past. I thought about going at night, but now I can't leave. " Lu said apologetically.

"You should have seen the child in the hospital last time. He came to see the doctor. His parents have something to do at home and will be back in a few days. It's not safe to leave him alone in the hotel. I want to take him for a few days first. If it's inconvenient for you, I'll find someone to pick him up. "

Su Jin didn't know what to say at the moment, but felt a little ridiculous.

Liu Ran has a brother, and she knows him. He is the stepfather's son, whose name is Liu Junyao. He is hard to trust in Lu Ran. Su Jin met him several times by chance, but she didn't know that Liu Ran actually had a cousin.

Lu Ran's parents divorced when he was in primary school. When she met him, Lu Ran had lived in Liu Jiasheng for many years and seldom mentioned her father.

She looked up at the boy, only to find that the boy looked at her and stood there quietly, tall and thin, looking a little pale in the light. If she refused, she would never be able to speak.

Su Jin thought that burning the road really killed her.

Liu Ran has his own room here. When Su Jin led him there, he found that he was carrying a suitcase behind the sofa, but she didn't see it when she entered the door.

She asked his name, and the boy was silent for a long time before saying, "All the way."

Su Jin looked back at him and asked, "Have you eaten?"

The boy shook his head. Su Jin said, "Pack up and eat. The food in the kitchen ... was bought when the road was on fire. Put it there after eating. I live on the second floor. Call me if you need anything. "

Seeing that she was leaving, the boy finally spoke again: "Aren't you going to eat?"

Su Jin's footsteps just paused slightly, didn't look back, gave a hand and went upstairs.

When she returned to her room, she remembered what Lu definitely said she met in the hospital. In fact, she has no impression of this road at all. Tonight, Lu Ran said that she had a fever. In the hospital, she seemed to have seen such a person. But just after the anniversary of my parents' death, I was in a bad state, and my eyes only followed the road, and I didn't pay attention to others at all.

May be too tired during the day, this night Su Jin seldom sleep well.

The curtains were closed in the room, and when she woke up, it was already dark, as if it were still night. She looked at it with her mobile phone. The clock says 7: 05, and it's already morning. There is a missed call on my mobile phone. Yesterday afternoon, I made a phone call, which should be the one I missed at work.

Downstairs, there was a little movement in the kitchen. Although it was very light, Su Jin captured it sensitively. At that moment, Su Jin thought it was Lu Ran who came back. It took a second or two to remember that Lu Ran had been living in the company recently.

She went downstairs slowly and saw a man standing in the living room. Finally, she found that she didn't dream about herself last night. There is indeed a stranger living in this family.

The room smells of rice. Su Jin took a look. There are several plastic bags on the table, and millet porridge is on the table. She asked, "Really ... go downstairs and buy it?"

With a gentle smile, Su Jin said hesitantly, "You don't have to do this. I'll buy breakfast in a minute. "

I didn't talk all the way, just smiled.

three

In fact, the meal was not harmonious. Su Jin only took a few bites and went back upstairs. She used to have a lively temper, but I don't know why these two years, and I don't seem to know how to get along with strangers.

Being put on a long vacation, the whole person suddenly became free, and she even forgot not to go to work when she got up early. Lu definitely wasn't told about it. She is still thinking about the person who chatted with Lu Ran. Lu said it was work, but she didn't quite believe it.

However, she won't question him so soon. She doesn't have any evidence. Making trouble without reason will only make both of them feel tired.

The climax of the chat was that he said good morning to her when he got up early, but it was not enough for Sue to come in. What she wants is not a greeting, but everything she wants to know about where he is, what he is doing, who he is with. But she also knows that Lu's character has always been cold, which is not what he will do.

The curtains in the room are still pulled and look gloomy. Su Jin leaned against the window, thought about it, took out his mobile phone and clicked on the short message bar. He lost every word: "Are you busy today? What are you doing? "

When He Qi called, Sue was leaning against the window reading the picture book. He asked her how she felt at home, but Su Jin smiled and said it was ok.

In fact, there is nothing to talk about after saying this. After all, I just saw it yesterday. Su Jin accompanied him for a while, and heard He Qi slowly become hesitant. Then I heard the question at the end of the sentence: "Did you break up with Lu Ran?"

Su Jin was silent for a while, then smiled and said, "Nothing, why do you ask?"

"I wish I didn't," He Qi-chang breathed a sigh of relief and laughed. "I don't think your state is very good. I thought that boy did something wrong to you. "

Su Jin hung up the phone after a few perfunctory words, but he couldn't see the photo album in his hand.

She only felt that her chest was so stuffy that she couldn't hold her breath. She turned on her mobile phone, but the chat interface was still clean, and Lu didn't send a message.

In fact, Lu burning is not always like this. He is really not enthusiastic enough, but he talks to her every once in a while.

At that time, her parents had just had an accident, and Liu Ran was at home with her. Later, I urged her to go to work and sent her a message when she arrived at work. Later, she wouldn't let him send it, for fear that he would be distracted from his work. Now she is actually regretting it.

However, she thought, if she hadn't said it at that time, would he still insist on sending her a message as at that time?

At the beginning, neighbors were gossiping about her parents. Lu Burning accompanied her to move home again and again, but she knew that even if she moved further, she would have to bear the identity of the murderer's daughter for the rest of her life. Does Lv Zhuo really mind?

Suddenly, she was a little discouraged and threw her mobile phone out as if she had made up her mind. The mobile phone slammed into the door and fell to the ground. She sat in front of the curtain with her arms crossed. I don't know how long it took, but someone came in and picked up the mobile phone that had been left on the ground.

Su Jin knew it was a road, but she didn't want to save face at this moment. She said, "Get out."

After a pause, he came over and put his mobile phone by the bed. He squatted beside her with a bowl of steaming porridge in his hand. Su Jin raised his head and looked at him calmly: "Didn't you hear me when I told you to go out?"

"It's too dark in the room. Get out more, "he said after a pause. "Porridge cold will be sticky. Remember to drink it. "

The door closed again, and Su Jin still sat there, slowly calming down. After a while, he finally looked at the bowl of porridge.

I happened to see her coming downstairs when I entered the door. He has a lot of things with him. Su Jin called him over. She looked at the food in his hand with an unnatural face. "Didn't you say you didn't need to do this?" Your brother asked me to take care of you, so I ... "

"Nothing to do," smiled all the way. "I can cook. Give it a try. "

Su Jin remained silent. After a while, he finally let out a sigh gently.

four

The lunch that day was cooked all the way, with four dishes and one soup. Very homely, much better than "can". When Su Jin asked about his illness, he said lightly, "It's not a serious illness, but the family made a mountain out of a molehill." He thought about it and jokingly said, "There is nothing wrong with living for another ten years."

Su Jin looked up at him and found the boy staring at her. He has a pair of beautiful eyes, dark and deep. Su Jin took one look and left in a hurry without asking any more questions.

I don't know if I was softened by that conversation. When Sue went into the study, he was afraid of being bored along the way and asked him to bring some books to read.

Su Jin studied design. She turned on the computer to draw. Along the way, she took an album from the shelf and asked her if she could read it. She glanced at it, paused and said yes.

The room is so quiet that almost no sound can be heard. Look carefully all the way, Su Jin looked up and saw only his long eyelashes and high nose.

I don't know why this scene reminds Su Jin of her college days. She put down the mouse and saw Lu Yi staring at a photo. Look, this is a picture of a kindergarten. A group of little people sat in rows. Lu Yi smiled and said, "I see you."

In addition to loving to laugh, Lu Yi's temperament is very similar to that of Lu Burning in college. Su Jin didn't look at him and pointed to a little girl in the photo and said, "This."

Looking back, it was graduation photo of a university. Su Jin, wearing a bachelor's hat, stood at the far right of a row of boys. He pointed to the boy behind her and asked, "Is that the little boy who sat next to you just now?"

Su Jin took a look and found that it was He Qi. He smiled and said, "Yes."

He Qi hasn't changed much. Speaking of which, they are predestined friends. They have been in the same school from kindergarten to university, and the university is not only in the same class or even in the same club. At that time, Yang Fengshe had two vice presidents, one was He Qi and the other was her.

Su Jin remembered that when she was chasing the road, He Ji also expressed dissatisfaction. Later, she learned that He Ji wanted her to be with a friend in the community who had a good time with him.

Su Jin reached out to touch the photo. She stood by a road, and an album was pushed in front of her, revealing a piece of paper in the second half of the album.

Su Jin took it out and closed it quickly in the middle of the exhibition, but everything was clear. The picture shows the back of a boy.

Su Jin lowered his eyes and said slowly, "It's him."

After saying this, she suddenly smiled with relief and whispered, "Lu doesn't like taking pictures, so she has to draw one secretly."

Maybe no one will believe it. She didn't have a photo of Lu Ran, and the only photo was lost when she moved for the first time. She drew a road and burned a lot of backs, all in college, perhaps because at that time, she looked at his back more.

In fact, this relationship with Lu Burning has always been her initiative. She chased him first. A girl who has just entered the university is always prone to have admiration for a senior with excellent grades. But he is notoriously difficult, so he creates coincidences and encounters every day, and finally gets his nod when he is about to give up.

She asked Road 1, "Do you have someone you like?"

The boy was silent for a long time and replied, "Yes."

Su Jin said, "What kind of person is it?"

Lu paused for a moment, then a faint smile appeared in his eyes, and his eyebrows were tender: "He is a very likable and distressing person."

Su Jin didn't ask any more questions. She thought, that must be a very good girl, just like the road she once had.

Liu Ran hasn't come for several days. He called and said he was busy, explaining that there was a new project recently and the whole team was working overtime day and night. Su Jin didn't say much.

Originally, it was a Su Jin pipeline, but I didn't expect all the rice to be cooked. Su Jin always eats very little, but when she sees that the road is so carefully prepared, she can't bear to brush his heart and will eat more.

When Lu Yi came in, Su Jin was leaning on the sofa reading a book. The curtains in her room are always closed. Although it is daytime, it still looks a little dark. Lu Yi came in to deliver tea and noticed that she was holding an old black mobile phone instead of the white one.

Su Jin thanked her and felt a little guilty. The more she felt, the less she took care of him except providing a place to live. Instead, he has been taking care of her. I glanced at her before I went out. "You should go out for a walk."

Su Jin smiled and said yes.

I didn't say anything all the way.

After burning the road all day, Lu finally had time to call and say that he would come back for dinner. It took Su Jin a while to react. She went to the supermarket and bought a bunch of vegetables. After noon, she began to prepare. He helped all the way, but Su Jin wouldn't let him read. Say softly all the way, "Do you like him so much?"

Su Jin was chopping vegetables and didn't hear it.

It was already evening when Lu came, a little later than the appointed time. Here we are. It's an open door, with four eyes facing each other, and a low voice calling for elder brother.

In fact, Su Jin hasn't seen the road burned down for a week. He has changed companies before, and his new address is in the north of the city, which is far from here. He has been working overtime recently, and she doesn't want to get into trouble.

When he was not used to asking for directions, he said to Su Jin, "His parents can't leave for the time being. They may have to stay for two more days. You can take him out when you are free. "

Su Jin well, I didn't see a sudden look at her across the street.

Liu Ran didn't finish his meal, but a phone call came halfway, saying that he was working and went back in the middle of eating. When he left, Su Jin sent him out. She had ten thousand words stuck in her chest, and wanted to ask, for example, which colleague made the phone call just now, and why his tone was so gentle, but she finally restrained these thoughts, because Lu Burning hugged her tenderly.

He said, "This time is very difficult for you."

Sometimes a girl's mood is really strange, and a hug from her lover can suppress all the haze in her heart.

They stood under the tree, and no one noticed the figure standing in front of the upstairs window for a long time.

five

One way is to know that Su Jin hasn't been to work recently. He asked her, "didn't you tell ... my brother said you were at home recently?"

Su Jin paused with chopsticks in his hand and said, "This is just a normal holiday. You don't need to tell him. It's a waste of time to worry him. "

The boy across the street looked up at her and asked in a low voice, "Do you often do this?"

He asked again, "Is my brother good to you?"

Su Jin didn't know why he asked, but he replied, "Good."

Liu Ran used to be really good to her. Although she often thinks that he is indifferent by nature, he is actually the kind of person who talks big. From the homework she couldn't handle in college to changing jobs and houses after graduation, he has actually been helping her. He stayed with her even in her worst days.

So, even if she has doubts about him, even if she is getting more and more uneasy, she doesn't want to run over the road.

Su Jin asked him why he asked, but he lowered his eyes and bowed his head to finish the food in the bowl.

Su Jin said, "Do you want to go out?"

The hot summer passed quietly, and the evening breeze became cool after autumn. Su Jin came out of the community and walked all the way, meeting many people walking outside. Passing by Little Square, there was music and a group of people were dancing in the square dance. Su Jin took one look, and the leader was actually two young people.

Beside the street lamp, there is a young man and a young woman pushing a baby for a walk. An old lady passed by, probably praising the baby's cuteness. Su Jin saw three people smiling at the baby, chatted for a while, and then dispersed.

Once upon a time, Su Jin passed by here, always in a hurry, only feeling a little noisy, but this night she suddenly felt that ordinary and tiny happiness in the world was so rare.

Lulu's personality is very similar to Lu Yan's. For example, he is really quiet, and the tone of refusing people is really cold.

Su Jin watched two little sisters riding skateboards to ask for their phone numbers and left in disappointment. She seldom laughs and thinks that Lu Yi really doesn't look like a teenager.

Lu Ran said that he dropped out of school in his freshman year and will be eighteen this year, but he always feels like a 30-year-old. He turned to look at her and asked, "What should a 30-year-old man look like?"

Su Jin can't describe it.

In fact, she thought about what it was like when Lu ran 30 years old. Should be more serious, calmer and calmer than now. In her imagination at that time. ...

They should have been married.

Su Jin airily changed the subject and turned his eyes back to the front. Su Jin lives far away from the city, near the August of the lunar calendar, and there are many people selling lotus lanterns on the roadside.

There is a river not far away, and I don't know which tributary it flows from. Su Jin bought two lotus lanterns and took them with him. Lu asked her if she needed to make a wish, but she didn't answer the rhetorical question: "Do you really think there will be an afterlife after death?"

Then he smiled again and said, "nonsense, there is no need to make a wish." If wishes were really so clever, there wouldn't be so many painful things in this world. "

But I stared at her deeply all the way and said, "I promised."

There are many things in his eyes that she can't understand. For a while, Su Jin felt familiar and asked, "What did you wish for?"

"I hope she can live happily." He squatted down, put the lamp into the river and said slowly, "Don't take everything to heart."

The cool evening breeze brushed Su Jin's hair. At the end of her eyes, a couple are arguing about something. She said softly, "Go home."

They didn't talk all the way until she wanted to sleep at night. She looked for something in the drawer, knocked on the door and put down a cup of sedative tea. He said, "Don't take sleeping pills."

He turned on the machine, played soft music and adjusted the lights. When he turned to leave, Su Jin stopped him behind him.

"All the way," she said slowly. When she heard the boy's well, she stared at his back and calmly finished the rest. "Don't go upstairs if you have nothing to do."

six

When Su Jin was studying, he learned that "the anxiety of scholars is still acceptable." . When women are worried, they can't say it. I don't understand this sentence. At that time, she was not in love and had beautiful fantasies about love. But when she finally understood this sentence, she found it was too late.

It was very late when I got home. As soon as I opened the door, I saw a road calling out: "I can't contact her now." If I go to your place, you ... "

I didn't finish all the way, because he saw that he was drained of strength by gold.

He hung up the phone and asked her gently, "What's the matter?"

Su Jin didn't answer the phone. She said, "Get out."

Lu Yi frowned and looked at her anxiously, but Su Jin just pushed him out of the door.

At the moment the door closed, she finally sat down against it.

It's like going back to the first time we met, she thought, what happened all the way?

She stood up against the wall, gently opened the door, looked at her all the way and said, "My eyes are swollen."

He held a towel to help her ice, his fingers touched the corner of his eyes, and her eyelashes were shaking. She said, "I'm sorry."

Lu Yi didn't ask her what happened. He always does. He can tell from her expression when she really doesn't want to talk.

That night, Su Jin didn't sleep. She sat by the bed until dawn, remembering her past with Lu Burning. She found that some memories had gradually blurred. Will this happen between lovers? Even if something very sweet happens, it will be forgotten one day.

So he forgot them all and created new memories with other girls.

Su Jin thought, she wanted to confirm it for the last time. (Novel title: "And Me" by Meng Qing)