[Diary] I don't like going to the bar to dance and sing every night.

After brushing my circle of friends, I found that some colleagues often go out to bars on holidays and dance and drink, which can be described as such a chic life.

But I'm a little disgusted. I think the bar is really noisy, and everyone has it. When I went in, I didn't adapt at all.

I remember the first time I went to a bar, I sat there bored, watching the lead singer of the bar, watching the disco crowd and watching the beautiful women dancing on the stage.

My friend dragged me to a disco, but I came back. Watching them shake their heads to the music "857, 857 ..." makes me dizzy.

But I have to admire them. It's amazing to be able to dance for that long. That time they jumped to three o'clock in the morning and I waited for them to arrive.

I found myself a clear stream in the bar, not only staring blankly in the bar, but also wanting to write articles in this noisy world.

Although there was a lot of praise in the bar, everyone seemed to be sent away by my boredom.

After that trip, my friends went to disco and never invited me again, because I was bored in their eyes.

To tell the truth, I admire those people who go to bars and dance in discos every night and have parties every night, because they are full of energy and completely ignore other people's narcissism.

But I really can't do it. So I've only been to the bar once, and even if someone invites me to the bar now, I won't go.

Go to tidy up once in a while, listen to music and eat something. But after I began to find that the bar was full of students, I didn't even go to the bar. Even now I don't even go to ktv.

I just live in my own world every day and learn things I am interested in, such as writing, photography, financial management, life password and so on.

I feel that one day is not enough. In other words, it's substantial.

I used to think that bars and ktv could vent my emotions. Now I find that my emotions can be digested by myself in my study.

But I am always lonely, because I live too boring and have no passion for friends and colleagues who eat, drink and be merry.

But they don't know that my world is full of passion, and only I can feel it.

I used to think that catering to the public could make me go further, please my friends and get friendship.

But now, I gradually feel that it may be more exciting to try to follow my own rhythm, not caring about the outside world, not catering to others, and so on.

I am lonely, but I am willing to endure loneliness.