What will my future life be like?

Some reasons in your writing are clear and logical, but you are a little confused now. In fact, whether it is pure or amorous feelings, it is the experience of life or forced; Your age should be the prime of life. You can deliberately set yourself a goal in life, or add a hobby, such as photography. In this way, if you have a set goal, you can pursue it deliberately. Photos can be submitted to a publishing house or magazine, or you can register a photographer or blog, express your feelings and feelings in your own space, and communicate with friends in cyberspace, so that you are not a lonely person, you can also find some like-minded friends in the circle to communicate in life or technology, and you may also find your other half. I can't be depressed anyway. People want to destroy themselves, and no one can save them. The mind is balanced, and the world is still yours. You can control everything, everyone has difficulties, depending on how you look at it.