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Hello, everyone. I told the lewd story many years ago with my own personal experience. A person who repents deeply and is still confused in exhortation. Prostitution has

Hello, everyone. I told the lewd story many years ago with my own personal experience. A person who repents deeply and is still confused in exhortation. Prostitution has caused me great harm, both physically and mentally.

Life prospects, interpersonal relationships, so a big blow. The article is long and the language is not beautiful. Please don't laugh at it. I believe that as long as you read it carefully, it will certainly inspire you.

( 1)

My history of adultery began after the college entrance examination. That summer, SARS broke out. One day, the girl next door invited me to watch the news TV about the SARS epidemic released by the government. I was the only one in the room that day.

Just her two people. Looking at it, I couldn't help touching her thigh and putting it on her leg for a long time. When I was leaving, I hugged her in front of the mirror in my room. Now in retrospect

This terrible past is really shameful. However, I didn't know at that time that the serious consequences of prostitution were really outrageous.

Before the end of that summer vacation, I got anal fissure. Originally, I was constipated, and I did hemorrhoids surgery once in primary school. This time, it's worse. Every time I urinate, my anus always hurts like tears for a while. During the operation

It hurt badly before, and the muscles of the anus twitched, feeling like gambling. That day, my mother sent me to the people's hospital. After the doctor checked, he told us that we should have an operation at once. My mother was very worried and said to the doctor:

The child is still young, can the operation be done? The doctor immediately responded: where is it still small, so big and still worried? So, the operation began at once. This is the greatest pain I have ever experienced since I was born. Although under anesthesia.

Medicine, but it seems that I can't feel the effect of anesthesia. The doctor used instruments to enlarge the anus. Every time he pushes hard, my heart aches. I knew it would hurt before, so I bit it in my mouth with a towel before the operation. However, this

How can you endure great pain? In this way, the operation has been going on. Every time I cry out in pain, my mother will stick her head out at the door to see me. After the operation, I came home feebly. I didn't know at the time. This is evil.

The consequences of lewdness are so powerful that it is not over yet.

In the second year of college, my family met the strictest.

Heavy theft, mother almost all the gold was stolen. That night, my parents spent in sadness, fear and imitation. I heard that my home was stolen at school, but I was sad and angry, and I was helpless. After that,

You can start looking for suspects. Think about it and think that the father of the girl next door is the most guilty. When my mother mentioned it to me, I secretly agreed. Because, once I left my key in the back room. My parents are not at home at this time.

So, I pried open the door with my ID card. Most of the previous door locks were very simple, and they opened in a few times, which was not as strong as the current security doors. He happened to see me picking the door lock. Thought of here, my heart moved.

I don't want to find the murderer by looking for evidence. Because on the day of the theft, the police came to the house to take the thief's fingerprints. Finally, one day, I found my neighbor's glass discarded in the trash can. I'll take this at night

Pick up something. The next day, my mother and I handed the "evidence" to the criminal police. However, it is still like a stone, and there is no clue.

In the next few years, whenever my parents mentioned the theft of their home, they were sad and hated, but they could never figure out why they were so unlucky. Our family was originally related to the family next door. Because of this, the two families

I began to become indifferent, and now I am still in a state of severance. I later learned that prostitution can not only destroy the body and consume a lot of my blessings, but also infect the closest people around me and quickly destroy the whole family.

Happiness, and these disasters are unexpected.

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Since I stepped into the university campus that I have been longing for for for many years, I thought that a beautiful and wonderful university career was coming soon, but I didn't expect it to be the beginning of the fall of my life. When I was a freshman, I contracted masturbation and quickly immersed myself in my hand.

The pleasure of prostitution. Every night when I can't sleep and other roommates are sleeping soundly, I secretly masturbate under the covers. This bad habit lasted for seven or eight years. Sometimes, when masturbating, I still fantasize. Because at that time, girls at school

There are many people, and the people in the university are more open-minded, all of whom are classmates in love, so I didn't realize that such bad habits brought great disasters to my life and the whole family.

First of all, it is academic. At that time, I did well in the college entrance examination and was admitted to the university with the first score in my class. Although it is only a higher vocational college, my grades are the first in the class where the university is located. I was taking classes in my class.

Cadres, I think I should be a study committee member anyway. But it wasn't my turn, because before I entered school, I was separated by God for flirting with the girl next door. In fact, this is still a minor celebrity deprivation.

After that, I took several exams for civil servants, institutions and village officials, and failed in Sun Shan. There is a final exam every semester in the class. In the first semester, I can still go to the middle and lower reaches in my class. After that, the exam got worse and worse. When I was a junior last semester,

I still failed one course. So there is no credit, which is related to whether you can get a diploma. At that time, I was very worried, so I invited a teacher. If it weren't for attendance, I'm afraid the teacher wouldn't let me pass.

Secondly, my physical condition is getting worse. People sweat when they exercise, mostly on their heads. Our local dialect is called "steamer head". There is a lot of white hair. People ask why this is so, and I will answer that I have it since I was a child, thinking.

It's a young white. Later, I learned that this is the performance of kidney essence loss. Chinese medicine records: "the essence of kidney is in the hair." Only when a person has sufficient kidney essence can he grow black and shiny hair, which is nothing.

Wrong. In fact, this is not the most serious. After a few years in college, I don't have many friends, and even my roommates can't handle the relationship well. The best partner has both good and bad. Therefore, sadness and loneliness often accompany me. I accept

In order to get mental illness, try to solve it. The psychological teacher in the school visited; Famous psychologists in provincial capitals have also seen it; After returning to our local area, I specially looked for a doctor in a psychiatric clinic and ate related food.

Medicine. Whenever teachers and doctors give me lectures, I feel good. However, before long, the sadness will disappear again. I didn't know at that time that the root cause was the loss of kidney essence caused by masturbation. It's good.

How is it possible to boil a pot of water instead of boiling water on the stove and pumping all the firewood under the stove? The guidance of teachers and doctors is like adding a fire, but how can you boil water without adding firewood one after another?

My grandfather died when I was in college. I asked for leave to go home for the funeral. Grandpa's body was parked in the living room for relatives and friends to say goodbye. I touched grandpa's body several times, thinking it could appease him. In fact, this is very stupid.

Stupid and disrespectful behavior towards grandpa. Later, I saw from the Buddhist website that people should never touch the dead body shortly after death, otherwise the gods of the dead will feel very painful. Wait until the day you go to the crematorium, all your relatives and friends.

See grandpa off in the hall in the crystal coffin around him. After the ceremony, the staff informed two family members to enter the inner room to bid farewell to grandpa and make the last trip. At that time, young and ignorant, he volunteered to enter the inner room. My father and I

After I went in, I watched my grandfather being slowly moved from the outside to the cremator by the facilities. This scene is deeply imprinted on my mind. After returning home, I had nightmares at night and was awakened by the burning red cremator. I was so scared that I ran over.

Mom's bed was in a dream. I dreamed that grandpa was pushed into the cremator, as if I were in it. My mother was also frightened by my abnormal behavior and told her relatives and friends the next day. Many relatives and friends said they didn't understand.

Because I'm afraid. In fact, where do they know? Scripture says: Whoever commits adultery will go to hell after death unless he repents. The sinner is bound in the burning red tung column and has no time to die. When you think about it, you will.

It's chilling.

If campus life is still in the ivory tower, there are many disappointments, but at least it is not so painful. Then, in my career, all kinds of hardships are waiting.

The next semester of junior year is the stage when students begin to practice and find jobs. In the first two months, no company hired me at all. Although my resume has been submitted and it is my turn to discuss it, it seems that the opportunity has nothing to do with me. Later, I became a teacher in the department.

On your recommendation, I entered an internship in a car shop in 4S. The conditions of the internship unit are harsh, and there is no salary during the internship, so the fare has to be paid by yourself. I also had a big fight with the supervisor there because I was dissatisfied with the transfer of internship positions.

A plane took off early. Then I went back to my hometown and found a job in advertising sales. At that time, there was a salary of 600 yuan a month, and the supervisor of the interview looked up to me. I also wanted to work hard at the beginning.

All right. Because the most important thing in advertising promotion is to catch customers. The company held a promotion meeting in other places and invited many customers to eat in the hotel. That night, I shared a room with the editor-in-chief of the unit, because they are both scholars and

He has a high degree, so we talked a lot. At the same time, the phone in the hotel room rang and asked if we needed a young lady. The editor-in-chief immediately said that if you receive such a call in the future, don't hang up immediately. As you can see, this editor-in-chief

He did a good job in abstinence, so he was young and had a high position. The unexpected is coming. Back to my hometown, I went to work the next day. As soon as I entered the door, the director of the unit said that I was fired and asked me to get married.

Go home when you get paid. Because the night I lived with the editor-in-chief, the clever one actually found out the shortcomings of my speech. Adulterers have insufficient brains and childish words like children. How do they become powerful in today's world?

Is Lin's society better than others?

(3)

After the internship, I got my diploma, officially ended my campus life and stepped into the society. Soon, I found a job in a sock factory in the labor market. On the first day of entering the factory, the proprietress asked me to sign a three-year contract.

Labor contract in 2008. At that time, on the one hand, I was naive and unguarded, on the other hand, I really wanted to find a job. Therefore, although I don't want to sign the contract so early, I still can't stand the powerful offensive of the proprietress.

I signed the contract.

The work in the sock factory is very hard. After entering the factory, I was arranged to be a car stop in the workshop. get through

Soon after, I began to work hard on the night shift. I really didn't know how uncomfortable it was for a person not to sleep at two or three in the morning. Once, I couldn't help it, so I secretly hid in the warehouse to sleep. but

It was also found that he was often bullied by health workers and a warehouse keeper because of his poor work. At that time, an older hygienist and I were ok. He told me that young people should often knock at the door.

Alarm bell. At that time, I didn't know that when I sounded the alarm, I should always be alert to myself and not let myself fall, but I didn't stop masturbating at that time.

The position of car stopper is a technical activity plus physical activity. I was slow, clumsy and exhausted, so I couldn't do it. Later, he was transferred to the packaging workshop to do the work of packing socks. Pack together

There is also a little girl from other places. At that time, socks were wrapped standing up. From morning to work, the little girl is capable, but I work very hard and often feel my feet are sore. Because masturbation consumes a lot of human essence, especially the loss of calcium.

At that time, I didn't know that this was the result of lewdness, and I didn't know that such setbacks were attributed to others, so I went to work passively and resisted, and I didn't know that this behavior was very stupid and aggravated. Finally, at the end of that year, all

Although I signed the contract, I was fired. That morning, I packed my things and rode home. When traveling in the foggy expressway, I was at a loss about my life.

Maybe it was luck after I left the sock factory. I got a job in a big company, and the work place is in the office. I was quite excited at first, and I thought I must seize the opportunity and make some achievements this time.

Performance. I was assigned to be a merchandiser. This is a post that needs a good memory. We must track the goods needed by the factory by telephone and urge all suppliers to put the goods in place. However, where can I be competent? I haven't done it for a long time.

He was transferred to other departments to do cost accounting. During the period, I was on a business trip in other places. Because I needed money halfway, I took the initiative to pay thousands of dollars. However, I was misunderstood by my boss and thought I was lying to him. I'm still alive for this.

Tears. Alas, adulterers are unlucky, and doing good will be misunderstood. I worked in a big company for nearly two years, when the salary was quite low. After deducting the pension, you can only get more than 1000 a month, and this salary is also lower than it.

The people in his post. I didn't fall in love, smoke or drink at that time, and I didn't have much savings, because prostitution deprived me of my due wealth.

During my stay in a big company, there were more office staff. The so-called "office politics" is also clearly reflected here. Because there is no relationship background, and the work is not excellent, only relying on your own diploma, where is this qualification?

Be considered weak in the room. Once, I offended a colleague because of an unintentional remark, and later he abused me in public. But what can it do? Adulterers are not only unpopular, but also encounter many unexpected misfortunes. Because money

I also have a misunderstood resentment towards my boss at that time. In the second year, the company's business was not good, and the year-end bonus received by employees was reduced by half compared with the previous year. At that time, the old staff in the same office took me to the boss for it.

Money. Although I got the money, I also offended my boss. Soon, he transferred me to the grass-roots work. I was so proud that I refused to get off the bus. So, I lost my job again.

After leaving the big company, I took two short-term jobs. The first one was introduced by relatives and went to his office to do marketing. Marketers need to have extensive contact with people and put their work into practice after understanding the requirements of customers.

Do it. But how can we do it well? Every time I try to sell a product, I am always shy. Prostitution kills people's spirit, let alone selling products, and many times they don't want to get in touch with people. Because the heart is harmful.

Being afraid of being seen through and doing immoral things is like "having a guilty conscience". Later, my relatives left to do business on their own, and at the same time offended his boss, so I was able to get in because of my relatives' introduction. Without this relationship, I will go naturally.

People. For fear of meeting people, I resigned from my relatives' business after only a few days. I got a second job online. The boss is a businessman who came back from studying in the United States. Because he worked in a big company, he has a lot of face.

If you try well, you will successfully enter the company. However, people's eyes are sharp. Although the interview is good, it really needs solid internal strength and strong learning ability to do well. However, I can't. because

Because of lewdness, the essence of the brain is lost, it is very difficult to learn new knowledge and can't remember things. So, I only made two.

Last week, I was fired by my boss.

After that, I also took several exams in public institutions, but they all ended in failure. Perhaps it is also the mercy of God. I met a noble man in my life. He is the owner of a real estate agency. Since the outbreak of the financial crisis, the country has been trying to revitalize the economy.

Economically, the real estate industry has introduced many preferential policies, such as tax relief for buying second-hand houses and declining mortgage loans. Driven by this favorable background, the sales of second-hand houses were hot that year. The boss has been engaged in real estate agency 10 for many years, with a wide range.

Good contacts, rich experience and good sales skills. With his help and guidance, I did well. You can tell by the salary alone. The best months, ranging from 3000 to 5000. Second year

With the cancellation of preferential policies, the sale of second-hand houses has also declined. But more serious is yet to come. The boss's brother lost money doing business abroad and borrowed almost all the cash to pay off his debts. At the same time,

The boss has partnered with others to open a pawnshop, and it is difficult to recover the borrowed funds. For several months, my colleagues and I didn't get paid. Then, my hatred began to rise. I thought I could.

The salary is good, and it is difficult to get even the most basic salary now. In addition, with the encouragement of my relatives who are also doing real estate, I came up with the idea of opening my own intermediary. But this road is difficult to walk, and the shop is not open yet, so I beg everywhere.

People, as well as disloyal people, will eventually end up being dishonest by others. In the past two years when I started my own agency, on the one hand, the whole industry began to decline, and the yield of buying a house before rose sharply; On the other hand, my pin

The sales skills and psychology of buyers are poor, and the turnover of natural houses is also poor. In fact, adulterers are all mentally deficient. How can they master the complicated and changeable psychology of buying a house? On the other hand, prostitution.

How to make a fortune by doing business? Therefore, after deducting rent and daily expenses, I have hardly made any money in the past two years. Besides, my first child was born at that time, so.

The situation is actually embarrassing.

In addition, I have to flash back to a story about love and marriage. During my time at the CIA,

Introduced by relatives and friends, I met a girl who works as a nurse in a hospital. Although there have been many blind dates before, they were all hasty or three-minute hot, mostly because their looks didn't suit me and some didn't like them.

Fuck me. In fact, adulterers' marriage will become very bad, and it is easy to resort to unhappy families. However, the appearance and work of the girl introduced this time are in line with my heart, and with the repeated urging of my family, I feel much better, so

Want to seriously pursue each other. However, it backfired. Our relationship, from the initial mutual respect, to the "mutual respect as ice" in the middle, and then to the "mutual respect as soldiers" when we finally broke up, broke down in just a few months.

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The failure of this relationship touched me a lot and made me fall into the pain of lovelorn. I began to think: Why are there so many setbacks in my life and the road of life is so unsmooth? I used to complain very much about my mother.

Honey, I think she interferes in my affairs too much. But what's the use of complaining? This will only aggravate people's sins. In fact, this is the real retribution for masturbating and watching yellow pictures and videos before. At the same time, I am also exploring a kind of redemption.

My way of life.

Thanks to God's mercy, I joined an organization to promote unmarried elderly people on the recommendation of a friend.

QQ group where young people make friends. Soon, the group organized everyone to travel to Tianmu Mountain, which enhanced mutual understanding. Tianmu Mountain has charming scenery. During the tour, we came to Zhaoming Ancient City. In the temple, a nun is giving a message to tourists.

Put Buddhist books. I have always been interested in books, so I stopped to read them. There are books such as Fan Fan's Four Seasons, Wang Fengyi's Words and Actions, loyalty, filial piety and righteousness, and good deeds are rewarded with good deeds, as well as karma and other related books. I stopped to look at Xu.

Duo, a nun came forward to chat with me. Perhaps, it is also the fate of Buddha's previous life. I told the story of my unfortunate experience in love. A nun enlightened me and showed me many Buddhist books. Finally, she took a copy of Wang Feng's.

I should read the records of etiquette and words. After her touch, the pain in my heart seems to have eased a lot. On the way home, I rekindled my confidence in life. I don't understand why there is such a unique fate that I can have it.

Have the opportunity to get personal guidance from a nun in a temple and slowly get out of the predicament of life. I didn't know until later that I donated blood once in college, and this bag of blood happened to be used on a patient in Lin 'an People's Hospital. Therefore,

I got advice from Buddha and Bodhisattva in Lin 'an.

Soon, I found another life partner. Although, I didn't.

I am satisfied with her appearance, but she is cheerful, filial and loyal to me. So, I slowly accepted it. A lovely girl was born in the second year after marriage, which did not bring joy to the family. Since reading those good books.

Later, I began to believe in Buddhism. Choose vegetarian food first. At first, when I was a vegetarian, my family and friends were puzzled, and then I was cynical. Even once, my wife was angry with me and felt ashamed in front of relatives and friends.

Of course, this kind of life is not easy, so I feel like a thief every time I eat, and I am afraid that others will make irresponsible remarks. Later, after reading Mr. Wang Fengyi's book, I realized that people must stand the test if they want to learn well. The so-called "not possessed, not"

Become a Buddha. "Grateful to be a vegetarian, the most direct role of vegetarianism is to cure intractable constipation from childhood. As early as primary school, I had hemorrhoids because of difficulty in defecation. At that time, although the experts performed the operation themselves,

Anesthesia was also done before operation, but the pain was still unbearable. I remember that after the operation, I was confused and asked to go to school. As a result, after waking up from anesthesia, I couldn't stand the pain and was helped home by the teacher in tears. After choosing a vegetarian diet, this situation is gone.

It exists again. It feels a little cold in winter, but everything else is good.

Since I started my own company, the real estate industry

After going downhill, it is not good to add your own conditions. In fact, Fuhui's foundation is not enough, so he often does nothing. It is also because there is more free time that it begins to be released. So, I often go to the vegetable market, 5 yuan,

10 yuan buys and releases fish, including crucian carp, king stickleback, lobster and snail. Every time I buy all kinds of life, I always choose a deserted river or a wide river for release at the first time. The release location is different.

Fixed, close today, far tomorrow, that is, fishing for fear that people with ulterior motives will see it. Because masturbation was serious before, prostitution cut off a lot of the original Fu Lushou, plus what we are doing now.

In the last days of France, natural and man-made disasters often occurred. So if people like me don't sincerely repent, or don't have a big charity to fight and cover up, maybe one day disaster will happen. Even if not, it is estimated that it will be a lifetime.

I have a bad life. After each release, watching fish or other things go home always makes me feel very peaceful and my troubles are relieved.

During the period, I also actively participated in blood donation, all of which were platelets. Anyone who has donated blood knows that the needle used to draw blood is much thicker than the needle used to hang salt water, and people who donate blood for the first time may be afraid. Before each blood donation, I

In the south, I meditated on Guanyin Bodhisattva, and my fear was relieved a lot, and I didn't feel very painful when I stuck a needle in my blood vessel. Perhaps this is the blessing of Buddha and Bodhisattva. In this way, I gave it back and forth eight times

Bloodletting and blood donation for more than two years, good things have come. At the end of that year, I had a relative who had a successful factory and asked me to work there next year. He also let me buy shares and pay dividends at the end of the year. Processing ratio

It was much better before, from the previous small income to the annual income of 50,000 to 60,000, which has been greatly improved. The food is better than before. I used to buy food and cook it myself. Now I have a free working meal. just

In the coming year after leaving the job, the real estate industry has entered a more depressed year. I often hear property buyers openly protesting against real estate companies. The rental industry, on which I used to live, has also been reduced because of the economic growth rate, and migrant workers have come.

The number of local renters has also decreased a lot.

Although you have done good deeds such as bloodletting and blood donation, it doesn't mean that you can get it.

Selling is seriously lewd. One night, I was upset because I didn't do a good job in the factory. Lying in bed, talking to my mother on the phone. Nothing else, just that I'm troubled. Tears can't stop flowing after the phone hangs up.

Let's go How can adulterers do a good job because of their lack of brain power and carelessness? Come to think of it, it was hard for my parents to give birth to me and raise me, but I put my original healthy body and smart head for a moment of pleasure.

Being trampled on ruined the bright future of life. In high school, my grades were similar to those of my deskmate. After graduating from college, he was admitted to the civil service and became a policeman in the police station. At that time, my best friend, grades.

Those worse than me were admitted to a public institution and became teachers. Even I don't think so. A classmate who is usually glib was admitted to the club and became a "village official". Now, although I am in the relatives and friends factory.

I often can't do my work well because of my poor memory. If I were in another unit, I'm afraid I would have lost my job long ago. But even in the relatives and friends factory, because I can't do my job well, I am despised by everyone. Relatives and friends also speak ill of me behind my back, let me

Our parents can't hold their heads up. Once, a janitor in the factory spat in front of me. Although he didn't speak, I knew it was naked contempt.

So I have repeatedly advised you, especially college students and high school students, not to masturbate, not to watch pornographic videos and pictures, and try not to fall in love during school. This will ruin people's bright future,

Even unexpected natural and man-made disasters. Cause and effect are ruthless, don't wait until it is irreparable to regret it. If you have already done it, you should repent quickly, prevent this kind of thing from happening again, and do more good deeds, especially buying.

Things are released, because the effect of releasing the belt is the fastest and most direct, and at the same time, we should honor our parents.

There is one more thing to say.

Ming thing, just as my wife and I were getting married, she was diagnosed as ankylosing spondylitis. This is a stubborn disease that is difficult to cure. In severe cases, the back spine of patients is bent and deformed, making it difficult to walk, so that some patients can only

Paralyzed in bed; Mild patients often feel low back and leg pain, as if suffering from rheumatoid arthritis. Two years before marriage, my wife woke up at night and often complained of physical pain, sometimes it was difficult to get up. To this end,

We have all been to the famous old Chinese medicine practitioners in the provincial capital. With my persistent release, her symptoms have eased recently, and the work in the factory can be successfully completed. This year, our second baby was born smoothly. I think it's just

It is induced by release, and the original diseases of family members can be improved by release. Thanks again for the blessing of Buddha and Bodhisattva. South Shi Shijia Muni Buddha! There is no amitabha in the south! South has no mercy, mercy, Guanyin bodhisattva! There is no clear sea in the south.

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