Envy others for having the courage to leave.

I learned an unexpected news yesterday, and an all-around photographer in the company also left. Before, if someone left his job, he would be very sad, not to mention a big boss who taught me a lot, but he was not sad at all, but felt as if he was blocked and didn't want to talk. I can't describe my feelings in words, but I feel terrible. I asked him what he did, and he said he would do what he liked, which touched a sore spot. I have something I like, but I don't have the courage to go to naked resignation.

At first, I wanted to go first, but I didn't expect them all to go first, and then they all said they were leaving without hesitation, but I didn't have the decisive heart, because I deeply realized the experience after naked resignation and wanted to change careers, which meant studying, practicing and looking for a new job from scratch. So the current plan is to use off-duty time to study a direction without being disturbed by anyone. Or find a few target positions first, see where your abilities are insufficient, then make up for it, give priority to improving your abilities, and discard something that can't bring you any value for the time being, because you want to do too many things, so do something meaningful and valuable.

Although I envy the courage of others to leave, I won't blindly follow suit, because I know the risks behind, because I am responsible for myself and can't make decisions on impulse.