Relying on my family and my wife, my life has become a tragedy

01.

There is a kind of man in this world who is doomed to live a tragic life, that is, he relies on his parents when he is young and his wife when he gets married.

Before I was thirty, I never worried about anything. For the first twenty-six years, relying on my parents and my sister, I lived like a young man soaking in a honeypot. Tasteful little sparrow. Later, I got married, and relying on my wife to smoothly and seamlessly connect, I once again lived a life of good food and lazy work.

My name is Zheng Baoxin. I was born in a family that favored boys over girls in the 1980s. My parents gave birth to me when they were in their forties. I also have a sister who is thirteen years older than me. She Not popular with my parents.

At that time, in this not-so-rich family, from my grandparents to my parents, everyone surrounded me, pampered me, doted on me, and they really felt like they had me in their mouths. I was afraid of melting inside, and I was afraid of falling if I held it in my hand. It turned me into a useless person who couldn't do anything.

When I was a child, I heard my mother say that my sister’s academic performance was very good. Later, after I was born, the focus of the family shifted to me. My sister felt that she had been left out, and there was a big gap in her heart. After declining, I barely managed to get admitted to a very ordinary second-tier college.

After my sister graduated from college, she found a job selling real estate. At that time, part of her monthly salary was forced back by my mother, and all of it was spent on me. I was only in the fourth grade of elementary school at that time. I was naughty and often bullied the students in the class. The teacher also gave me a headache. My mother never cared. In her eyes, she thought that my son was good at everything and others were not. OK

Under the protection of my parents and sister, I grew up happily and managed to graduate from a junior college.

02,

My wife Chen Xiaomei and I met while playing online games. Later, by chance, I saw her real-life avatar. She is such a beautiful girl. I I think she is prettier than the girls I met in school before. Of course, during my three years in college, I often skipped classes and often went to Internet cafes to play online games. I was completely immersed in the thrill of fighting in the game. I had never looked at the girls in the class.

Chen Xiaomei, she was the first girl I looked at carefully. At that time, several of our partners often played in the virtual world on the Internet, playing until it was dark, and fighting day and night.

I tried my best to please her. I used the money my sister and my mother gave me to give her red envelopes, buy designer clothes, and buy expensive cosmetics. Girls are easy to deceive. Finally, with my sugar-coated bullets and sweet talk, Chen Xiaomei agreed to be my girlfriend.

Her family is from Wuhan, and she later defected to my city, Wuhu City, Anhui Province. She has a very hot temperament and is also very stubborn. She also looks very enchanting and has big waves. She is my type.

Her family is also relatively complicated. When her mother was young, she slept with a rich man and later gave birth to her. The rich man gave her mother a sum of money and then abandoned them. , and later her mother remarried and abandoned her to her grandmother. She grew up with her grandmother.

She traveled thousands of miles to marry me. No one can control her, and my family also follows my wishes. In this way, Chen Xiaomei directly married into our family with a backpack on her shoulder.

After we got married, we lived in a new house that my parents and my sister bought for me. Before, I was just sitting at home playing games by myself. Now that Chen Xiaomei is here, she Also stay at home and play games with me.

The lives of the two of us were as happy as those of gods. After I graduated from college, I had trouble finding a job, so I simply returned home, thinking about inheriting my dad’s small factory. But the reality is cruel. My dad’s small factory was not doing well, always losing money, and later it closed down.

When I think about going out to work and having to be criticized by my boss and ostracized by my colleagues, and have to wait until the right time to get off work, and most importantly, it will delay my time to play games, I am very reluctant to go out and show my face to work.

So I simply hid at home and played games every day.

Anyway, my parents and my sister are in charge of me, so the whole family can't let me starve to death.

Birds of a feather flock together, and people flock together. Chen Xiaomei is also a lazy woman. She has a pretty face, a hot body, and can act coquettishly with me. She knows nothing else. After graduating from junior high school, she came out to enter the society. Over the years, she worked as a salesperson in a game arcade and a wine salesperson in a bar. Anyway, she never had any serious job.

The two of us stayed at home and spent two years in a daze. She was young and was only 22 years old when she married me. Anyway, we didn’t want children. We were still children, so we wanted that What are you doing, little thing? We have to spend our time taking care of him.

Seeing that when we got married, all the money we received was immediately spent. My sister was already married and had her own family and children. Besides, now that she has a little beauty, she doesn’t want to care about us anymore. .

Because of this, she quarreled with my mother several times, saying that Xiaomei and I should go out to find a job, otherwise we would be ruined sooner or later by sitting at home and having nothing to do!

Later, my mother felt that what my sister said made sense. After my father’s factory closed down, he had been working for others, and the salary was not high. She said it so many times that I got tired of it. It was money, money, money all day long, making it seem like I had spent her money in vain and would not pay her back in the future. Even at home, Xiaomei couldn't stand the way my mother looked at her all day long because she was so lazy and didn't make any money.

03.

In anger, I took Xiaomei to Shenzhen to find Hu Qiang, my roommate in college. I really don’t know if I don’t go out. It’s harder to find jobs in big cities. Xiaomei and I are used to hanging out at home and waiting to die. In Dongguan, we can’t get good jobs, and we can’t look down on bad jobs.

At this time, Hu Qiang recommended me to go to nightclubs to sell drinks, saying that the wages there were high. I thought that after all, Xiaomei had also worked in a bar selling drinks, and the salary was not low. I thought it would be a simple job selling drinks, so I agreed without much thought.

In this way, Xiaomei and I went to the Golden Queen Nightclub for an interview with great expectations. Because she was beautiful and had a hot figure, she was hired directly. In order to accompany her, I also found a job there. The head manager saw that I was young, handsome and tall, so he made me a doorman.

On my fifth day at work, I was targeted by a fat woman with curly hair, a fat face, and a big smoke ring. She laughed at me in front of so many people. , said she wanted me to go with her. I am the most disgusted with this kind of people. There are a few bad guys who want to keep a pretty boy so shamelessly, so I just refuse.

Unexpectedly, that old woman turned out to be the big boss behind the Golden Queen. She never dreamed that I, a poor foreigner, would dare to reject her. No matter how many men tried to crawl over to please her, they couldn’t even do it. Woolen cloth.

My refusal directly hurt the old woman’s self-esteem. She called a few tough men on the phone and beat me up, and then kicked me out of the Golden Queen. .

That’s it, I’m unemployed. When I came to Shenzhen, I spent a month playing, renting a house and eating. Xiaomei also liked to go to bars to dance and sing, so the money was quickly spent by both of us. But now, I am unemployed again, because I was injured and spent a lot of money. I spent a thousand yuan for treatment. We have become poorer.

When I thought of that hellish place, where everyone was confused and the relationship between men and women was chaotic, I asked Xiaomei to resign as well. Xiaomei glared at me: "Zheng Baoxin, you don't make any money anymore, and you still don't let me go out to make money. Do you want us to drink the northwest wind?"

"Xiaomei, that's not what I meant. , after you come out, let’s look at other jobs together. This job is not good. There are many men in it, so I am worried.”

“If you are worried, ask your parents for money. Ah! As long as they can give you hundreds of thousands, I won't show up."

"Forget it, I won't quarrel with you, just do whatever you like, that's what you like anyway. It’s a lively place.”

When I thought about how my parents disliked Xiaomei and I for not making any money, I immediately became cowardly again.

Next, I looked for a lot of jobs, but none went well. I went to look for Hu Qiang, who didn’t have any good job introductions. He used to work in a game company, but later that company was not profitable. , laid him off, and he now works as a lobby manager in a small hotel, and the salary is not high.

Xiaomei continued to work at Golden Queen, working intermittently for half a year, and she earned hundreds of thousands. Seeing her handing me a lot of money, I acquiesced in her continuing to work. , and didn’t say anything about her job change.

I have looked for several jobs in the past six months. Either the salary was low or the working hours were long. In short, none of them were satisfactory. Alas, if I had known if I had studied a good major in college, it wouldn't be so difficult to get around now. After I graduated, I stayed at home like a loser for a few years. Now that I have entered the society, I realize that I am a man of eight feet, but now I can't do anything. It is simply difficult to move forward.

Later I found a job as a security guard in a high-end community in the mountain city of Yinhu, because the job was easier and I could take turns working overtime at night. Xiaomei was too busy all day to take care of me. She came back at one or two in the morning every night, and she wouldn't let me pick her up. She slept at home all day long.

Xiaomei has been busy at night recently, and we haven’t had a good chat together for a long time. One day when I had a rest, I thought that when Xiaomei got off work in the evening, I would secretly pick her up and give her a surprise.

That night, the wind was a bit cold. At one o'clock in the morning, I stood on the side of Queen Jin's door on the side of the steps against the wall, waiting for her. I bought Xiaomei a cashmere scarf and wrapped it around her while I was waiting for her to get off work. I called her several times, but she didn't answer, so I stood there waiting for her, looking straight at the Golden Queen's gate.

At the gate of the Golden Queen, there were waves of old men who were in high spirits after drinking, and there were also some gorgeous and beautiful girls who happily walked out of the door holding the arms of greasy old men. At the door, there were one or two drunken men sitting on the ground, still singing out-of-tune songs excitedly. There were also a few scantily clad young girls beside them, their laughter revealing charm. and ambiguous taste.

Shenzhen is really a city full of money and wealth. At the door of the nightclub, there is a bustling scene, and there is a huge wave of gold rush. When men see beautiful women, their blood boils, and when beautiful women see the money in the men’s pockets, they become obsessed with it. Where there is glitz, there is sinking.

After waiting for more than an hour, Xiaomei finally came out. What I didn’t expect was that she was holding the arm of an old man. There were other men next to her, especially the old man, looking at her. His eyes were all lustful. She wore very sexy clothes that night, black stockings, small high heels, and a DJ princess uniform. She looked like a cold stewardess.

Damn it, I saw that fat, bald man holding her waist and pressing against her hard. I just wanted to rush out and tear that bald old man apart.

Later, the bald old man kissed Xiaomei's forehead again, then took out a bundle of hundred-dollar bills from his arms and stuffed them into Xiaomei's hand. Xiaomei was immediately happy. The flowers bloomed and showed a flattering smile.

“Thank you, Mr. Wang, for your preference for Xiaomei.”

“I’m leaving, honey. I’ll come over to see you when I’m done these days, but you have to wait. Touch me!”

Nima, it makes me sick. In an instant, my emotions surged. It would be great to have a few bad money. Just as he was about to rush out to fight, he was held back by Hu Qiang.

My impulsive thoughts were suppressed by Hu Qiang. He advised me not to confront a stone with eggs. That old man was well-established and powerful in Shenzhen. If I came forward rashly like this, it would be like striking a stone with an egg. I would only be beaten severely by others, and maybe even Xiaomei would be hurt too. Being beaten.

I think what Hu Qiang said makes sense. In the end, I could only watch helplessly as the group of male bodyguards escorted the bald old man into a black business car and disappeared into the luxurious night. Xiaomei's eyes were fixed on the direction in which the black business car was leaving. As the car gradually disappeared, her waving hand slowly fell down.

"Xiaomei, are you done?"

"Baoxin, why are you and Hu Qiang here?"

I suddenly appeared in In front of her, Xiaomei suddenly turned her head and asked reluctantly.

Xiaomei changed into her own clothes, Hu Qiang and I took a taxi back together with her. Hu Qiang’s residence was very close to us.

No one of us spoke a word along the way. The scarf in my hand was still in my handbag and was not taken out. Because suddenly, I didn't want to be surrounded by her.

04.

As soon as I got home, before Xiaomei had time to wash up, I picked her up, pushed her to the corner, and squeezed her lips with my hands. His chin and eyes emitted a fire that wanted to kill. When Xiaomei saw my crazy look, she was frightened and scolded me while breaking away.

"Zheng Baoxin, what are you doing? You hurt me!"

I continued to look at her with such angry eyes, unable to listen to her words at all.

I would like to see what the relationship between that bald old man and her is?

She kept struggling and kept calling me a bastard, not knowing what was good or bad.

"Chen Xiaomei, you are so shameless. I saw that bald old man and he kissed you. What do you think your relationship is?"

"Zheng Baoxin, you You are so shameless, why are you wronging me? You are capable, you go out to make a lot of money, let me have a good rest at home, and I go out to work. Isn’t that because you make less money and don’t have enough for us to spend?”

As soon as I heard Xiaomei complaining that I made less money, I was angered again. I slapped her wildly in the face, and half of Xiaomei's face instantly turned red. This slap vented all my dissatisfaction with the world.

When I woke up the next morning, I suddenly realized that I had gone too far and struck too hard last night. It really hurt Xiaomei. I kept apologizing to Xiaomei, but Xiaomei ignored me. Next, I behaved very obediently and tried my best to please her, but for several days, Xiaomei stopped. Talk to me, but every time she leaves, she will leave money for me. She knows that I have no money, my salary is low, and I love playing games. The money I earn is not even enough for myself.

After a week, I slowly figured it out. It was also my fault that I, a grown man, had no ability and let my wife go to work in a nightclub. After coming to Shenzhen for more than a year, Xiaomei has indeed earned a lot of money. Our rent, water, electricity, and living expenses are all earned by her. I used to look for jobs frequently and could not earn any money. Now I only earn two dollars a month as a security guard. A thousand dollars is just enough for me to play games.

Sigh, with my current poor appearance, any other woman would have run away long ago. Only Xiaomei has never left me and given me money. I am really a useless person. But what can I do? I am too embarrassed to ask my parents for money again. My sister secretly transferred 2,000 yuan to me last time, and I spent it all on buying gaming equipment.

Xiaomei and I get along with each other in this way. I still do my leisure job as a security guard. After get off work, I go back and play Honor of Kings to kill the boring time. Xiaomei seems to be even busier. Sometimes she goes to work in the afternoon and doesn't come back until three or four in the morning.

Until one day, Xiaomei’s cell phone was left at home. She went to work, and her cell phone rang. The caller’s name was Wang Dahai, and I answered the call directly.

"Oh, honey, I have sent you several messages, why don't you reply to my messages? I will take Boss Du and Mr. Liu to look for you tonight, you Arrange a room for me in advance and find me some more passionate beauties."

"You are mentally ill, aren't you? You are so shameless!"

Hang up. After finishing the call, I opened the messages and saw that Wang Dahai had sent several messages to Xiaomei that made me sick. He also wanted to keep Xiaomei, ugh! What the hell!

After a while, Xiaomei came back. She took away her mobile phone. When she was leaving, she saw me still sitting on the sofa playing games. She gave me a sharp look in her eyes. .

Smelly bitch, I’m too lazy to care about you. When I think of that bald Wang Dahai, I’m so angry.

Another month later, while I was on duty at work, a red BMW stopped at the gate of Yinhu Community in Shancheng City. I actually saw Xiaomei get out of the car, and then Immediately afterwards, Wang Dahai also got out of the car, and the two of them walked into the community with their arms around each other.

I rushed forward, grabbed Wang Dahai by the collar, and beat him hard. When Xiaomei saw it was me, she was so frightened that her face turned pale, and she pulled me aside hard. .

"Zheng Baoxin, what are you doing? This is Mr. Wang of Senhai Real Estate. Mr. Wang's brother is an official and has great power. You beat him and you are dying? Stop it quickly. !”

“I don’t care about Mr. Wang, as for Mr. Zhang, he deserves to be fucked by my wife!”

Xiaomei is too busy all day, she just knows. I work as a security guard in a high-end community. She never expected that I would work as a security guard at the entrance of the high-end community that Wang Dahai rented for her.

In this way, I was fired from the property management company because the last time I beat Wang Dahai, Wang Dahai had a strong background and was just a small security guard. Killing me was as easy as squeezing an ant to death. . Fortunately, this time Xiaomei interceded for me in front of him, and I was just fired.

I am unemployed again! This time I was completely decadent. I really didn’t do anything right, and my wife was kept by someone else. Is there a man in the world who lives a more useless life than me?

05.

Xiaomei, if she is willing to be someone else’s mistress, let her go. I can’t control her, and I am no match for Wang Dahai. I asked Xiaomei for a divorce, but she refused to agree, saying that she still loves me in her heart, but now she wants to make more money while she is young. In the future, we can go back and buy a big house and car by ourselves, and we don’t have to see my family anymore. His face changed.

I am not stupid. She used me, a fool, as a fig leaf for marriage to satisfy her greed for making money at all costs.

My failure lies in my inability to make money. Money is a man’s courage. I don’t have money, so I have no courage, nor the backbone and strength to be a man.

As soon as I think of Xiaomei and that bald Wang Dahai flirting and scheming together, there is a nameless jealousy burning in my heart. So every night, I would lose my temper with her for no reason and scold her for her broken shoes. If I don't torture Xiaomei, how can she know how humiliated I feel?

Xiaomei is taking more and more money from home. She spends her own money lavishly and never interferes with my spending. While I feel comfortable spending the money she exchanged for her skin and flesh, I despise her at the same time. Dirty, and deliberately hurt her.

Xiaomei and I, in this decadent and decadent city, fell into the devil's cave of desire and greed, watching our souls being rotted, being seduced by this colorful world over and over again, until The tide receded, revealing a terrifying reef.

I sent part of the money Xiaomei earned home and asked my parents to help me look at another house in the city. Xiaomei continued to indulge in the extravagant life of Wang Dahai, an old bald man who spent money on her like nothing.

06,

Two years later, Wang Dahai’s younger brother was traced by his superiors due to serious corruption, and all his property was frozen. Due to the complicated interests involved, Wang Dahai was also greatly implicated, and both brothers were taken away. Xiaomei suddenly lost her money pillar and panicked. She and Wang Dahai were used to living a luxurious and luxurious life, but she could no longer stand a dull life with me.

Wang Dahai was arrested, and I suddenly lost my free and unrestrained life with no shortage of money.

I want Xiaomei to go back to my hometown with me. At least we have some savings in our hands and can still live on.

But Xiaomei, she can no longer listen to my advice. She insists on staying in Shenzhen. She doesn’t want to go back to my home. Later, she broke the rules and went to another nightclub to continue her life of feasting and indulgence.

If Xiaomei doesn’t leave, what can I do if I return to my hometown alone? So I continued to convince myself to stay with her.

A year later, I was picking up Xiao Mei on the streets of Shenzhen at night when I was picked up by a group of gangsters and my legs were broken. Now I was completely disabled.

I truly became a complete invalid and could no longer stand up. Xiaomei cruelly left me this time and went to Zhuhai.

I was taken back to my hometown by my parents, and my life was still the same as before. For the rest of my life, I continued to live a boring life of eating and waiting to die, looking to the end.

If we had known this today, why bother in the beginning? Faced with such an outcome, I felt like crying.

A man who always relies on others will sooner or later become a spineless worm. He is destined to become a tragedy and end up hurting his family.