How lonely can a person live in Iceland?

Living alone in Iceland does have a lot of loneliness, but I'm used to it.

When you go out and walk on the empty streets of Iceland, you rarely meet people, and you will feel uncomfortable and even want to escape. While I was walking, someone was walking the dog and came to me. I quickly crossed the road and took another road. Sitting on a bench by Tianning Lake watching swans, someone sat down next to me, and I stood up and left like an electric shock.

A person goes to a restaurant to eat, and likes a corner seat. When you meet people you know and their friends in the street, you will always feel embarrassed and would rather avoid detours. When a person goes to the cinema to see a movie, he will put on his makeup, put on a beautiful skirt, buy a box of popcorn and sit in the dark until the end. Everyone left, the screen turned black, and the last one got up and left. I will also watch movies at home, turn off all the lights, close the curtains, watch slow-paced movies, absurd plots, artificial love, have the patience to watch them, cry and laugh with the protagonist, like a fool.

Accustomed to loneliness, people around you are more lonely. At company lunches, I always bring my own lunch box and silently walk to the microwave oven to heat it. It's been heated for 1 min for 20 seconds, and I'm embarrassed to stand in front of the microwave oven. Over time, even for such a short time, I will go back to my seat, work in front of the computer, and sit among my colleagues with a lunch box. I'm tired of saying things I don't want to say in order to get along with others. Lonely people bow their heads in silence is the most comfortable posture. After lunch, everyone still sat at the dinner table and chatted. I took my lunch box, washed my own spoon and went back to my seat. During the New Year, my friends from China came to see me and stayed with me. The next day, I couldn't adapt. There is a big living person living in a room. I am afraid of disturbing me when I speak, and it is rude not to speak. I was so anxious that I turned around and accidentally bumped into it.

I invited a friend to a restaurant for dinner on New Year's Eve, and frankly told my friend that I was not used to suddenly having another person around me. Later, my friend found a hotel overnight and kept telling me that I could understand. I regretted it immediately after I moved out. The lonelier I am, the less I will get along with others.

Countdown, I went to the cathedral alone, the road was closed, tourists and locals were waiting there, it was a rare excitement, fireworks were set off everywhere, surrounded by 360 degrees, the sky was so bright, even with aurora, I could not see it. In the crowd, I raised my mobile phone and watched video fireworks with my parents. China has begun the first day of the new year. When the fireworks are brightest, people around them hug and kiss. I said Happy New Year to my parents, turned off the video and went down the main street to go home. There is foggy air everywhere, and I cough violently. I want to say sorry to my friend, but I don't know what it means.