I said something without thinking.

"I'm going. Although walking is forbidden ... I worship people like a god ... I have no language rules ... I said something without thinking ... I said that everything was dead ... I said that sadness is gloomy ... "peter handke's remorse, seemingly remorse, is actually an indictment of world rules. I was born, lived by the rules, learned the language, learned to live, and learned to obey the rules.

This drama accuses men and women with crossed voices, and describes the common things in the process of people's growth, as well as the resistance and failure of "I". The sentences are constantly arranged, and each sentence is full of thinking. When reading carefully, I always feel that there will be a lot of powerlessness, and the beasts who suppress their hearts will wait for the opportunity.

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blame oneself

Austrian peter handke/Wen? Gu Mu/Translation

This play is a recitation for a male reciter and a female reciter. No role. The voices of male and female reciters cooperate with each other, or alternate or chorus, and the voices change dramatically, creating an auditory level. The stage is empty. Two reciters use microphones and speakers. The audience and the stage are always bright. Without the curtain, the curtain will not end at the end of the performance.

I came into this world.

I've changed. I was created. I had a baby. I have grown up. I was born. I was included in the birth registration form. I'm getting older and older.

I am very active. I moved my body parts. I did some exercise. I stood still. I moved away from my original place. I moved from one place to another. I have to move. I can move.

I moved my mouth. I have a feeling. I let myself be noticed. I cried. I spoke. I heard a voice. I recognized the noise. I made a noise. I created the intonation. I know intonation, noise and pronunciation. I can talk now. I can cry now. I can keep silent.

I saw it. I saw what I saw again. I am conscious. I recognized what I had seen again. I feel it. I feel the perceived object again. I am conscious. I recognized the object I felt again.

I looked around. I saw something. I looked at the pointed objects one by one. I pointed to the object. I learned to describe those invisible objects. I learned. I remember. I remember the symbols I learned. I saw the objects described. I described the differences between different forms. I described the form of absence. I learned to be afraid of my absent body. I learned to expect the arrival of an absent body. I learned the words "expectation" and "fear".

I learned. I learned words. I learned verbs. I know the difference between the present and the past. I learned nouns. I learned the difference between singular and plural. I learned adverbs. I know the difference between here and there. I learned deixis. I know the difference between here and there. I learned adjectives. I know the difference between good and evil. I learned possessive pronouns. I know the difference between you and me. I have mastered the vocabulary.

I became the object of the sentence. I became the complement of the sentence. I became the object and component of the main clause and clause. I became an action in my mouth. I became a combination of letters.

I said my name. I said I ... I crawled on all fours. I ran away. I once ran to something. I ran away from something. I straightened up. I stepped out of the passive state. I became the master. I basically walk perpendicular to the ground. I jumped up. I used to ignore gravity. I learned to solve internal emergencies outside my clothes. I learned to control my body. I learned to control myself.

I learned to do this and that. I will do this and that. I can do whatever I want. I can walk on two legs. I can walk upside down. I'll stay still. I will stand still. I'll lie still. I can crawl. I'll play dead. I will hold my breath. I will kill myself. I'll throw up. I will nod. I will deny it. I can make gestures. I will ask questions. Let me answer this question. I can imitate. I'll do it. I can play. What should I do? I won't do anything. I will destroy this thing. I will compare some objects with others. I can imagine what objects look like. I can evaluate objects. I can say objects. Let me talk about the object. I recall things.

I live in time. I thought of the beginning and the end. I thought of myself. I thought of someone else. I walked out of nature. I've changed. I became unnatural. I went back to my past. I know I'm not you. I will tell my past. I will keep silent about my past.

What I want. I want nothing.

I have made progress. I became who I am now. I changed myself. I became a different person. I began to take responsibility for my own history. I began to take responsibility for other people's history. I became one of many histories. I made the world my own. I became rational.

I have to follow more than just the laws of nature. I should obey all the rules. I should be afraid. I should follow the historical laws of mankind. I should play. I shouldn't have acted. I should let nature take its course. I learned the rules. I learned to use "the trap of rules" as a metaphor of rules. I learned the rules of behavior and thought. I learned internal and external rules. I learned the rules of things and people. I learned the laws of air, water, fire and earth. I learned the rules and the exceptions in the rules. I learned basic rules and extended rules. I learned what to do. I have the ability of social behavior.

I've changed: I should. I have the ability to eat by myself: I should avoid getting dirty. I have the ability to accept other people's habits: I should avoid my own bad habits. I have the ability to distinguish between hot and cold: I should avoid playing with fire. I have the ability to distinguish good from evil: I should avoid evil. I have the ability to abide by the rules of the game: I should avoid breaking the rules of the game. I have the ability to recognize the mistakes of my actions and act accordingly: I should avoid evil deeds. I have the ability to use sex: I should avoid abusing sexual power.

I am controlled by all kinds of rules. I have personal information and have been turned into someone with files to check. I have my own soul, and I am defiled by the inherent sin. I have my own competition number, and I am included in the list of contestants. I was sick, and I was turned into a person who can be found in the medical record. I have my own company, which is already in industrial and commercial registration. I have my own characteristics, fixed on the description of characters.

I am an adult. I have the ability to act. I have the ability to sign a contract. I have the ability to make a will.

At some point, I can commit a crime. From another moment on, I can be sued by the court. I can lose my reputation from another moment. From another moment on, I can promise to act or not to act through the contract.

I have an obligation to repent. I have an obligation to live in a fixed place. I have the obligation to pay compensation. I have an obligation to pay taxes. I have an obligation to join the army. I have the obligation to do military service. I have an obligation to go to school. I have an obligation to get vaccinated. I have an obligation to support it. I have an obligation to pay. I have an obligation to check. I have an obligation to educate. I have the burden of proof. I have an obligation to buy insurance. I have an obligation to carry my certificate. I have an obligation to declare my account. I have an obligation to support it. I have an obligation to carry out these requirements. I have an obligation to testify.

Where did I offend the requirements of the times? What practical reason did I violate? What secret terms have I violated? What plan did I make? What eternal law have I broken? What rules did I break in the underworld? What are the most primitive etiquette rules I have offended? What policy have I offended the Party? What drama rules have I violated? What fundamental interests have I offended? What mild demands have I offended? What principle did I violate? What priority have I offended? What rules of life have I violated? What well-known rules have I violated? What love rules have I broken? What rules of the game have I violated? What beauty rules have I violated? What artistic rules have I broken? What right do I have to offend the strong? What pious request have I offended? I offended those who ignored the rules. What rules? What have I offended by changing the mode? What laws have I violated here and there? What orthography did I violate? What forces have I offended in the past? What law of free fall did I break? Have I offended all kinds of rules, plans, ideas, requirements, norms, signs, articles of association, universal views and forms all over the world?

I did it. I didn't do it. I allowed it. I made my attitude clear. I expressed my attitude through my thoughts. I expressed my hungry attitude by expressing my opinion. I made it clear to myself. I made my attitude clear to myself and others. I showed my attitude towards the invisible power of law and good customs. I showed my attitude towards God and my personal strength.

I showed my attitude with my actions. I showed my attitude with my behavior. I showed my attitude by not moving. I showed my attitude by doing nothing.

I made it very clear. Every attitude of mine is clear. In every attitude I express, I express my fulfillment or indifference to the rules.

I express my attitude by spitting. I express my attitude by venting my dissatisfaction. I clapped my hands in agreement. I express my attitude by spitting. I express my attitude by spitting. I express my attitude by spitting. I show my attitude by relieving myself. I show my attitude by throwing away useless and used items. I show my attitude by killing creatures. I showed my attitude by destroying things. I show my attitude by breathing. I show my attitude by sweating. I show my attitude by secreting my nose and tears.

I spit. I threw up. I threw up on purpose I spit on my date. I threw up in a place that violated health regulations. I spit in people's faces because spitting in their faces is tantamount to insulting God. I spit on things because spitting on them is an insult. I didn't throw up in front of people who would bring them good luck. I didn't throw up in front of the disabled. I didn't spit out the actors who were going to go on stage. I didn't use a spittoon. I threw up in the waiting room. I spit in the wind.

I clap my hands to show my attitude where clapping is forbidden. I showed my attitude through disgust at an inappropriate time. I show my attitude by expressing disgust and clapping my hands where and when I am not allowed to express disgust and clapping my hands. I didn't clap my hands when people expected me to. I applauded when I performed a difficult trapeze in the circus. I clapped my hands at an inappropriate time.

I put useless and used things in forbidden places. I put my things where they are not allowed. I stacked my things where I should be blamed. I haven't turned in anyone who is law-abiding. I threw the object out of the window of the moving train. I didn't throw the garbage into the trash can. I left the garbage in the Woods. I threw the burning cigarette butts into the hay. I didn't hand in the enemy's leaflets.

I made my attitude clear through my speech. I took the object for myself and showed my attitude. I showed my attitude by raising my life. I show my attitude by making objects. I made my attitude clear by looking around. I showed my attitude through entertainment. I show my attitude by walking.

I walk. I walked aimlessly. I walked with a clear goal. I am walking on the road. I am walking on the forbidden road. I'm not on the right path. Walking aimlessly, walking on a sinful road. I walk. Although walking was forbidden and violated the fine tradition, I left. I cross the street, because such crossing is in line with the trend. I set foot on a land that I would be ashamed of as soon as I set foot on. I set foot on the land that was forbidden without documents. I left. As long as I leave, I will destroy the Unity Building. I stepped into a building that was considered rude as long as I stepped in. I stepped into the restricted area. I entered the forbidden area of this country. I walked out of a country, and as long as I walked out, I was hostile. I was driving in the street in the direction of violating traffic regulations. I am driving in a direction that is not allowed. I've come so far, it's not advisable to go on. It was impolite to stop, so I stopped. I walk on the right of others, when it is thoughtless for me to walk on the right of others. I sat in the seat reserved for others. I was ordered to go on, but I didn't go on. I walk slowly when I need to run. Didn't get up when it was time to get up. I lie down where it is forbidden to lie down. I stood quietly in the crowd. I kept walking when I should have helped. I entered the hollow zone. During the months when my name included R, I was lying on the ground and walking slowly in the narrow corridor. I stopped the fleeing crowd. I jumped off the moving tram. I opened the door of the carriage before the train stopped.

I spoke. I told you. I said what others thought. All I can think of is what everyone said. I'm talking about everyone's point of view. I spoke in a place where my remarks were inappropriate. When I speak loudly, I speak loudly in an unscrupulous place. I whispered where I asked to speak loudly. When silence is a shame, I am silent. When I need to speak for myself, I speak as a public spokesman. I talk to people who don't respect me. I say hello to those who violate the rules as soon as I say hello. I'm talking about people who are inappropriate as long as they are mentioned. I keep silent about the crimes I know. I was rude to the dead. I speak ill of people behind their backs. I spoke without being asked. I talked to the soldiers on duty. I talked to the driver while the car was moving.

I don't care about language rules. I violated the language rules. I said something without thinking. I blindly give words that represent objects to words that have the nature of objects. I blindly observe the world with words that express the essence of objects. I said the object was dead. I said various forms are colorful. I say sadness is gloomy. I said madness is extreme. I say passion is eager. When I say angry, I blush with anger. I said the deadline was indescribable. I said the growing environment is real. I said that nature is free. I said fear is panic. I'm joking. It's a relief. I said that freedom is indispensable. I said loyalty is well known. I said the fog was milky white. I said the surface is smooth. I said strictly, the old testament. I said that sinners are pitiful. I said dignity is a gift. I said the bomb was dangerous. I said this lesson was useful. I said the darkness is heavy. I said that morality is hypocritical. I said the boundaries are blurred. I said sticking up the index finger is Taoism. I said doubt is creative. I said that trust is blind. I said the atmosphere is realistic. I said that contradictions can bring benefits. I said that the new understanding is future-oriented. I say integrity is rational. I said that capital is corrupt. I said it felt dull. I said my understanding of the world was distorted. I said that ideology is false. I said the world view is vague. I say criticism is constructive. I said there are no lies in science. I said that accuracy is scientific. I said the skin is tender. I said the results were within reach. I said exploring flowers is useful. I say dogma is rigid. I said that discussion is necessary. I said that opinions are subjective. I said passion is empty. I said mysticism was obscure. I said the idea was premature. I said the game is useless. I said monotony is tiring. I said the phenomenon is transparent. I said existence is real. I said the truth is profound. I said that lies are superficial. I said that life is colorful. I said money is secondary. I said the facts were clear. I said that time is precious. I say this war is just. I said that peace is not reliable. I said the burden was unnecessary. I said that opposites cannot be adjusted. I said the front line is not moving. I said the universe is curved. I said the snow is white. I said the water is flowing. I said the ashes were black. I said the ball is round. I said some things are certain. I said the limit is the biggest.

I turn objects into my own. I turned things into possessions and possessions. In principle, I forbid turning an object into my own place. I will be the object of my own harm to society. I interpret private property as the unfashionable object of private property. I said that the object of excluding immoral behavior from private property is public property. I casually treated the person I should take seriously. I touched something that was disgusting at the touch. I separate things I don't need. I didn't keep a proper distance from the object I needed to keep a proper distance from. I regard people as objects. I want to treat animals like people. I have established contact with immoral creatures. I use an object to touch an object that is useless. I deal with nonhuman creatures and objects. I'm careless about fragile things. I connect the positive electrode to the positive electrode. I took oral medicine for external use. I touched the exhibits. I tore off the scab from the unhealed wound. I touched the hanging wire. I didn't register the letter that should be registered. I didn't stamp the application that should be stamped. I didn't wear dark clothes at the funeral. I didn't use cream to protect myself from the sun. I buy and sell slaves. I buy and sell untested meat. I climbed the mountain in weak shoes. I didn't wash the fruit. I didn't sterilize the clothes of people who died of the plague. Hair care water was not shaken well before use.

I watched and listened. I stared at it carefully. I stared at those who were considered presumptuous. As long as I don't look carefully, I don't stare at the object that ignores my obligations. I didn't notice. As long as I don't pay attention, it is a narrow event. I didn't pay attention to the incident with the attitude stipulated in the regulations. I haven't taken my eyes off those events that will reveal the truth as long as I pay attention. When I look back, I have no culture, so I look back. I looked away. It's time for cowardice to divert attention. I listened to people who just listened and lost contact. I visited the restricted area. I visited the houses that were in danger of collapse. I didn't look at the man who was talking to me. I didn't look at the person I was talking to. You should refuse to watch a movie that is not worth watching. I heard hate speech in the mass media. I watched the game without buying a ticket. I stared at the stranger for a while. I don't wear sunglasses to watch the sun. I keep my eyes open during intercourse.

I ate it. I ate too much. I drank too much. I swallow food and drink. I ate four elements. I exhaled and inhaled four elements. I ate without restraint when I was eating. I didn't breathe in a healthy way. I breathe. As soon as I breathe, there is air degradation. I inhale when it is harmful. I eat meat on Lent. I'm not breathing with a gas mask. I ate on the road. I inhaled the tail gas. I didn't eat with a knife and fork. I didn't let myself breathe peacefully. I ate sacred bread with my teeth. I didn't breathe through my nose.

I play games. I played the wrong game. I played the game according to the rules, but according to the current rules, those rules are against tradition. When I am out of touch with the society and out of date, I am playing games. I play games with people who lose their dignity because of playing games. I finished the objects that broke the rules as long as I played. I didn't play games in a place and time where I didn't play games or didn't fit in. When playing games without rules means having personality, I play games by rules. I play games with those arrogant forces just to play with them. I didn't take the game seriously. I take the game too seriously. I play with fire. I play with lighters. I played a marked card. I played with my life. I play with spray bottles. I played this life. I play with my feelings. I play with myself. I didn't have a number to play, so I played. I didn't play this season. I played an evil tendency. I tried all kinds of ideas. I have the idea of suicide. I play on a piece of thin ice. I am playing in a strange place. I played despair. I played with my despair. I play with my sex organs. I play word games. I play with my fingers.

I came into this world with a natural sin. I am evil by nature. My jealousy of my milk buddy has shown my evil. I have only been in this world for one day, and I am no longer innocent. I cried loudly and greedily searched for my mother's breasts. All I know is sucking. I only know how to satisfy my own enjoyment. My reason makes me not want to know the laws of existence and the universe and my nature. I'm possessed. I was created in evil. I release my evil by destroying things. I release my evil by trampling on my life. I don't listen because I play. I used to like the sense of victory brought by the game. I used to like the excitement of listening to wonderful stories. I used to worship people as gods. I get more pleasure from poets' useless things than useful knowledge. I am more afraid of grammatical mistakes than eternal rules. I only accepted the control of taste. I only trust my feelings. I have never proved realism. I used to love shameless behavior as well as shameless behavior. I used to like doing bad things with people. I like criminals. I like the crimes committed by the same people. I like the danger of sin. I desecrated the gods. I am not realistic. I don't call this world this world. I count those stars as members of the world. I've always been a loner. I'm just worried about worldly things. I didn't take a cold bath to suppress my sadness. I didn't take a hot bath to control my passion. I use my body aimlessly. I didn't realize this fact. I didn't subject my body to my spirit. I denied my true nature. I went against the nature of things. I pursue power headless and mindless. I chased money headless and tailless. I have never cultivated a relationship with money. I live a life beyond my ability. I am not satisfied with my present situation. I took the initiative to design my own life. I didn't beat myself. I haven't decided where I belong. I disturbed the eternal order. I mistakenly think that evil is nothing more than the lack of good. I didn't expect evil to just run amok. I gave birth to death in my own sin. Because of my sin, I equate myself with livestock. When it was going to be slaughtered on the slaughter platform, it was still smelling the iron guy who was going to kill them. I didn't resist at first. I didn't find time to stop. I imagined god. I don't want to imagine what God looks like. I never mentioned the name of God. I only believe in three names in grammar. I want to convince myself that God doesn't exist, so I don't have to be afraid. I look for opportunities. I didn't follow the inevitable. I didn't expect an accident. I didn't learn from the negative example. I didn't learn from history. I let all kinds of forces do whatever they want with me. I confused freedom with indulgence. I confused honesty with self-disclosure. I confused immorality with maverick. I confused dreams with reality. I confuse life with customs. I confused coercion with necessary guidance. I confused love with desire. I confused the cause with the result. I didn't notice the unity of thought and action. I didn't see the real thing. I became a prisoner of instant magic. I don't regard survival as a temporary loan. I broke my oath. I haven't mastered this language. I'm not denying the world. I don't agree with the authorities. I am superstitious about authority. I am careless about my sexual ability. I look for desire for the sake of desire. I lost confidence in myself. I have doubts about myself. I wasted my time. I waste time sleeping. I want to keep time. I want to speed up the time. I am in contradiction with time. I don't want to get old. I don't want to die. I don't want to let nature take its course. I can't limit myself. I'm getting impatient. I'm not looking forward to it. I didn't think about the future. I haven't thought about my future. I live in the present. I am self-righteous. I pretended as if I was the only one in the world. I didn't prove any lifestyle. I am opinionated. I am at the mercy of others. I didn't work hard on myself. I didn't create my own living conditions at work. I don't see God in every poor person. I didn't wipe out the ills in the cradle. I brought my children into this world irresponsibly. I didn't adapt my entertainment to my social environment. I've been looking for bad companions. I always want to be in the center. I'm so unsociable. I have lived too much for myself. I didn't see the meaning of the word "too". I don't take everyone's happiness as my lofty goal. I didn't put my personal interests after the collective interests. I didn't cooperate with the discussion. I ignored the instructions. I didn't refuse to carry out unreasonable instructions. I didn't realize my limit. I can't see the internal relationship between this thing and that thing. I didn't turn a disadvantage into an advantage. I changed my faith. I became untraceable. I didn't serve my career. I am satisfied with what I have. I always see only myself. I was instigated. I haven't decided this or that yet. I didn't take a stand. I broke the balance of power. I violated the accepted rules. I didn't fulfill the quota. I didn't reach the set goal. I am my own world. I breathe too little fresh air. I woke up too late. I didn't clean the sidewalk. I left the door open. I am too close to the cage. I didn't get out of the way of the entrance. I didn't get out of the way. I pulled the emergency brake when there was no emergency. I leaned my bike against the wall where cars are forbidden. I pleaded. Door to door sales. I didn't keep the street clean. I didn't wipe the mud off my shoes. I leaned out of the window when the train started. I use an open flame in a dangerous or dangerous room. I went to work without an appointment. I didn't give my seat to the disabled. I smoke in the hotel bed. I didn't turn on the tap. I spent the night on a park bench. I walk my dog without a leash. I didn't put a muzzle on the biting dog. I didn't put my cane and umbrella in the cloakroom. I touched the goods before I bought them. I didn't box the container immediately after I took the object. I press the spray bottle with super flame. I crossed the intersection at the red light. I'm walking on the expressway. I'm walking on the railway. I didn't walk on the sidewalk. I didn't go by tram. I didn't pull the bail handle I used the toilet when the train stopped. I didn't follow the instructions of the staff. I let the motor run in the restricted area. I didn't press the button. I crossed the tracks at the railway station. I didn't retreat when the train came into the station. I have exceeded the maximum load of the elevator. I broke the peace of the night. I put up posters on the wall where posting is forbidden. I want to open the door that should be opened. I want to open the door that should be opened. I wandered at the last minute after dark. When I need to stay dark, I turn on the light. I didn't keep calm when I met an accident. I left home when I was forbidden to go out. I didn't stand still during the disaster. I think of myself first. I left without cleaning up the house. I pressed the alarm without permission. I disabled the alarm without permission. I didn't use the safety exit. I am very crowded. I trample. I didn't break the window with a hammer. I blocked the road. I fought back without permission. I didn't stop when I heard the warning. I didn't put my hand on my head. I didn't aim at my leg. After pulling down the safety bolt, I fumbled to pull the trigger. I didn't save the women and children first. I didn't approach the drowning man from behind. I put my hand in my pocket and didn't take it out. I didn't stand at attention. I'm not blindfolded. I'm not looking for shelter. I became an obvious target. I'm too slow. I move too fast. I moved.

I don't think the movement of my shadow is evidence of the movement of the earth. I don't think my fear in the dark is evidence of my existence. I don't take my rational pursuit of eternal life as proof of my existence after death. I don't take my dislike of the future as proof that I don't exist after death. I don't think the relief of pain is proof of the passage of time. I don't think my interest in survival is evidence of time stagnation.

I'm not who I used to be. I am not the person I should be. I didn't become what I should have become. I didn't keep what I should have kept.

I came to the theater. I listened to the play. I recited the script. I wrote this script.