Me and Mr. z

Sometimes, your so-called forgetting is just deceiving yourself. When the memories are choppy, you are already in tears.

The day before yesterday, when I was cleaning up my WeChat friends, I accidentally opened Mr. Z's circle of friends. However, to my surprise, it was a full moon banquet for Mr. Z's children. In order to commemorate this moment, Mr. Z specially sent a circle of friends.

Later, I pulled down the scroll bar and saw the circle of friends before Teacher Z. Suddenly, it dawned on me. It turns out that Mr. Z took a wedding photo as early as the end of April 20 17. Received the marriage certificate on May 3rd, 20 17. And he told me the fact that he and his girlfriend are not married, and he plans to get married after giving birth.

Seeing all this, I suddenly felt like a complete fool. It turns out that Mr. Z has never liked me. He has always regarded me as a spare tire, just play with me.

This dramatic plot reminds me of the plot in the movie "Please call me your name": seventeen-year-old Eliot fell in love with Oliver from the United States, and they had a chemical reaction and fell in love. At the end of the movie, when Eliot got his parents' approval of his sexual orientation, Oliver told Eliot that he was going to get married soon, and the bride was his girlfriend for two years. Elliot was heartbroken when he learned the bad news and stared at the fire in front of him.

Reality is a tragedy after all, but meeting is always beautiful.

Z and I met through Xiao Bu in July, 20 17. 20 17 July, we were on summer vacation. I was so bored that I chatted casually on Xiaobu. During the chat, I happened to meet Mr. Z, who was 500 meters away from me. I clearly remember that his name is Xiao Bu and he is waiting for someone. Teacher Z told me, "He is a student of our school and my senior."

I believed it then. At the beginning of the chat, Mr. Z was always offline and occasionally came up for a chat. Suddenly one night, Teacher Z asked me to meet near the school playground, and I agreed. When we officially met, I was greeted by a man with a height of 170cm, wearing white short sleeves, a pair of green shorts and a pair of flip-flops on his feet. Obviously, he looks like a punk.

To tell the truth, when I first met him, I didn't like him because he was not my type at all. I like mature ones with moustaches and strong bodies. It would be more perfect if there was a suit and tie.

On the night we met, we walked around and then came to a community. He suddenly said to me, "Be my friend. After we confirmed the relationship, we deleted the small cloth. " Who knows what happened to me that day, so I agreed.

On the first day after we were together, he asked me out at night and brought me a lot of delicious food. Later, I learned that he was not a student in our school, but a small supervisor in a canteen near us.

No matter how beautiful love is, it cannot resist betrayal.

After two weeks together, we had problems. I clearly remember that it was a weekend with a light rain. When Mr. Z comes back from work, he puts his mobile phone on the table. I accidentally saw a chat message on his WeChat: Take care of yourself. Curious, I opened the chat message between Mr. Z and the man. To my surprise, Mr. Z keeps calling this man his wife. I knew at once that they were friends. When I asked about Mr. Z, Mr. Z told me that he was his former friend, but they just haven't contacted each other for a long time. Say hello.

Hehe, only a fool would believe such an explanation. It happened that Mr. Z's colleague was there that day. In order to take care of his face, I had to eat Huang Lian speechless. So, with anger, I rushed out of the door, and I sent him a WeChat: Let's break up.

Mr. Z said: Suit yourself. We can still be friends after breaking up. "

Afterwards, I chose to forgive. When I asked him again, Teacher Z changed her mind and said that the man was just his classmate, so it was called because the two people had a good relationship.

I thought it was all over until one day, when I was helping him pack things, I accidentally opened the bottom of his cupboard and found a diary. This diary was written by his girlfriend. In the diary, Mr. Z's girlfriend recorded everything with him. This time, I chose forbearance. Because I know that even if I shout at the top of my lungs, Teacher Z won't talk to me. In his heart, he never really liked me.

You can disappear without disguise.

Some things can disappear without pretending. If there is, it is only a sign of self-deception.

Mr. Z and I officially broke off on 20 17 10. I remember that it was National Day. Mr. Z told me that his girlfriend was pregnant and would come to Shanghai for a few days. I wanted to spend some time with her. I said, "good".

When his girlfriend came to Shanghai on National Day, when I contacted him again, he was almost out of thin air. What he told me most on WeChat was that I was busy.

I understood him, thinking that he had to go to work and spend time with his girlfriend. However, unexpectedly, he was busy for a long time.

He didn't contact me until his girlfriend left. I contacted him several times during this period, and he told me to send my girlfriend home. Then I saw him log on to Xiao Bu. I forgot to mention the most important point: in order not to let me see the position of his little cloth, he hacked me.

We met once after his girlfriend came home. He said to me, "I'm going to Zaozhuang, Shandong." A friend of mine runs a restaurant in Zaozhuang. He said let me have a look. " In fact, I know in my heart that he is going to find his friend.

When he came back from Zaozhuang, I asked him, What do you think? "He said impatiently," that's it. "He also take girlfriend refused to go as an excuse.

I haven't seen Mr. Z very often since then. He travels between Shanghai and Anhui every week (Mr. Z is from Xuancheng, Anhui). Every time he chats with me, Mr. Z uses busyness as an excuse. Gradually, I also accepted the fact that Teacher Z didn't like me.

Mr. Z once told me that he regards me as a good friend and occasionally a friend who can eat and chat with me. Perhaps that's what Mr. Z thought from the beginning, and he seems to have done the same.

May the years be tender and may we never meet again.

Now that I think about it, Mr. Z has been playing with me from the beginning. Therefore, before he met me, he blocked his circle of friends who took wedding photos to get the certificate. He went to Zaozhuang to see his boyfriend. He wouldn't let my colleagues call me because he was afraid that I would know the fact that he was married. From the beginning, Mr. Z regarded me as a booty call. The so-called friend is just a cover. From this point of view, Mr. Z's behavior simply scares me. Uncle love rat is full of tricks.

I don't know when Mr. Z unloaded the cloth. When I searched him again, it was the logged-out user. Today, Mr. Z has a complete life. Anyway, wish him happiness. I also deleted all his contact information. Although we live very close, it doesn't matter.

The mountain is high and the water is long. May the years be tender and may we never meet again, Mr. Z. ..