How did you feel when your parents arranged for you to be a volunteer?

At that time, I was a junior and felt that I didn't do well in the exam. I applied to Shandong University, which is close to my home, and then my mother secretly changed to Nanjing University (Nantah scored as well as Peking University in those years). The most terrible thing is that I was admitted. I didn't know that my mother had changed her wish until I received the admission notice.