It is my destiny to love you.

I love you, and this is what fate gave me. This is our inescapable fate.

0 1.

After a long time, Su Shao recalled the first meeting with Sanchi. Her first thought was Bai Yue that night. At that moment, in the dim moonlight, she thought there were only two of them in the world.

Su Qian is 28 years old and lives in Beijing temporarily. Beijing is a crowded city with many high-rise buildings and endless traffic. The smog in winter and the sandstorm in spring here make the environment worse every year.

Su Qian always wanted to leave Beijing, but she couldn't find a more suitable place. She works in a Japanese company. Long-term overtime and take-out made her pale and bloodless, and her thin cheeks looked more abrupt and looked like malnutrition.

Su Shao was thin from an early age, with prominent cheekbones. Many people say it is a symbol of Foucault. Su Shao doesn't believe it. She never believes in fate.

At the age of 28, she is already a "leftover woman" in others' mouths. Su shallow is not in a hurry to talk about, talked about a few boyfriends, it's easy, no contact for more than a year.

When not working overtime, Su Qian goes to night school to study accounting. She likes to sit against the wall, which gives her a sense of security.

She always thinks that if a girl can't feel safe, she will create a sense of security for herself.

02

Sanjay went to night school for the first time that day. She saw the position against the wall at a glance, walked over and sat down gently. She didn't notice that Su Shao, who was behind her in the classroom, followed her.

No sooner had Sanchi sat down than Su Shao sat down next to her. Sanchi is wearing a bright red cotton shirt and an ankle-length skirt with ethnic style. That kind of red is too dazzling in the light, which makes people dizzy.

Su Qian especially likes this bright red color, which symbolizes vigorous vitality. They soon got to know each other, hiding behind books and exchanging secrets.

Sanchi said, shallow, you will become Foucault.

That's what everyone who has met me says.

Are you scared?

No, I never believed it.

Say that finish, two people smile at one another, hold each other's hands and start reading palms.

Sanji's hands are soft and mellow, emitting a faint fragrance, like a blooming flower.

After class, they decided to take a walk in the subway station. That night, the moon was white and bright, like a bright lamp, reflecting the slender figures of the two.

Three feet told Su Qian that he had a boyfriend for many years, and it was time to talk about marriage. She called him Gu Yuan.

Do you love her? Sue shallow handed sanchi a cigarette.

I don't know, maybe it's love!

Are you sure you'll get married?

I thought the same thing.

Sanchi looked at Sue with a faint smile. Su shallow silent, lit a few cigarettes.

03.

Su shallow has been waiting for the person who can give her a sense of security.

When I was a child, Su Qian's parents often quarreled in front of her. After quarreling, their parents always dragged her to blame each other for their mistakes, never considering that she was just a child.

Finally, when Su Qian 12 years old, her mother ran away with a man, leaving her and this broken home. After his mother left, my father came home drunk every night and occasionally took different women home for the night.

Su shallow witnessed all this, without any resentment, just want to leave this place quickly.

She doesn't believe in men and that marriage can bring happiness to people. She just wants to be a lofty woman and live in her own imaginary world.

With good grades, Su Qian left his hometown and came to Beijing to study and work. Never came home again.

04.

See Gu Yuan is half a month later. He came to take Sanjay home. Gu Yuan's eyebrows are slender, her mouth slightly rises, and her handsome appearance seems to have returned to campus.

Sanchi took Gu Yuan's arm. Gu Yuan, this is my best friend, Susie.

Su Shao half squinted at Gu Yuan. Do you love Sanjay?

Love.

You can't be going to answer so soon.

Sanchi smiled, Gu Yuan, Su Qian is joking with you!

Gu Yuan also smiled. Your friends are really interesting.

On the way back to the subway, Sanchi held Gu Yuan in one hand and Su Shao in the other. She said that she holds all love in her left hand and friendship in her right.

In front of Sanchi's house, Sanchi must send Su Shao home by Gu Yuan. There is not far between the two houses, only 800 meters across the street.

Su Shao walked very fast, and Gu Yuan followed behind him, stepping on Su Shao's shadow step by step.

05.

Shan Zhi will go to Shanghai on business for half a month. Su Shao pleaded, Shan Zhi, why don't you take me with you?

Be good, and let Gu Yuan accompany you while I am away.

But I want to go with you. I hate sandstorms in Beijing in spring.

I can't take you this time. Let's go together next time you call Gu Yuan.

Sanchi hugged Su Shao, touched her head and turned into the safety zone.

Su Shao likes to be touched by Sanji. It feels like lying in my mother's arms when I was a child, touched by her gentle hand, and then I can sleep peacefully.

Next month, Sanji will visit Yuanyuan's hometown to meet his parents.

Su Shao thought of Gu Yuan and took a taxi to Gu Yuan's apartment. Gu Yuan lives in a new community in the East Fifth Ring Road. There are many small windows like pigeon cages, and people from all corners of the country come to Beijing to find their dream places.

Su Shao took off his shoes and stood on tiptoe when he entered the room, trying not to make any noise. In the dark, she heard a drunkard crying in the distance, mixed with a woman's sobbing. This reminds her of her parents.

They always quarrel day and night, and no one cares that she stands shivering in the corner. They shouted at each other and even wrestled together. After that, they left separately. No one looked at her, no one hugged her, no one said they loved her.

Gu Yuan tightly hug Sue shallow, heavy breathing surrounded by Sue shallow.

Do you love me?

Um ... love.

Why hesitate?

I'm afraid you won't believe me if I answer too quickly.

Su Shao laughed. Put on a big red cotton shirt, put on a national long skirt, barefoot, carrying shoes, and went out like a cat.

Walking in the street, Su Shao caught the skirt blown by the wind. The wind is still a little cold in April night. The wind hit Sue's shallow face, and soon the tears came out. Su Shao lit a cigarette and let the tears flow freely.

At the intersection, Su Shao dialed Sanchi's mobile phone, and there came Sanchi's voice in a daze.

Su Shao, why are you up so late?

Shan Zhi, I miss you.

I just arrived in Shanghai today.

Yeah, I know. I just miss you.

06.

Sanchi told Su Shao that she would reconsider her marriage. She found stockings left by other women in Gu Yuan's room.

Su Qian didn't tell Sanjay that she left the stockings on purpose.

A man is unreliable. Everything he promises you now is illusory. After marriage, you will find that it is completely different from before marriage. Su Shao said.

Gu Yuan is not such a person. We have known each other for many years, and he always keeps his word.

But can you guarantee that he will always love you like this?

How do you know he won't? Sanchi's eyes stared straight at Su Shao, like the wind at dusk in April, cold and bitter.

Shan Zhi, come with me! I have found a job and a house in Shanghai.

Why? Sanchi let out a cry, retreated to the sofa, curled up together, grabbed his hair with both hands and trembled.

Because only I really love you. Sue hugged Sanjay and stroked her back over and over again.

When Su Shao first saw Gu Yuan, he felt Gu Yuan's burning eyes.

I didn't believe in fate before, but now I do. Some people are destined to be together, such as you and me. Some people are doomed to be apart, such as you and Gu Yuan.

Sue said lightly, as if it were all arranged by fate.

07.

Gu Yuan is going abroad. He said that he fell in love with two women at the same time. He doesn't know how to choose. Only when he gets on the plane will he understand who he really loves.

A week later, Su Qian and Sanchi received an email from Gu Yuan.

Shan Zhi, I have loved you for so many years. I'm terribly sorry. I have to say I'm sorry

Su Qian, I fell in love with you at first sight. I'll go back whenever you want.

None of them checked those distant emails. After Shan Zhi left home, he quit his job and stayed at home all day. The whole person is haggard and decadent, going to bars and nightclubs at night and getting drunk.

Su Qian went to the hotel to find Shan Zhi and take her home. She held Sanchi in her arms and smelled her light hair, letting her fingers pass through the layers of hair.

Shan Zhi, we will go to Shanghai together soon.

But I don't want to go with you.

I said, only I love you, this is fate. You have to come with me.

08.

At three o'clock in the morning, Su Shao took Sanji to the airport by taxi. At midnight, there were not many people at the airport. Sue shallow found a position against the wall, holding the sanchi lay down.

Su Shao wears headphones, and the single loops Assange's "Always Quiet". Singing in the song: the empty street view wants to find someone to confess. To make this decision is to be lonely and be my neighbor. Our love is like the scenery you pass by. It keeps going, but the pace never stops for me. ...

Su Shao fell asleep while listening to the song. She touched her hand, but she didn't touch Sanchi. Suddenly I shuddered and Su Shao felt a chill coming.

The airport broadcast announced that the flight to Shanghai was about to set sail. Sue shallow hurriedly stood up to find sanchi. Suddenly, he heard a voice ahead. Shan Zhi ran fast and avoided the crowd. He saw a woman lying on the ground, wearing a big red cotton shirt and a long national dress, barefoot and motionless, as if asleep. There is a policeman standing beside him.

Sanchi drank too much wine and took a lot of sleeping pills.

Su Shao struggled to pounce on Sanchi, kneeling on the ground, laughing silly, tears almost fell. Su Qian once again believed in the theory of destiny. She believes that she is doomed to never get true love in her life.

Gu Yuan never sent an email again. As for whether to return to China, Su Qian never asked.