Zola's hotel

After reading this novel, my heart has been lightened by Gelve's death.

She said that she was an unfortunate woman, and her two husbands kept squeezing her, as if to eat the last drop of blood on her body; The laundry he worked so hard to run was destroyed by her husband and eventually led to bankruptcy; She shouldered the burden of the family alone, but in the end, the tree fell apart. Later, she decided not to insist. She began to be depressed, compromise and deceive herself. She released her desire and left her work far behind. She became lazy, fat and opportunistic. ...

But this penniless woman used to be a beautiful and hardworking girl, and her clothes were the cleanest and neatest in town. She is kind-hearted and very friendly to her neighbors. She is self-respecting and self-loving, supporting a warm and clean hut with her own hands; She hates alcohol and swearing. She seems to be Bai Lianhua in the street, with her own style.

But the street is like sludge. The saddest thing is that she doesn't understand tolerance and compromise, and finally she buries her soul and body in the sludge. It is said that misfortune is given by God, but it is more caused by herself. If it hadn't been for her blind forbearance to her husband, which made his ugly behavior worse, it might not have become like this. If he is independent and determined, maybe she can always stick to her career. However, there are not so many possibilities.

I once wanted to jump into the novel and kill her ex-husband, a hypocritical and disgusting speculator. I also want to give Gelve a few loud slaps to show her what vicious beasts are around her. I think the blacksmith is the only one who can do it for me. In the whole novel, he is the only one who is not affected by this kind of sludge, but he didn't wake her up. When Gervais tried to lend him money for the last time, he refused. Gervais said, "Are we still good friends?" Gure said, "Yes, but I can't go back."

Yes, I can't go back. He has saved her countless times, and he invited her to elope with him to start over in a strange place. But the cowardly Ghouila did not catch Gu Re, but imprisoned a group of lazy love rat and fell into the abyss. ...

What attracted me at first was Ghouila's personality. To tell the truth, she and I are somewhat similar, naive and cowardly. When Ghouila was abandoned for the first time, I think she will stand up again and live happily. But I guessed the process but not the result. Perhaps this is caused by her personality, such as Ah Q's spirit beautifying her ruined life. I don't want to be a real version of Gervela, learn to refuse, learn to persist, and learn to adhere to your own principles!