Woman's forest

I didn't expect to meet her in this place, and I didn't expect her to recognize me.

There is a bar downstairs. Although I seldom go to bars, it doesn't mean I won't go. The proprietress of the bar saw her in the bar for the first time and thought she looked familiar, but she never remembered who she was.

One day, she suddenly said to me, "You really don't recognize me?"

I said I didn't recognize it.

"This is heartless, only a few years!" Her flirtatious eyes and smile finally reminded me of who she is.

She is a woman who once lived in the forest. Her name is Chen.

I don't know her, not because I have no conscience, but because there is no one like her among the women I have been close to now.

The last time I saw her was seven years ago, and the number of formal meetings with her before was less than 10.

I think she looks good because she is young, beautiful, coquettish and charming, which impressed all the men I met.

? (2)

Lin Li is the most romantic man in our village. He changed three women and got married three times in six years. Chen is the second wife.

Lin li's first wife was of a standard figure, kind, thrifty and family-oriented, and got along very well with her neighbors. She is recognized as a good rural woman by the female compatriots in the village.

This woman gave birth to a boy and a girl for Lin Li. To outsiders, this should be a very happy family.

However, no one thought that they divorced after only three years of marriage. The reason is that Lin Li has a mistress outside, and this mistress is pregnant with Lin Li's child.

In this way, the first woman in the forest left the forest with resentment and disappointment.

All the women in the village sympathize with her, and some even call her stupid. Why divorce? Divorced women are not "valuable"

This good woman didn't take the child away, because the family said that she was still young and could find another man, for fear that she wouldn't get married with a drag bottle.

In the first year after leaving, the woman occasionally came back to see the children, but never came back after one year. I heard that she remarried, so it is not convenient to come back.

Poor two children, who are not at home all day, often beat and scold when they come back, just relying on their parents to watch them, as if they had no parents!

I remember one year, in winter, everyone was wearing sweaters, but I saw these two children shivering barefoot in thin long-sleeved T-shirts.

I wonder, what kind of parents are these? Why don't they care after giving birth?

(3)

Chen is the second wife. They registered their marriage within one month after Lin Li's first divorce. No wine, no ceremony.

Only five months after they got married, Chen gave birth to a boy, and everyone in the village called him "Little Granule".

Small particles are not small. Compared with his brothers and sisters and even his peers in the village, he looks stronger and taller.

Since childhood, this little particle has been a naughty egg maker. Since kindergarten, I have been complained by teachers and villagers. But lin li dotes on him very much, and almost gives his best things to this son, which is better than the only son.

We all don't know why Lin Li doesn't care about the first two children, but dotes on Xiao Li, just as we don't know why Chen left Lin Li in the first place.

I remember Chen gave birth to a small particle, which suddenly disappeared after half a year. The women in the village speculated on the reason. Some said that Chen was arrested for taking drugs; Others said there was a woman standing outside.

One day, I asked Chen, "Why did you leave Linli in the first place?"

"Because I want to live a good life." Chen told his story with a smile.

(4)

I have no mother since I was a child. My father is an alcoholic, a gambler and a pervert. He works in the workplace, making money quickly and spending money quickly. He is often drunk and often takes different women home. These women usually make up and dress up beautifully.

He never knows how to avoid doing that to women. I often hear different groans from women. I couldn't resist my curiosity and began to peek.

At first, I was scared to see a woman in pain under her father. Later, I found that my body would itch slowly, so I couldn't help touching my body with my own hands.

Gradually I fell in love with this pleasure and behavior!

Sometimes the day after a peep, my father will look at me with a strange look while drinking: "Did you peek last night?"

I'm ashamed. I dare not look at him. I think he is very serious, as if something is serious, but I think he is snickering inside. He made me peek on purpose.

Then, I found that he deliberately left the door unlocked when he did that again.

From then on, I slowly learned to dress myself, imitate the behavior and language of those women brought back by my father, and tease boys intentionally or unintentionally at school.

The reaction of those boys made me feel very exciting and fun. Gradually, there are many boys around me.

I became more and more afraid of my father and hated him more and more. After graduating from grade three, I followed my aunt to Guangzhou. I was 14 years old that year.

A few years before I came to Guangzhou, I worked in garment factories and electronics factories, but I found that most of these factories were women workers, and they were all wearing overalls and ugly.

Even if there are male workers, they are all wood fragments. I am such a beautiful girl who is beautifully dressed and full of youthful spirit. It's no fun to stay in that environment.

Later, I went to work in a bar. I think it's interesting. I can dress up and dance there and sit on the stage to coax men into buying wine.

Men are all the same, lustful and good wine. These men surround me just to have sex with me. Until I met Lin Li.

Lin Li, who repairs electrical appliances, also helps people run the electrical business. In those years, home appliances went to the countryside, and Lin Li's income was not bad. Every time he comes to the bar, he is with the client, and every time he makes an appointment to buy wine, he passes me by. So I have a commission.

At that time, I was infected with drugs. Sometimes, because I had no money or the police were strict, I didn't have any drugs, so I could only endure the pain of drug attacks. Several times when there were no drugs, they all spent money and risked their lives to help me solve them.

He also tried to help me get clean, help me stand out in the bar, give me a lot of help in my life, and give me whatever I want. But he didn't talk nonsense like other men and touch me.

No one has been so sincere to me since I was a child. So I'm with him. I didn't know he was married and had two children until I was pregnant.

He said he would divorce his wife and let me have children. Later, he did the same. I became his second wife and gave birth to small particles.

After I got married, I found that I was lustful, not good at drinking, but good at gambling. Whenever he is free, he goes out to play mahjong, roll dice, stir-fry golden flowers and play all kinds of gambling methods.

Lin li never paid attention to the two children born by his ex-wife. Fortunately, he is very kind to small particles. I know he loves me, but I don't want to live with him anymore. Because I hate gambling! Gamblers can't save money and are often heavily in debt. My father was forced to death by usury because of gambling.

I was only 20 years old and young at that time. I don't want to live such a poor life with gamblers. I'm still scared. Like a time bomb, it can blow you to pieces at any time. I don't want to spend my life in that stupid village with three children at such a young age.

Finally, egged on by my aunt, I left Linli without saying goodbye. My aunt always said to me, "You are so beautiful and have such a good figure that you can marry a local tyrant and live and eat for life."

I followed my aunt to Dongguan. At that time, Dongguan was also known as the "sex capital". My aunt introduced me to the hotel for erotic service. In this business, as long as you are beautiful, it is easy to make money.

I soon had a lot of regular customers, and the hotel manager regarded me as the number one, serving those senior officials and big bosses. Later, I was adopted by an insider and became a pawn for him to seek benefits and smooth relations.

20 14 dongguan eliminates pornography. The person who took care of me was arrested and I lost my financial resources. I will use the money I have saved in the past two years to open this house.

? (5)

Chen Yi finished her story in a tone and asked me, "Am I cheap?"

"no!" I replied without thinking, "I think this is a kind of life." Different people have different lives, and there is no distinction between high and low. "

She smiled: "Life? You know a lot about life. " This is not the original charming smile, but a comforting smile.

I asked her if she loved lin li. She said, is it still important? It's been a long time.

I know that Lin Li loves Chen, and his love for Xiao Li is a continuation of his love for Chen. And Chen's attitude towards Lin may be just a kind of emotion and gratitude. After all, she lacked that kind of love and security since she was a child.

Chen took out a safety lock and asked me to give it to Lin Li, who bought it in the first year when she went to Dongguan.

I asked her, "Aren't you going to see them?"

She said, "Maybe later, but I don't have the courage yet."

She asked me if Lin Li married another woman later, and if she was good to the small particles.

I told her that Lin Li later married a fat and short woman. Her father opened a plastic factory and was very rich. The big banquet on the wedding day became the biggest wedding reception in our village. Lin is still building a villa, which is both atmospheric and upscale.

I said, "Don't worry, Lin Li holds small particles as a treasure in her hand and loves them very much. In order to please Lin Li, the ball-like woman took care of the small particles better than her own daughter. "

Ha ha ha, Chen laughs ...

(6)

One year later, one day when I returned to the village, my mother told me that there was a woman in the Lins' family, who seemed to be the mother of Xiao Particle. She was very nervous that day, and the little particle was very happy.

"Where is Lin Li's wife?"

"Like wood, I was shocked."

(End)