Postscript photographer deer

I'm sorry to know you in this way, Mr. Rodolson.

"It's not straw that killed me, it's countless grains of sand. Every step I take is like carrying a mountain. "

This is a sentence from a suicide note written by 25-year-old photographer Lou Dawson.

25 years old is the prime of life.

It's a pity to lose the most precious life like this.

However, I just finished reading his suicide note.

It was a relief for him to suddenly feel that he had left.

Frankly speaking, after reading his suicide note, I want to express my own dissuasion.

But when I think about it carefully, I find that he writes too clearly.

It seems that no matter how to dissuade them, they are generous to others.

I even think his departure is the redemption of his young life.

It makes me feel that I want to save it but I can't start.

I saw some comments on the Internet, criticizing why Lu Daosen didn't cherish life.

Don't persuade others to be kind, and don't suffer others.

We are not in the role of people at that time, how can we understand his mood?

It is not easy for people to live in this world.

There are more or less gaps with others by nature.

What others can achieve, we may have to struggle for a lifetime.

There are many things behind others that we can't see.

Whether it is the environment, talents or resources.

However, we have never learned or experienced the experience behind others.

Then how can we criticize others?

Lu Dawson's suicide note is full of his desire for love.

Although he kept saying that he didn't get love.

But he knows what love is in his heart.

He will miss his grandmother's arms and blame himself for not saving a stray cat.

He is a gentle and strong man.

In such a cruel growth process, he still maintains the purest and kindest side of his heart.

Even engaged in photography work dealing with art.

Only later, he couldn't bear it any longer, and the power in his heart fell apart.

Finally, I want to say: we can't completely empathize with one person. What he wrote can't bear his pain for so many years. This suicide note is just the tip of the iceberg. What we can see is what he wants us to see, and what he doesn't want us to see, we will never see it. May he have a pleasant journey and find his own love.