Among hotel singers

They say it is difficult to fall in love with someone.

Maybe they never learned how to wait patiently.

Maybe they just won't wait patiently.

They say it is always dark before dawn.

It is said that it is always dark before dawn.

But you say goodbye before dawn

But you said goodbye before dawn.

So who is really right?

So what is right and what is wrong?

When you tear down the fence,

When you beat all the defenses

But I'm the only one in this bed

I am a person who lives alone.

When you feel his hands around your excrement.

It's like you feel his hand grab your wrist.

I can feel them around my neck.

I felt his hand reaching into my neck.

God, this complacency has numbed me.

God, this arrogance has paralyzed me.

This numbness makes me afraid to go back to the abyss

And this numbness brings deeper fear.

I am slowly learning how to learn from some things.

I'm beginning to know that it takes a long time to remember.

Realize that the only thing worse than feeling pain

I see. What is worse than feeling pain?

Senseless

foolish

There is a sense of intoxication in her smile, which goes straight to my mind.

Her smile is a poison that is hard to quit, and it hits the soul directly.

Without it, I can't see these fuzzy lines that I have been fed in the past.

If it wasn't for this, I wouldn't have seen it. This fuzzy light has always fascinated me.

Sometimes I think, maybe my chest is getting bigger.

Sometimes I wonder if my breasts are beginning to swell.

Or maybe my heart is sinking.

If not, my heart is sinking slowly.

No matter how much we decorate the ship, it is still sinking.

In any case, everything we manage with our heart is still being submerged.

I always blame love.

I always complain.

I always blame love.

I don't think it's my fault

I felt pain when I tried to find my own way.

As long as I want to find a way out, I will feel this pain.

I have a responsibility to love.

I will blame everything.

I have a responsibility to love.

If I believe in love

If I believe in love

I will see the flood.

I will go to see the flood.

But knowing my luck, I will try to float to the shore.

Knowing that I was unlucky, I landed at anchor.

Have to wake up

wake up from a dream

I don't want to wake up.

I don't want to wake up.

I don't want to wake up.

Don't want to end like this

Because I'm trying, trying to find the inner light.

Because I'm still looking for inner light.

So get this stone out of here.

So break this bondage.

I don't want to sleep another day.

I don't want to sleep one more day. . = =)

I just want to be with you.

I just want to be by your side, that's all

So please let me disappear slowly.

So please forget me.

Fin

English lyrics come from Xiami Music.