The missing photographer "Lou Dawson" confirmed his death and his body has been salvaged ashore. What did he go through before his death?

Lu Daosen had a very painful childhood experience before his death, and suffered all kinds of torture in his childhood, which led to the lingering psychological shadow. He thinks that his childhood is very bad, and it is difficult to get rid of the shadow when he grows up.

As can be seen from the suicide note, his childhood has a heavy shadow. A rural child, because of family reasons, became a left-behind child in childhood. The campus is often bullied when parents are not around. Throughout his childhood, he had a deep sense of inferiority. He always thinks that he is not smart at all and can't get his father's approval. Perhaps his parents really lack education, which has brought a deep psychological shadow to his children. In the process of growing up, the shadow of childhood did not disappear with time, but it became bigger and bigger, which made him more and more unable to let go. Eventually it will ferment for a long time and erode every day.

First, I feel sorry for this child.

This suicide note is plain, but we can see the child's desire for love from this suicide note. He is always full of truth, goodness and beauty. He thinks that everything in the world should be cared about, but he doesn't belong to the person who is cared about. He thinks that life should be full of sunshine, but in his life, there is no sunshine in his childhood. I think this child should be mentally ill because of his childhood experience.

Second, childhood is still very important.

From the photographer's self-report, we can see that childhood is really important. Once a child has a bad mental illness in childhood, it will be very painful. Every day, psychological obstacles affect his work and life, which will eventually overwhelm his heart and brain. Therefore, when educating children, we must choose appropriate means and methods and learn to guide them step by step.

Third, may there be no pain in heaven.

At present, the photographer's body has been salvaged ashore, and he has walked peacefully enough to let go. I hope there is no pain in heaven, and I hope he can really put it down.