Fenma-the place where dreams begin

hello, hello, friends in front of the screen. First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Li Qiaoling, a shy girl from Shaoyang, Hunan Province. Oh, no, shyness is my previous definition of myself. Now, I don't feel shy and shy should be called my pronoun.

My metamorphosis story begins with meeting Fenma.

Actually, the first time I heard about Fenma was from my classmate Xiao Ting. I vaguely remember that it was not long after the college entrance examination ended, and every cell in my body was screaming (because I am a repeat student, I usually have less time for entertainment). I must relax and have fun in my summer vacation. Even long ago, I had the kind of "lying flat" life in my mind. At that time. I said that I had studied there, and I felt that I had gained a lot, and speech and eloquence were very important to me as a freshman, so I was recommended to study and feel it. But at that time, for me who had just finished the college entrance examination and was full of thoughts about how to relax (I just wanted to put those things behind me, and my resistance was too heavy), it made me not want to think about this kind of problem at all. Naturally, I didn't choose Fenma. I really chose Fenma when I was working as a summer vacation worker in Guangdong. At that time, I had already received the admission notice (I can't remember it clearly). The school was not bad. An ordinary university happened to be in Changsha. At this time, my second classmate Yu Fang recommended that course to me. (At that time, I was relieved of the burden of the college entrance examination, and I also had a strong expectation for the university, and I began to fantasize about my beautiful university life.) I still remember what moved me the most was that she said, "She believes that I want to be an excellent person just like her", and she also told me that she and her friends set up a group chat after the experience class. Every day, they supervised each other in the group, punched in early, learned to punch in, and punched in sports. I was very moved, because I always thought that this was what my college life should be like, and I was self-disciplined and hardworking, so.

I didn't come to offline activities until the morning of the 9th. When I first arrived, Wei Ge was sharing dry goods, and the atmosphere was very lively. I couldn't help raising my hand with them and interacting with Wei Ge. In fact, I didn't even eat breakfast that morning because I was afraid of carsickness. I only had the opportunity to chew two bites of bread at the door of the hotel. I thought I would be very hungry, but in fact I was so excited that my hunger was diluted. Brother Jie also carefully reminded me to take notes in time. Sister Huiling and Sister Fangfang also warmly let me introduce myself to enhance mutual understanding. Yunmei, who sat next to me, repeated the names I was not familiar with over and over again; Chunxia, Feng Li and Yu Han, who live in one room, enthusiastically told me how to use the hotel things. Every little friend was very good. In order to enhance our feelings, they also played the activities of kings and angels. My warm-hearted little angel loved Ow so much that I never guessed that it was Feng Li, who was separated from me by a bed. The disguise was too good. Hahaha.

I was very excited about the activities in the next few days. We started to "warm up" together before the morning sharing, gesturing and shouting, "I'm a super speaker" and "I can definitely do it" ... It was really super energetic, super great, and fortunately, I rushed to the stage once to feel the charm of the stage. We spoke on the stage and they cheered under the stage. Every day, there are big coffees to share with us, handsome handsome brother, humorous brother Yue, talented brother Hao Wei, excellent senior student Tong Luo ... Finally, of course, it is our talented brother Wei who will teach us dry goods. Through the experience shared by the big coffees, I understand more how important it is to learn from people with results and experience. Both brother Jun and brother Wei strongly recommend us to read famous books and biographies, and my dream is to become a translator and let more people. I regard Zhang Jing as my goddess, so I will really understand her interviews and biographies, which can also increase my confidence invisibly.

At the same time, during the few nights we spent together, I was more able to appreciate the strength of the team and the good feeling of being unconditionally trusted. You may find it hard to believe that there really is such a group of people who are unrelated to each other, but after knowing each other for a day or two, they trust themselves to their teammates in the back wrestling activities. It may be hard for you to believe that there will be such a group of people who respond to you with applause and cheers instead of ridicule when you speak out your dreams loudly. When you are too nervous to speak on stage, they encourage you with applause countless times; When you encounter difficulties, or a knot in your heart, someone will comfort you and care about you. I used to wonder why my classmates who participated in the offline activities of Fenma were so vocal about Fenma. Now, I understand, because Fenma is a very warm family, and the communication between hearts makes us become zero distance and more cohesive. Here, you will certainly gain friendship, of course, you may also gain love (hahaha), and all the people you meet here are * * * with your values and goals, so when you communicate, many people will even sigh that it was a long time since we met. Because, at the age of one hundred and eighty-nine, it's really a very happy thing to meet people who have the same frequency.

At the same time, I am deeply touched by gratitude, which is a characteristic of all Fenma people. I understand more clearly that we can be grateful for everything we have, even our eyes, ears and nose, which give us the ability to better perceive the world. Similarly, I also want to thank Xiao Tinger and Yu Fang who recommended me to Fenma, and thank them for remembering to share them with me while learning and giving me this opportunity to change. I want to thank Wei Ge, who founded Fenma, giving us confused college students a platform to grow up faster. I would also like to thank those big coffees for sharing their experiences and experiences with us. I want to thank Sister Huiling, Sister Fangfang and Brother Jie for not giving up on any of us and witnessing our progress and growth together. I want to thank our three groups of friends, all the friends who are struggling for horses, and thank you for all the encouragement and warmth along the way. After the leaders' night, I also have a better understanding of my family. I am a left-behind child. When I was eight months old, my parents went out to work. It is precisely for this reason that when I communicate with them, I always stand up with emotion. However, this time, I try not to be like that and communicate with my mother calmly. That feeling is really wonderful. My whole heart has softened, which also gives me a chance to. My grandmother is very similar to Wei Ge's grandmother. Every time there is something delicious, she can't bear to eat it. She keeps it for me and my brother. Sometimes it may be broken because it has been left for too long, but their love is just like this. They just want to leave the best things to us. Therefore, we must spend more time with our families. After all, they are the people who love us the most in the world.

Now, I am more clear about my goal and direction. I want absolute efforts and overwhelming victory. I want all the envious eyes and all the words of praise to gather on me. I still have a lot of things to do, but I will cut through the thorns and forge ahead. It's always crowded halfway up the mountain. Let's go to the top of the mountain and have a look. I hope we can all meet better ourselves and become the person we want to be! Come on!