Platform life

In the early morning of July 1, 65438+5, 965438, 965438, 9 1, 965438, 965438, 965438, 965438, 9. After returning to China, the county education bureau will organize on-the-job registration. At this point, after three years of hard work and hard training, the freshmen of Grade 88 have completed the courses and skills they should learn, embarked on the society and began to preach and teach. Because our students graduated in the early summer of 9 1, they are also called 9 1 graduates.

As soon as this day came, it began to rain in Mao Mao. I simply had breakfast and gave the rest of the meal tickets, food stamps and scattered objects that I didn't have to take away to the junior students who came to see me off, or to the provincial coal school and the provincial finance school next to the normal college. At that time, I gave my beloved "Baoshihua" brand radio, which won the second year of high school film review, to a fellow villager who was studying in a financial school as a historical witness of classmates' friendship. Got the diploma, packed my luggage, and came to the front yard and other counties to pick up the car and go home.

(C) career ups and downs

On that day, the county sent two cars to pick up our 38 graduates. A Yutong bus takes people and a liberation car salutes. 36 of our classmates took the bus and returned to the North Street Education Bureau around 2 pm. I signed up in the humble office of the education bureau in the rain, filled out the registration form and waited patiently for our luggage. At this time, the weather suddenly changed and it rained cats and dogs. Dozens of people got together, went in and out, and complained, cursing the sky and the earth, cursing the salute car and the education bureau. Some female students who can't sit still are walking back and forth on the uneven brick floor of the bureau office, which makes people nervous; An older boy smoked 70 cents of "sheep" cigarettes in succession, which made people itch. During the more than three hours from entering the education bureau to returning from the salute car, the whole organ of the education bureau was very unfriendly and indifferent to us. Self-righteous people are precious to us and have been greatly insulted. The heads of the bureau are like mummies, turning a blind eye to us as air. Faced with our wet mess and poor situation, no one came to ask for help. Several of our classmates with a big temper shouted at the grievances and anger in their hearts. This scene did not come to an end until the arrival of the salute car.

? At 5 o'clock in the afternoon, my classmate Yang Cheng and two other students arrived at the Education Bureau by salute car. Because they were sitting in the trunk of a convertible, they were hit by a heavy rain while walking in Liquan, and the tarpaulin on the car was blown up, and five centimeters of rain accumulated in the trunk. During the driving process of the car, the accumulated water in the trunk washes away the luggage in the trunk from time to time, and bundles of bedding, books and other luggage are soaked by rain, and the whole trunk is wobbly, like a broken ship moving forward in the wind and rain. Yang Cheng and their wet clothes were tightly wrapped around their bodies below the neck, wrapping them like two stout pointed banana trees. Thin wet hair sticks to the head washed by rain, and water drops keep ticking down. At this time, Yang Cheng was expressionless, his glasses were crooked on his face, and two sports shoes were hung around his neck with shoelaces. The image was in chaos.

Before the bus stopped, a group of people poured in and began to pack their luggage in the rain. Because there was no unified command, the unpacking scene was very chaotic, and it took 1 more hours to unload all the luggage. Faced with bedding and book boxes full of rain, the girls were at a loss, so they called out from the bureau office and called their families or migrant workers for help. It's getting dark, and we students who have been tossed by the wind and rain have left the Education Bureau with a full stomach of humiliation and fatigue. The big yard finally quieted down, and everything was a mess. Some scattered cartons containing books were thrown into the stagnant water in the yard, telling the sadness that people living in this yard were abandoned. No one can predict our fate. Waiting for us will be those powerful people who are in charge of education in this ancient county. They are a group of cold-blooded mechanical traders with rigid thoughts. They certainly don't care about our feelings. They will arrange us to the place they think is the most suitable according to the traditional method. This is the harsh real society. Even if a hundred of us don't want to, we should be willing to surrender and claim. At this moment, I remembered a sentence that Teacher Wang Junmin told me when I left school, "When you return to society, you should be a man with your tail between your legs. No place will protect you like the school. " Teacher Wang's insight, like an old lady's exhortation to her soon-to-be-married daughter, is sad and unforgettable.

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it is August 20, and the summer study meeting of primary and secondary schools in the county has begun. Except for a few related students, most of our students are assigned by the Education Bureau to teach in junior high schools in their respective towns according to their addresses and places of origin.

I am from Quanjiaqiao, Yongping. Naturally, I went to Yongping Middle School in my hometown with the distribution documents and started my eight-year teaching career.

I wanted to sign up here, last semester or two, leave and go to town to find another development. Who knows that this land is like a magnet, and my inexperienced feet are firmly attached to it, and it is difficult to move one step, which keeps me in touch with the flowers and trees here for eight years. I went through two stages of teaching in Yongping Plain. The first stage is in Yongping Middle School. From August 199 1 year to July 1994, I began to teach here for three years. Because he is not liked by the principal, he has been taking classes in senior one and senior two. The second stage is divided into two phases, a total of five years. First, I taught the Chinese of the third graduating class of Grade 9 in Korea. It took three years from1August 1994 to1July 1997. Here, I was highly cared by the township party committee and government, and won the first place in the county's third grade Chinese joint examination in 1995. Later, he was rehired to teach in Yongping Middle School for two years, from1August 1997 to1March 1999. 1before the end of March, 1999, I was seconded to the Education Unit of the County Education Bureau to engage in secretarial writing and secondary education management. This secondment, I was fully affirmed by the main leaders and competent leaders of the Education Bureau with good writing style, shouldered the mission of writing materials in the bureau, left the three-foot platform for eight years, and began my career of abandoning teaching and entering politics. From here on, I concentrate on writing, cultivate my self-cultivation, learn to deal with political circles, enter the real society, and enrich my rich experience and increase my knowledge through social interaction.

Although I haven't been teaching for a long time, I have left a lot to ponder. During this period, there was a fierce collision between the old and new ideas, and even a situation of incompatibility. At that time, the principal of Yongping Middle School was a student of the Deputy Director of Education Bureau. He has been in power here for many years and has many connections. Although the teaching level of this school leader is acceptable, his methods are traditional and he is not easy to accept new things. He is critical of us young students and often uses the mantra of "being trained" to call names. Yeah, we don't like it. Therefore, no matter how hard we teach and how much time we spend educating students in the classroom, we will be squeezed out and suppressed, and we will never have a chance to evaluate excellent tree models. When it comes to superior inspection, we will always be the object of criticism. In the long run, the anger accumulated in our hearts finally triggered a fierce ideological confrontation because the school used our salary to offset the tax arrears owed by the father of a colleague named Chang.

? On the surface, the fuse of this incident is the contradiction caused by the township party Committee's unreasonable deduction of the salary of 27 teachers in the whole school in order to deduct the special tax on fruit trees. In essence, it is a struggle caused by the long-term control and being controlled by school leaders and teachers. It stands to reason that it is natural for villagers to contract orchards to pay special taxes on fruit trees. But for some reason, the headmaster agreed to the decision of the secretary of the township party committee with a rough style in his own name without consulting the teachers, and abruptly took away the teachers' salary for three months, which made us young people who just graduated from 60 yuan with a monthly salary of 150 suddenly make ends meet. In this regard, the principal also made a big speech at the weekly meeting, scolding us for teaching without salary and starving to death. We can't figure it out. We are teachers of the people, organized and distributed, and we are not slaves. This is not Huang Shiren's home. It's only half a semester, how can you preach without results? We don't accept it. We think this is a typical feudal bullying behavior.

Through this incident, the contradiction between us and the school deepened further, and the principal began to embarrass us. I remember that at the end of the third year of my second year as a teacher, I took an exam in the county, and my grades in the county were above average. However, the headmaster always makes it difficult for me to prepare lessons and follow classes from lesson plans, and even writes some articles about my class, such as "students are too active", "class activities are too much" and "students' grades are not true", and sometimes even punishes students at will in class, which makes me very passive. Although the teaching results of my class are always one or two in the same grade, our class has never been rated as an excellent class group. This phenomenon lasted until the opening day of the school sports meeting in June 1995. I clearly remember the official opening of the school sports meeting at nine o'clock that day. At about 8: 30 in the morning, a strong wind suddenly blew the iron shelves of several big brands of the sports meeting onto several children playing under the podium. At this time, the flagpole next to the rostrum also fell in mid-air, and the lives of several children who were playing were in danger. At this time, I just went to the playground after going to the toilet. Seeing this scene, I shouted as I ran, asking four or five students who were chatting on the playground to rush to the flagpole and the big iron plate that was about to fall, fill the bunker with a spade, shovel the sand with a sports meeting, and push the skewed iron plate and flagpole aside. Several students quickly fled the accident site with their children in their arms. Finally, the fallen flagpole and iron card knocked me to the ground, my arm was seriously injured, and the leg of a student in my class was firmly pressed. The parents of the children who were rescued afterwards thanked them for sending the pennant. At that sports meeting, our class was rated as "model moral education model" advanced collective. My class and I have become the model of the whole school for a time, which is extremely good. Because of the argument, the school leader gave me a few lukewarm compliments at the meeting, which sounded strange to me. I don't know its real intention, so I just laughed. This is a comfort, I don't care.

On the eve of the final exam this year, the composition teaching research group of the municipal and county education bureaus came to our school and asked to see my composition by name and comment on the teaching plan. My second monk was puzzled and unhappy to hand over the composition teaching plans of the past three or four years to the research group together with the compositions of outstanding students in his class. After reading the lesson plans and student model essays I provided, I had a simple discussion, and the teaching and research group affirmed my composition evaluation. A week later, Xianyang teaching and research promoted my composition teaching method in the whole city, and I became a little celebrity in my hometown middle school again. However, the headmaster seems unhappy. He never affirmed it positively at the meeting, and secretly said that I was "showy, which would mislead others' children!" " This kind of environment gives people a feeling that "dark clouds are crushing the city". The dignified and cold atmosphere on my face gives me unprecedented overload pressure, which makes me breathless and makes me often have the instinct to escape from school to survive. Imagine, in such an environment, how can I have a good mood to devote myself to teaching and educating people?

In the autumn of 1994, Binxian Education Bureau implemented the first round of teacher appointment system, and my head was bigger than a bucket, because before the summer vacation, President Li said at the meeting, "The right to recruit teachers this time belongs to the school. Some people, don't say that you teach well, I don't like it, and I don't want it. Who knows what the situation is, let's find a way to find our way out early. " I didn't take it to heart, but it went in one ear and out the other, so I spent my summer vacation with peace of mind. On August 20, the recruitment registration of Yongping Middle School ended, and several colleagues and I did not submit an application to the school. 2 1 in the morning, several applicants from other towns and villages came to fill the vacancy where we didn't submit the application. We don't have a job here.

After the recruitment in the county, according to the documents of the Education Bureau, there is only one result waiting for us, and that is: waiting for employment. Is it necessary to hire teachers that all schools want? The Education Bureau uniformly fills vacancies for all schools, and the wages are reduced by one level. If the next round of recruitment is still to be hired, it will be in charge. I am the kind of person who "dead mice are not afraid of cold". Never mind, I should eat and sleep. I am well aware of the truth that "the arm can't twist the thigh", and the power is in the hands of the principal. what can I do? I have to resign myself to my fate and rest in the dark.

The recruitment of teachers in Yongping Middle School seems vigorous, but the actual candidates for teachers in our school are not ideal and the situation is not optimistic. Seven or eight of us, the backbone of these disciplines, left at once. They are: Baihe math car, a sophomore in Chinese, entered Chengguan Middle School; Li Bingyao and Cheng Ning, who took the math test in the third grade, entered Zhong Bin; Zhao Hong, who studied English in Grade Three, is the principal's brother-in-law. Because she can't get along with each other on weekdays, she went to Shuilian Middle School. Gao Xiang, a history teacher, simply jumped ship and went to expressway, Gan Yong to work as a journalist. And the geography teacher often goes to town. This result was unexpected by the school. With so many key teachers gone, the faculty of the school has been seriously weakened. This year, because the original teachers of Chinese, English, mathematics and physics in Yongping Middle School have been transferred, the new teachers are all teachers to be hired by the newly allocated schools of the County Education Bureau. Students can't accept it at once, they don't cooperate in class, and their teaching results in all subjects plummet. At that time, the county's final exam, school Chinese, mathematics, English scores were all in the lower reaches of the county, and the school leadership was collectively interviewed by the Education Bureau and given to informed criticism. There is a lot of abuse in the society, and they are very dissatisfied with this recruitment. They all feel that we good teachers are excluded. For a time, the school was in an awkward position. It can be seen that no matter where the education and teaching management is, it must be based on stability and always grasp the general tone of the work of "striving for progress through stability", so as to ensure the sustained and healthy development of education, improve the overall quality of the two teams step by step and achieve a great improvement in the quality of education. This is the primary and minimum teaching strategy that any education and teaching manager should abide by. Anyone who doesn't abide by this rule will be spurned by teachers and students and will be punished properly.

"? Good people are safe all their lives, but mountains don't turn to water. On August 23, I was respected by several leaders for the first time since I taught, which made me feel the honor of being a teacher. This morning, I just had breakfast and was drinking tea in the dormitory. At this time, three people came in to introduce themselves: they are Lan Senlin, secretary of the township party committee, Liu, the head of the township, and the principal of the nine-year compulsory school. They invited me to teach in Hanjia Town and asked me if I would like to. If you want to leave, just pack your bags and leave. The village jeep is waiting at the gate. At that time, the Han family was very poor and was a famous hinterland in the county. The school conditions are not at the same level as Yongping Middle School, and few people go there to teach. But when I saw the secretary of the township party Committee and the head of the township personally invited me, I was a little moved. At this point, I readily accepted their sincere invitation. I rolled up my bedding, followed several leaders, ate a mutton bun in Yongping Street, and went to the Korean family for nine years.

It doesn't matter if I go, I just brought a junior high school graduating class with only 15 students. This place is poor. In previous years, there were about 50 students in grade one and several in grade two, and then 23 students were lost. By the third grade, there are about 20 students left. 1in the summer of 1995, several groups of Sichuan beekeepers came to Hanjia, and a dozen students from poor families followed them, so that only 15 students enrolled in the third grade when the school started in autumn. Let nature take its course Just do it and make up your mind: "We must never break our word." "I want to personally, to Korea made a special trip to hire me to coach the township government and school leaders. If they trust me, I will definitely beat Yongping Middle School with excellent results in the senior high school entrance examination next year. " After making up my mind, I worked hard and worked overtime. With the joint efforts of all teachers and the tenacious struggle of 15 students, Cycas bloomed in the Millennium. This year, I took the Han family's nine-year junior high school Chinese class, and the excellent rate and per capita achievement in the junior high school examination ranked first in the county. I was awarded the honorary title of "Excellent Teacher" and "Advanced Individual in Education Quality" by Chinese Teaching Research Association of China Education Society, CPPCC of Xianyang City and Binxian County Government. In June 5438+February of that year, I submitted an academic paper to the National Chinese Language Society, entitled "From" One Point to Heaven "to" All-round Development ",and I was hired as a member of the National Middle School Chinese Teaching Research Association. From March to June of the following year, I published two self-written articles in two books, Appreciation of Ancient Poems and Famous Sentences in Middle School and Collection of Contemporary Education and Teaching, which were published by the Chinese Language Association. In June 5438+10 of the same year, he was invited to attend the sixth annual meeting of the Chinese Language Society, won the first prize of excellent papers at the annual meeting, and was invited as a special researcher.

Through the joint efforts of all, the quality of nine-year compulsory education in Korea has been greatly improved, and the conditions for running schools have been improved as never before since 1996. In contact with overseas Chinese, the International Liaison Department established 36 three-story teaching buildings in nine-year schools, named "Cang Xie Hope School". Until now, this school still plays the role of the main position of education in the south of the Han family.

During the nine-year teaching period, I had the honor to meet Xin Hechi, then the director of the county government office. They visited me in the nine-year compulsory school by bus to understand the practical difficulties I encountered in my work and life, and gave me good suggestions to improve my writing level, encouraging me to work hard, accumulate wealth and wait for opportunities to develop on a broader platform in the future. In this interview, the two directors specially searched for full-time secretaries for the county government, but they were not selected because of my physical reasons. However, it is this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity that has enabled me to form a profound friendship with the two leaders. With their approval and recommendation, I was later reused by the organization and seconded to the county education bureau to participate in educational affairs, which created conditions for my continuous development in many industries. People often say, "A thousand miles away, there are not many boles." No matter how talented you are, a person will never succeed if no one discovers and appreciates him. From this, I deeply realized that behind every successful person, there must be a Bole who will never give up. Therefore, whenever and wherever, we should know how to be grateful and be kind to every noble benefactor we meet in life. Only in this way can our life become wider and wider, and our life will get better and better.

1in the autumn of 997, I was rehired by President Zhang Heping as a Chinese teacher in Yongping Middle School, and at the same time served as a part-time secretary of the school committee. In addition to substitute classes, there are a lot of secretarial materials. But I am very pleased and I am willing to accept it, because my writing ability has been fully exerted. This year, at the summer study meeting of primary and secondary school principals in the county, the work summary I wrote on behalf of the principals was well received by the conference. President Zhang therefore spoke highly of me and praised me as a rare talent for everyone. For a time, I became a well-known talent in the education system, which laid a solid foundation for me to enter the Education Bureau one and a half years later.

During my eight-year teaching career in my hometown, I not only did my duty of teaching books well, but also gained something in educating people. I got to know nearly 2,000 young students in Han Jia and Yongping Township with the class as the link. I put all my efforts into them, teaching them to learn and to be human. Later, more than 30% people were admitted to universities, 5% people joined the army as soldiers, 20% people started their own private companies, about 25% people taught or went into politics, and 20% people returned to their hometowns to farm or work in cities, thus realizing their dreams of getting rid of poverty and becoming rich. Among them, Wang Feng, a successful entrepreneur in Longweigou Village, Han Jia, invested 6.5438+0 million yuan to establish a Sharp Media Company in Xi 'an, with an annual income of about 400,000 yuan; Han Wenyi of Hanjia Village, Hanjia Township invested 600,000 yuan in bee breeding, with an annual income of more than 300,000 yuan; Xu Xuanping of Huangbai Village in Yongping Township, Han Kai of Dianzitou Village and Li Xiaobin of Zhili Village all set up their own construction and installation companies. The annual income of the first two is about 600 ~ 1 10,000 yuan, and that of Li Xiaobin is about 40 ~ 50 yuan. In terms of building greening projects, cousin Xu Chunhong has successively carried out greening and beautification projects in northern Shaanxi, xi, Weinan, Changwu, Xunyi, Chunhua and Gansu, and achieved remarkable results. In addition, in terms of bidding agency for engineering construction, Shaanxi Lihe Taihua Engineering Consulting Co., Ltd., which is bigger and stronger, has standardized the bidding agency for large and small projects in Xianyang in recent years and has been well received by all walks of life. In wine enterprises, my student Li Tao also made small achievements. At present, he is the general manager of Beijing Forbidden City Liquor Co., Ltd., and has also set up "Forbidden City Liquor" liquor branches in Hohhot, Inner Mongolia and Datong, Shanxi, and the business is getting bigger and bigger.

Among these self-made students, the most commendable one is Bai Feng, Grade 97 of Yongping Middle School (1), who is now the owner of Binzhou Platinum Hotel. When I was studying in junior high school, I was his class teacher. In 1980s, he started to run Yu Hailong Pavilion Bath Center in Bin County, and accumulated a certain amount of funds. From the 1990s to the 20th century11,he successively carried out immigration projects in Xinmin Town and Hanjia Town of Bin County. Around 20 15 years ago, he invested more than 30 million yuan to decorate the Platinum Hotel in Binxian County, and later changed it to Binzhou Platinum Hotel, which is well-known in Binzhou catering industry. He is modest, has a large pattern, has wide social contacts and contacts, and is born to do business. So his platinum hotel business, full of guests and friends, has been very popular. Up to now, Platinum Store, Binzhou Garden International Hotel and Haixin Hotel have become the three leading catering enterprises in Binzhou, making due contributions to the GDP growth rate of the whole city.

Among many students, self-employment is enviable and proud, but the contribution of students engaged in public office to society can not be ignored. There are teachers, police and government workers here ... the list goes on. I often associate with Li Junying, Han Ting and Zhang Dongsheng, who are all department-level cadres in their respective industries. There are also a number of well-known teachers who have taken root in education, such as Li Shujuan, Yang Chunxia and Cheng Xiaoyan. They are the backbone of education and teaching in their respective schools.

Besides, here I want to talk about my good soldier student Wang Zhiping. Wang Zhiping, male, about 35 years old, is from Longweigou Village, Hanjia Town. Serving in the army 16, fourth-grade master sergeant. 2065438+retired in September 2009, and now he is a cadre of the heating and gas department of Xianyang Housing and Construction Bureau. 1996, he was the monitor of Han Jia's third grade. He is law-abiding, dedicated and has a strong sense of collectivity. Usually, I am honest, frank and trustworthy, and attach great importance to the friendship between teachers and students. Last August, when I was treating my leg injury with acupuncture in Xianyang, I met him 16 years later. He respected me very much and used his spare time to visit me five or six times, every three or two days from the second textile mill to the United Square for more than ten miles. Walk for half an hour at a time, rain or shine. We met for three nights in Ava Shanzhai to discuss the relationship between teachers and students. Since that meeting, he has called me several times a month to ask about the warmth and coldness, which has given me great spiritual comfort. Although he is not rich, he is very honest, kind and upright. He is one of my closest and most practical students in recent two or three years. I am very moved by this unpretentious concern. I can't forget the simple quality of my hometown for a long time.

After many years, these sincere friendship between teachers and students has become stronger and stronger with my career of abandoning teaching and politics. I clearly remember the touching scene when I left Yongping Middle School 22 years ago.

1one morning in March, 999, I just finished my first Chinese class and went back to my home to take a nap. President Zhang Heping rushed over and said that the Education Bureau called and asked me to hand over the course formalities quickly and report to the Education Bureau for work before 2 pm. The good news fell from the sky, and neither President Zhang nor I understood what was going on. What the hell are you going to do? None of us know the reason. At lunch, I simply invited President Zhang to have a meal to thank him for his concern and care for me for more than a year. At that time, I felt that Dean Zhang made a great contribution to my job transfer, which was the result of his repeated publicity in the county bureau. Later, I learned that this transfer was purely accidental. It turned out that on the morning of the 22nd, the deputy director in charge of the Education Bureau led several material experts from educational units to report the materials of the county magistrate's education work conference to the county government office, which was severely criticized by the director of the government-run pool and sent back for rewriting. At that time, the Education Bureau was understaffed and weak in writing materials. Director Chi recommended me by the way, and asked the Education Bureau to try me for the time being. Keep it if you can; If it doesn't work, restore it to its original shape. In this way, a phone call that morning, I was somehow seconded to the Education Unit of the Education Bureau to work. The future of this trip is uncertain, whether it is good or bad is unknown.

It's time to go. The school sent my car to the gate. Looking at the teachers, colleagues and classmates I live with day and night, my mood is heavy, just like a bottle of tomato pulp with salt, vinegar and pepper. 1March 22, 999, in the early morning 12, the scene that happened at the entrance of Yongping middle school is still vivid in my mind. When the car started, I put my right hand out of the window, kept trembling, and reluctantly said goodbye to the teachers and students who came to see me off. I think: after a period of secondment, I will definitely come back and continue to stand on the three-foot platform to share joys and sorrows with my classmates. Later, time and facts proved that this farewell was actually a farewell to my teaching work. From then on, I plunged into the boring text pile of educational units, busy climbing the grid day and night, and made achievements in mountain education, and all I got was colorful praise. In the long run, I have also been honed into the "pen" of the Education Bureau. I have been singing "Men on the Journey" all my life, and I have also sung a series of sad songs about life.