Reflections on "Worry-Free Grocery Store" ③ Hirosuke and the Beatles ②

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Worry-free grocery store wrote back and advised him to listen to his parents' arrangement, but he must help his parents to help each other in the same boat, grow up well, help them break through the difficulties and usher in a new life in the family.

From Hirosuke, I once again realized how uncertain and fragile adolescent children are.

They are eager to go to the world, but because the world is too vague, they are afraid, antagonistic, exclusive, uneasy and angry.

The day before he left, he went to see the Beatles movie "Let It Be".

Before watching the movie, his classmates reminded him that he would be disappointed after watching it. Sure enough, he only saw what he wanted to see. Pushing forward from the following article, perhaps he only saw the imaginary Beatles, who had long been centrifugal and had no cohesion, and no one had the power to make them feel powerless. Music that sounds so sweet and inspiring at ordinary times has turned into a parting cry.

Hirosuke was very disappointed in them. Resolutely, I sold the most important and inseparable records to my classmates at a low price.

Now that I think about it, Hironosuke's character can be seen from the record he has been caring for since he decided to sell himself as a baby. Sooner or later, he will have to leave his parents.

Father didn't understand, criticized Hirosuke for selling too cheaply, and even haggled over the 10 thousand yuan for Hirosuke's record sales. My father became obscene, philistine and irresponsible in Hirosuke's heart.

The last straw on my body may be just an unintentional remark, which others think is insignificant.

People who know you know that you have been pushed to the edge of a cliff, while those who don't know you think you are hypocritical and irresponsible.

Disappointed with the Beatles and then disappointed with his parents, Hirosuke resolutely got into another van in the high-speed service area, running counter to his parents and drifting away. ...

Serious and responsible police, as an escaped student, took them to the police station.

No matter how the police asked, Hirosuke kept silent from beginning to end.

Finally, he went to Marukongyuan orphanage.

In the orphanage, he fell in love with sculpture and remained silent as always. Later, the orphanage helped him find a sculptor as his adoptive father, and Hisuke became Fujikawa Bo.

He feels that he has changed his name and surname, has a strict adoptive father who loves him and has a job he likes. It is not difficult to think about the peace of his life.

At this time, if he wants to write back to Grandpa Aaron, he should be glad that he didn't follow his parents, but chose to leave because of his own choice. Parents could have found themselves, but they didn't It is estimated that they chose to forget their son and continue to abscond. In any case, they will live forever.

It is better to be together, love each other and kill each other than to leave each other and live in peace.

Time flies, in the blink of an eye, I was separated from my parents for 42 years.

Wandering in a strange pub and familiar Beatles music, he miraculously found that the records in the store were actually sold to his classmates.

The shopkeeper turned out to be the sister of a deceased classmate. Sometimes, the world is so small.

I talked to the shopkeeper about The Beatles, the origin of this record, and a family of three who fled in debt decades ago.

Their parents, instead of forgetting their son, fled and lived, and committed suicide! Not only did the father and mother commit suicide together, but after knowing their son's choice and intention, they forged a family of three to commit suicide, erasing Hirosuke's traces, so that he could continue to live according to his will without any involvement.

Seeing the Beatles' "Let it be" again is the opposite of what I felt decades ago! Not sorrow, not parting, but full of disappointment. I want the greatest effort and perseverance for the second time.

Just like a teenager reading a red chamber, it is a far cry from reading a red chamber in his 40 s and 50 s. People are still the same person, but their hearts are different.

At this time, Hirosuke remembered a sentence once said by her mother, "Not only mom, but also dad put you in the first place. As long as it can make you happy, we can pay any price, even if we give our lives. "

The past, which I thought was completely empty, had long been forgotten, but when I touched a certain point, I came face to face.

Because he escaped alone, the escaped ship lost its direction.

Hirosuke regretted remorse, tore up the reply he thought was well written and wrote another thank-you letter.

He listened to Grandpa Aaron's advice, didn't stay away from his parents, fled with them from beginning to end, tried his best to share the burden with them, break through the difficulties and welcome new students, and had no regrets.

That kind of life may not be so smooth and frank, and it may not be to one's liking. It may take hardships to understand and understand parents, to reconcile with parents, and to have a chance to reproduce the happy life of childhood.

Even if everything is unsatisfactory, the worst thing is that parents choose to commit suicide in such a desperate state of mind.

What kind of suffering is it if you don't take the initiative to face the difficulties and go all out for the rest of your life?

It is not so much that Grandpa Aaron gave the answer, but that everyone can find the answer in the process of growing up, just the answer ten years ago and the answer ten years later. A constant life, the answer may be similar, and a life that changes all the way may be 108 thousand miles away.

Hirosuke always chooses to grow up. His deepest self is still willing to share joys and sorrows with his parents.

If Hirosuke wants to cry, he really wants to cry with him. ...