When do you feel lonely?

When a person goes to the hospital, he hangs a bottle and silently looks at the medicine drop by drop, feeling very lonely. Every age group has different feelings about loneliness.

Every era has its own loneliness at that time, and there are different understandings of loneliness. At the age of seventeen, you are beginning to worry about empty dreams, growth and ambiguous love. You carefully hide these worries in your diary, afraid of being seen, expecting someone to see them. You suddenly understand that this is loneliness.

At the age of eighteen, the college entrance examination is coming, and you pretend to be natural and unrestrained, with a free and easy face. In every joke with friends, you casually say why you are afraid to start over, but only you know how you put away your throbbing heart. On some nights, you recite it until dawn. 19 years old, you don't seem to be lonely. In the new environment, roommates from all over the world have formed various small groups, playing games, singing karaoke and having classes together. You keep getting along with others, and then you get along with others. But some sincere words, but no one can complain.

At the age of twenty, you set yourself a small goal. You begin to recite words and brush the exam questions. You went to the library alone and didn't give your seat to anyone. You ate alone and enjoyed a table. Sometimes, you eat two meals in three days, but no one notices. Twenty-one-year-old, traveling alone, leaving when you say it. You climbed four kilometers of mountains, crossed grasslands and crossed the Gobi Desert in Shanghai. You took a lot of photos. Later, you understand that loneliness is your mobile phone photo album, which is full of scenery.

At the age of 22, you graduated, and several friends said "Happy Graduation" to each other. You wear a bachelor's uniform, bring a friend who can take pictures, and leave a mark on every corner of the school. You haven't taken pictures for a long time, and you seem at a loss in front of the camera. On the day after school, you dragged your suitcase from the dormitory to the school gate, feeling that you had walked a long way.

Twenty-five years old, your third year after work, your career has achieved little. You seem to be used to living alone. After work, you sit in an empty room, fill a glass of wine and drink in front of the mirror. The glass hits the mirror and makes a muffled sound, but there is an echo. At the age of 30, after the belated love, you formed your own family, and a pair of children thrived.

When I came back from working overtime at night, I parked my car downstairs and saw the familiar windowsill. You smoked a few cigarettes in the car and didn't go out, because you know, the car is still your own, and pushing the door open is a daily necessities. Every era has a different understanding of loneliness, but loneliness always makes us feel it inadvertently and enjoy it occasionally.