Procrastination is wasted, and there is not much to come.

Recently, I have a new object of admiration. He is Chen Chuanxing, who has the highest honor in the French literary and artistic circles, the "French Order of Arts and Letters". He is both a director and a master of photography. He is also an art critic and university professor.

Why did you mention him suddenly? On the one hand, it is because the 68-year-old has published a new book called "Kishi Hotaru". It is said that this is a personal spiritual autobiography of his life. Specially recommended to everyone. On the other hand, it was because I was moved by his words. I can’t say that I completely empathized with him, but I also felt the sadness.

He said: "I spent so much time preparing. When I started to figure out a way, I found that it was getting dark. Do you know that feeling?"

To be more humorous, it feels like a cooked duck has flown away. The frustrating part is that life is coming to an end, and I find that there are still many things that have not been done. I have to race against time to live a life without regrets. That feeling of fear of not being able to make it in time is really heartbreaking.

Chen Chuanxing said something quite sentimental in an interview: "I won't have old age to recall. I only know that it's getting dark and I have to walk on a mountain road. I don't know if I can I can walk.”

I almost choked up when I saw what he said. I don’t know why, I’m not too old yet, but I already feel like I’m walking on a mountain road. And I truly realized that the delay was wasted, and there is not much time left. Because my life has never been brilliant, I have already begun to grow old. There is a sense of absurdity that I wish I could start my life over again. Because the delusion of powerlessness is indeed absurd.

But at the same time, it also makes me appreciate everything I have now. Just like Sanmao said: "I don't have time to be young seriously. When I understand, I can only choose to grow old seriously." Now I want to say that we must not only grow old seriously, but also work hard to grow old.