Chenxian hotel

Big cities, with high-rise buildings and a sea of people.

Although it is infinitely prosperous, for various reasons, some of them are not necessarily satisfied. He may be bored ... no, deep in the sea, he may be disgusted!

Wang Fan has graduated for five years. He dreamed of a big city from a long time ago, and came to work in a big city after graduation. But it wasn't that easy at first. There are many college students, and he is no different from others, so he is very entangled.

This is different from his expectation. He once thought about finding a stable job in a big city, then meeting his other half, getting married and having children. Get up not too early every day, eat, and then go to work. In your spare time, make a cup of coffee and read a book quietly.

However, one resume after another sank into the sea, which made him at a loss, and at the same time made him full of fear and fatigue for this long-awaited big city. But fortunately, he was embarrassed to find a job he didn't expect.

He is an editor. This is the world of literature, a sacred place. He doesn't think he should defile it, but he has no choice.

He has written some articles before, and his style is average. However, he never stops farming, so compared with ordinary people, he is still very literary.

In this way, I was an editor for five years. In the past five years, he has been promoted and he feels good.

But the family often calls, although the tone is euphemistic, but it always makes him uncomfortable. They said: "The person next to him has become a department head with a monthly salary of 10,000 to 20,000. I didn't see him very much before, but now it's quite powerful. " Every time he hears such similar words, he is always angry and powerless, just listening silently.

Dorri's salary is over 6,000, which is really not so good compared with those people. But editing this job is his wish, and he deeply loves it. The reason why he is angry is that his family doesn't understand. Always take money as a measure of success. He is too lazy to argue. He feels bored and vulgar!

"Ding-dong!"

Wang Fan looked at the short message on his mobile phone, which was sent by a college classmate. The general idea is to get together, right here in this city. After all, after graduation, I haven't seen Wang Fan's eyes turn out of the window, wandering and wandering. He answered yes.

Wang Fan simply put on the right clothes and took a taxi to the hotel. The hotel is magnificent, and it can be seen that it costs a lot.

"Wang Fan, come on. You are from this city, but you are late. You're the only one left. Go sit inside. There is a private room. " Yun gave Wang Fan a hammer and said happily.

Lin is a good friend of dorri University. He is very talkative and popular. I have been graduating for three years, and I often keep in touch.

Pushing open the door, everyone sat around a big log table and chatted with red faces. When they saw Wang Fan, they looked from top to bottom.

"Hi, Wang Fan, you finally came. Sit down quickly. " Wang Yi held out his left hand to greet him, revealing the luxurious limited watch. He is wearing a suit and tie, and his face is full of confidence.

Wang Fan smiled and nodded and sat down.

"Five years after graduation, campus time seems to be yesterday!" Wang Yi sighed.

"Yes, once a child asked me the way, and he called me uncle! I was stunned at once, still thinking, isn't it my brother? " Lin smiled and said. Everyone laughed and the atmosphere was harmonious.

"You can't do this, the child calls me sister!" A beautiful girl proudly said that her face was full of makeup and light, and she smiled. Cao and Wang Fan recognized it easily, but didn't see the original shadow at all.

"that's, that's your natural beauty." A man smiled and agreed.

"Come on, let's have a drink."

Everyone raised their glasses and got to work.

I can't help talking about campus time again, missing the lush years and being carefree. Everyone is full of emotions. After all, it was a pure time.

After three rounds of drinking, everyone was a little drunk. Let's talk about the current living conditions from missing campus time.

"I feel ok, but I have nothing to do every day. I am tired of shopping. My husband won't let me go out to work, and I am very free every day. " Cao gave a hand and said with a frown, with impatience in his tone, but the listener felt her complacency. She put the bag on her lap as if looking for something, but in the end she didn't take anything out and put it prominently on the table.

"Me too, busy this busy that every day. Traveling around on business is very tiring. The boss asked me to do everything and trusted me very much. Really annoying. " Wang Yi said. Be complacent and show off yourself. Wang Fan was disgusted.

"Your bag is very good."

"This is my husband gave it to me. It's quite cheap, only 10 thousand. He likes to give me things when he is free. I told him not to send it, but he just wouldn't listen. " Cao said shyly, fiddling with his long hair, radiant, especially after seeing the envy in everyone's eyes. She did not forget to praise Wang Yi: "That watch of yours is also quite good."

"It's not worth mentioning." With a wave of his left hand, Wang Yi's silvery-white watch reflected the shining brilliance in the lamplight.

"Gee." Lin hit him, hit him in the mouth, and held his voice and said, "Dear big brothers, please take care of your younger brother in the future!"

"That's for sure, are classmates, must take care of a lot. If you need me in the future, you must try your best. But in addition to Lin, Wang Yi waved and said with a big smile, with a smug look on his face, winking at the clouds.

"Don't!" Lin muttered.

"You are not much different from me, are you? What are you pretending to be? " Wang Yi criticise.

Everyone burst into laughter and could not interrupt. After talking about campus, they are not qualified to talk. Wang Fan sat there without saying a word, his eyebrows slightly wrinkled.

"Wang Fan, how are you? I remember when you were at school, you were very talented. I am a big fan of yours. " Cao teased. Although the words are flattering, the expression and tone are superior.

Wang Fan paused and said with a smile, "I am satisfied with being an editor and making a living." They listened and just laughed.

Cao said generously, "Let me know if you have any difficulties in the future, but you should continue to work hard yourself. Isn't Lin your good friend? I didn't help you. Look how well he got along. "

Wang Fan restrained his smile, deadpan, and said lightly, "I can do it myself." Then end up in front of the wine to drink slowly, lower the head, I wry smile.

Cao looked at Wang Fan's clothes, but they were all inferior brands. He turned to the others with a sneer.

Next, the winner showed off his success intentionally or unintentionally, and the audience kept complimenting him, and the listener was on cloud nine. Wang Fan quietly watching. He doesn't feel well. Just as he was about to leave, Lin held him down and whispered, "A secular man needs a secular law. I know what you are thinking. Now make more friends. Maybe it will be useful in the future? Network. "

Wang Fan's brow showed anger and said, "I hate this. You know I can't do it. "

Lin sighed and said, "We are all secular people, and we are not divorced from reality. Aren't you used to it? Look at them. "

Wang Fan looked up at everyone's compliment, smiling apologetically, like a soulless walking corpse, lost its true colors, and didn't know what was hidden in the smile. Power? Benefits? The original pure classmates' feelings, because of these, became malodorous, which made him very angry and powerless. He knew what Lin said was right, and that's why he was even more angry.

As the saying goes, without connections, there is no place in society. Everyone knows this, and dorri is no exception.

How did he spend these five years? I remember writing an article, winning an award, and the editor-in-chief gave him a promotion. The editor-in-chief teaches him to write articles and gives him advice. He is also a teacher and friend. He has been under the care of the little old man editor. Suddenly, it dawned on him that the editor-in-chief of the little old man should be the same person as him.

Someone tried to get on well with him, but in the end the little old man just turned a blind eye, haha, cleverly avoided it. Finally, I looked at the work and chatted.

I remember once overhearing the little old man scold: "What the hell! With this in mind, why not read two more good books? There are such people everywhere! "

He said to Wang Fan earnestly, "I admire you very much. You have worked hard and made progress, and you have your own pure place. Literature should keep a pure heart. No, it should be said that everyone should have it, but as time goes on, it is lost. I hope you can stick to it. " Only then did he understand the true meaning of the little old man.

Wang Fan sat in his seat and didn't leave, but there was no flattery. He quietly looked at this group of walking dead, sinking into the world of mortals, secular in the secular. He can clearly feel the evil in the world. I can't help sneering.

Will I change if there is no little old man as editor-in-chief? Will you also lose that pure heart? Life forces you to have no place to stand ... I remember a celebrity said: When life forces you to retreat, don't forget that there is still a road behind you, and that is crime. Wang Fan can't help but break out in a cold sweat ... The bottom line will keep going down, and the desire is rising.

At night, the stars are all over the sky, everyone is slightly drunk, shaking back to the original place, and then, far away, falling to the ground. Is everyone as shiny as the surface? What is under the mask of hypocrisy? Nobody knows.

Under the light, Wang Fan bent over his desk and wrote an article "Pure Crystal, No Dust".

In the last part of the article, he wrote:

Somewhere, there is a castle.

It is made of pure crystal, crystal clear, dust-free, reflecting the light color of the sun, reflecting the rainbow-like brilliance.

Unfortunately ... most people can't see it.

It's a pity that we were born in the secular world, so we can only adapt to the secular world, and finally turn it into the secular world, so we can't live without it and never see the castle again.

Maybe I glanced at it in a hurry when I was a child, but with the growth of my age, I finally disappeared and I can't remember it anymore.

Wang Fan took a sip of coffee, and the mist filled the air, which sounded the last full stop.

Secular and indifferent, why let yourself go against your will?

As soon as it was published, someone commented: "Since I am a secular person, why do I envy immortals?"

Why? Why?

Lin sat in the car and shuttled through the night. He remembered what Wang Fan said when he left.

"I still won't pretend to flatter, because I feel sick. I hate affected people, and you know that best. "

Lin patted him on the shoulder with a smile and said nothing.

"You still haven't changed ... it's fine. Just be happy ... But are you really so Dont Ask For Help? It's just not affected yet. " Lin smiled. Under the night, neon lights are flashing and there is nothing to hide. How many smiling faces have you lost to get to where you are today? How much dignity have you given up? How low is the bottom line? He can't remember clearly.

Only on this night will people take off their masks and reveal their unknown side.

Cao returned to the big house called home. The man is absent, and there is no one. She was so drunk that she stumbled to turn on the light, lying straight on the bed, clutching the brand-name bag in her arms, and shed tears unconsciously. There is a contract on the table next to it, which says: divorce agreement. Somewhere, a man is holding an enchanting woman and smiling.

Wang Yi woke up in his sleep and saw a message on his mobile phone, which read: Give me back my watch quickly. The manager's position was fired because of a major mistake, and there was not much savings after years of extravagance and waste. Now I'm just an idle person. A man, who has no ostentatious posture and self-confidence at the moment, can only shed tears at the moon and sky.

……

The world is full of benefits. Who can remain pure? Stick to your bottom line? Under the mask, everyone is poor. ...

Although people are so disappointing, people still need people so much. Inevitable.

There should be no secularism in "fallen immortals"

There should be no secularism, right?