Why did Tianhou, who was once comparable to Faye Wong, fall into the street for help?

After a generation of sad songs, I am sad because of my feelings.

"Whispering in the firefly window" says: "Talking about seven points, I am slightly drunk; The pen and ink are sparse, and the words are graceful; Simple and broken, euphemistic, is the highest realm of endless beauty. "

Appropriate proportion to avoid overflow, whether writing or drawing; Being a man or being a man, we are all talking about this appropriate way of going too far.

Anyone who walks in the world of mortals will care about secular rulers and measure them by standards. So there was an absurd drama, a great tragedy.

The beginning of tragedy is often: intellectual pain, deep feelings are hard to live.

Among them, many people feel sorry, but Xu Meijing's experience is particularly regrettable.

After "Moonlight in the City" and "The Sunshine Always Comes After the Rain" were sung to a generation of songs known in the streets, they were always accused of being reduced to the streets, and the ups and downs of fate were more like a drama.

It's just that the song ended and the flowers were gone.

Zhang Ailing said that life is like a dance. The person who teaches you the first dance step will accompany you to the end.

For Xu Meijing, Chen Jiaming was the first person to teach her dance steps. Unfortunately, the man who taught her to dance became her lifelong misfortune.

Xu Meijing was born in 1974, and her family was not well off, but God gave her a gentle and moving voice: blurred and sad, ethereal and cold, which later became a generation's memory of youth.

1992, Xu Meijing, who just graduated from middle school, participated in the Miss Chinese Singaporeans Beauty Contest, and finally won Miss Friendship and Miss Most Photographed with her refreshing and refined appearance.

A year later, in the singing contest of "Looking for Superstars", Xu Meijing won the contract of the record company with her beautiful voice. As a gold medal producer, Chen Jiaming has also become a Bole who changed her life.

Since then, Xu Meijing's soaring wings and sudden fall have been inextricably linked with this man.

Chen Jiaming is a famous songwriter. Although he is not handsome, he is known as "Jonathan Lee of Singapore". Wu Qixian's Silly, Anita Mui's Love You A Thousand Times, Tao Jingying's Dream, Asan's Your World and other famous golden songs are all written by him, and he is a well-deserved musical genius.

But all his best songs were given to Xu Meijing.

The first time they met, it seemed that there was some kind of fate.

Xu Meijing was still stopping the singing contest, and he was waiting in the dressing room. In order to ease her panic, she quietly hummed a melody. Chen Jiaming, who came to look for a voice, praised her: "Singapore can't find a voice as beautiful as you!" The stranger's approval suddenly shocked Xu Meijing. The first time we met, there was a feeling of meeting each other for a long time.

Then, Chen Jiaming didn't bear the wonderful sound alone. As a manufacturer with unique vision, he didn't try his best to package Xu Meijing, let alone let her take the road of idol. He has a good grasp of Xu Meijing's voice. In view of her quiet, beautiful and simple temperament, different from other women's vivid publicity, he tailored many song styles for her.

In the first album "Know Me", Xu Meijing got a lot of attention when she tried Yingying for the first time. 1995, Chen Jiaming signed a contract with Shang Hua record company in Taiwan Province province, and Xu Meijing joined.

A year later, they jointly released Regret and Stay at Home at Night, and the two albums beat Andy Lau, who was a smash hit in the same period, with super-high sales. Xu Meijing, 22, took this opportunity to quickly become a first-class singer.

Xu Meijing satisfactorily presented Chen Jiaming's works: a slightly nasal voice, clean and clear, with a hint of depression and laziness, comforted many dejected souls in shallow singing.

Many people fall in love with Xu Meijing's singing, because there is not only a bright sadness in her voice, but also a warm and cordial quality. A song "The sunshine always clears up after the rain" has inspired countless people to regain their hopes for life, get out of the ups and downs, and even become a China women's volleyball team song that witnessed the wind and rain, failure and glory all the way.

From 65438 to 0997, Xu Meijing entered the Hong Kong music scene and released Cantonese albums. Her "Thirteen Wonderful Songs" won the IFPI charts for a record three weeks in a row.

In the 1990s, Hongkong and Taiwan Province competed for hegemony. There were Faye Wong, Sandy Lam and Sammi Cheng before, and May and CoCo Lee were also excellent singers at that time. However, the perfect combination of Chen Jiaming and Xu Meijing made Xu Meijing quickly become a musical Leng Yan. She broke through the iron wall of Hong Kong and Taiwan music scene with many popular golden songs, and was once called the "Queen Killer".

It is difficult for a young voice to sing the desolation of the years, but Xu Meijing can sing the vagrancy of life and destiny.

Some people once compared Xu Meijing and Faye Wong, and thought that they were the two great sounds of nature in Chinese music after Teresa Teng: the sounds of nature in Faye Wong were untouchable; Xu Meijing's music is on the ground, in the world, around everyone, and you can understand it with a turn.

If Faye Wong is cold, then Xu Meijing is cold: the night dew is slightly cold and the regret is long; How much sadness, heartbreaking. ...

There are no gorgeous skills and idol packaging, but when people mention her, they can't help but sigh, "Xu Meijing, that is really a person who sings with life."

Qingshan said that if a person is too emotional, he will hurt himself and others.

Fortunately, Xu Meijing, who is full of emotions, endowed the song with vitality and let me shine in the music world for a while; Unfortunately, the emotional twists and turns from time to time intrigue spent her life energy, and after several ups and downs, she finally withered and left. ...

For Xu Meijing, Chen Jiaming is not only her "founder of empire", but also her mentor. They came together through close cooperation.

The famous musician Xu Changde once commented on Xu Meijing: "This is another Faye Wong"; Huang Weiwen was fascinated by the charm of her voice and wrote a song specially for her, called "Allure"; Jonathan Lee even traveled across the ocean, urging her to join Rolling Stone Records, which was in its heyday at that time.

These enviable and coveted opportunities could have been at your fingertips, but she fell in love with Chen Jiaming, and even if this love was the moon in the water and the flower in the mirror, she stopped for it.

Zhang Xiaoxian wrote in Happy Fish Cheek: "My heart has its own horizon. No matter how wide the world is, it can't compare with wandering in a man's heart. That is the horizon."

Therefore, in the face of many olive branches, she refused one by one: "I only cooperate with Chen Jiaming. I like working with him. He will accept other people's opinions and understand my music style and market taste. "

Today, this is not the only reason. She once chose to stay in Singapore because Chen Jiaming was there.

No wonder Director Li once said with emotion, "Women are very rational, and she is used to understanding and judging the world with rationality."

This is the source of her rich life experience, and it will also be the chief culprit of her tragic fate.

At that time, for the sake of Xu Meijing, Chen Jiaming also gave up other jobs and concentrated on writing and composing music for her.

He has a gift for listening to her music and understands her inner fragility. As long as she can sing all the twists and turns in his lyrics.

Chen Jiaming once wrote such a passage in the inner page of Xu Meijing's first album "Clear": "Mei Jing is born neurotic, which makes people feel distressed and pitiful. Her voice is like a pair of hands, grabbing you quietly and making people want to cry. "

He tried his best to cultivate her, build her, and let Xu Meijing take the position of queen of songs from a newcomer in two or three years.

He tried his best for her, but he couldn't give her marriage, not even lasting love.

Let him give up his years and be quiet, which is undoubtedly subverting my life.

After all, the legendary Duke of Windsor didn't want to serve his country for beauty, but only needed one. Even Yang Guifei, who once indulged in 3,000 suits, became a pawn discarded by Li Longji to protect herself in the Ma Wei mutiny.

Of course, Chen Jiaming also loves Xu Meijing, but in his place, there is still a lack of marriage in exchange.

Because affection is not his life, not his best choice. "The lesser of the two evils; When the two benefits are in power, the right should be taken. " This is his ideal logic.

For him, he can quietly erase all traces of love, but she is left alone in the same place, feeling hurt secretly, just as she sang in Spread: "The world is deserted without you, and my thoughts spread quietly ..."

She is pale enough to hide in any noisy background; She is so thick that the cuckoo cries blood and the snow falls.

Some people say, "people who are too deeply involved in the play, or authentic people, always make onlookers sigh."

People who are too deeply involved in the play are unaware of the plot, and onlookers can only sigh through the emotional gap.

There is a saying: "There are a few things in life, and there is no one in the world."

In 2000, Xu Meijing released her last album Static Electricity, which was still made by Chen Jiaming, but it became her swan song.

It only takes seven short years to belong to her glory.

At that time, Chen Jiaming's empathy for Xu Meijing's assistant led to the assistant's suicide. Later, Xu Meijing, who was hurt by feelings, withdrew from the music scene and began to engage in public welfare undertakings. Two years later, she left for Taiwan Province Province, China. During her stay in Taiwan Province, she met the artist Yuan Yaofa.

That year, Yuan Yaofa just made her debut and played the first hero in the first idol series Goodbye Firefly. She was called "Prince of Asian New Love Songs" by the mainstream media, and was once ridiculed as Jay Chou's successor.

When she met him, she thought it was the beginning of rebirth. Unexpectedly, it was another nightmare.

In 2003, Yuan Yaofa accompanied her to Italy. His sympathy and careful care slowly revived her frozen heart.

Greedy women have no intention of fame and fortune, but they can't refuse to show their kindness under the banner of love.

New love, let her slowly heal the past wounds.

Soon, she was pregnant and ecstatic. When she told him the good news happily, he forced her to abort the baby. There is no doubt that a sudden visit to a little life conflicts with the other party's career plan.

Later, Yuan Yaofa was buried because he offended the top of the company. I took it out on her when my career was depressed. Later, the two often make a scene about it. Her boyfriend, who had been sympathetic to her, punched her.

Swimming from the other shore to this shore, she has exhausted all her strength, but she still can't reach a ferry that allows her to stay.

When her relationship with Yuan Yaofa was desperate, Chen Jiaming informed her that she had divorced and hoped to get back together, and launched a fierce attack on her again.

Unforgettable old love, she returned to Chen Jiaming.

"A Little Zen Monk" said, "If you like someone for too long, it becomes an obsession. In the end, you can't tell whether you like him or the halo I put on him. "

She thought she had finally come to Thailand. But Chen Jiaming lied to her, and he didn't get divorced.

He put her in an awkward position again. The child is gone, and both relationships are water under the bridge.

This change, like the last straw that overwhelmed the camel, completely crushed Xu Meijing. She was full of holes, experienced this emotional scam, walked for several years, and never stood up again.

In 2006, Xu Meijing was exposed in a six-star hotel in Singapore, followed a stranger into the hotel room, kowtowed and shouted "Call me God". The victim later reported to the police, and Xu Meijing was arrested by the police on suspicion of physical abnormality, and stayed at the Psychological College for observation. Soon, the doctor proved that he suffered from physical unity.

However, the family did not take good care of her and sent her to a physical hospital.

When the news came out, there was an uproar.

After a cold and quiet song, she was crazy about love.

Several fans who loved her were deeply shocked: her songs comforted several people who were displaced and heartbroken, but I hated them.

After that, she seemed to disappear into the vast sea of people.

When her illness was temporarily stable and she returned to the music scene, some media described her as "a soft and beautiful return".

"Other female singers are goddesses when they come out. As long as she comes out, she is an old friend who wants to catch up. Ten years later, we didn't come to see her, but she came across the ocean to see us. Listening to her singing "Moonlight in the City", the night sky overhead is the moonlight of 20 15 years, not the end of the 1990 s. "

Later, after attending a program, she still didn't talk much. Before leaving the stage, she smiled and said, "Life is short, I wish you all."

She also attended the "Stephanie Kepler World Tour Concert" as a special guest, and her singing was lonely and alienated, adding a little huskiness.

On May 20 19 18, Xu Meijing finally held a solo concert in Nanjing. Most of the fans who come here are fans who were obsessed with her singing when they were young. They share their past and worries and are a bridge to connect time. So when the prelude of each song rings, she brings back a memory.

But a few months later, she appeared on the streets of Singapore. Because her family robbed her family, she was forced to sing for help.

A generation later, people can't help sighing the paradox and impermanence between human nature and fate.

Think of the song "Interwoven Light" she sang in the movie "Midnight Food Store": Please accompany me to the other side of the rainbow and forget all the injuries. You must bloom for me. Even if the waves are separated in the face of darkness, please remember the light when they are intertwined. ...

Although there are too many ups and downs, when talking about her physical condition, she said, "I am very satisfied with my life now." It is incredible to be able to walk out of a physically unified world. What is this concept? Simply put, it means crazy! I don't shy away from this. This situation has caused me some trouble and made me think about it further. There is a sense of rebirth of' coming back'. "

The madness of the body is just the tearing of the soul. She fled to the chaotic world as a shelter, and when she finally woke up, she could face up to all kinds of sufferings in the world.

It has been more than ten years since he was diagnosed with body unity. In a long time, she closed her door and repaired her soul.

"Life is like a trip against the wind, and a reed is sailing." If there is no self-crossing, perhaps any external assistance is futile.

And the process of healing the soul may be like letting the sun shine through the window lattice gradually from the long night to the dawn, and dispersing all shadows until the sky clears up:

"The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream. Please warm his heart and see through the ups and downs of the world. Can there be more happy fragments ... "

Someone once summed up the changes in our period like this: "Running in the quicksand world and walking in the decaying world. The so-called meekness is just stop for a minute; The so-called great sorrow is just another wave of laughter. "