Life is wonderful.

Started on 20 19.3.

At first, I didn't know what I would write to express my feelings. I always fantasize that inspiration can appear anytime and anywhere. The time you want to come may be in class, may be eating, or even just getting up and shaking your head and brushing your teeth. I was never sure what I could create. I tore up everything I wrote in my composition book several times. If you look carefully, it's still scribbled. To me, they are not even "inspiration", but fragmentary ideas and unrestrained boredom.

When I was a child, I watched classic works, and Notre Dame de Paris went through them several times, even searched several versions of movies, and Alice in Wonderland was boring and naive, but I stumbled through them several times, and there were some exotic things, such as Treasure Island, Jane Eyre, which talked about love, and Uncle Tom's Cabin, which talked about human rights. After growing up, I read children's literature and fell in love with ancient books. I have read all her books, such as Countdown to the Blue Kingfisher and Cordate telosma. I am infatuated with the decadent teenagers in her novels, and her lazy, sober tone and logical thinking ability when telling stories. In high school, this influence has not gone down. When I can't do math and algebra problems, I will secretly fantasize that I am a edamame, and I will calm down if I can smoke a cigarette. Maybe there will be a tea shop where I meet my black cat and Rama.

Grow up, that is, now, I read A Dream of Red Mansions and live. For me, reading has changed from expanding my knowledge to finding a direction. I even read Story Club, which is a necessary reading in my toilet all the year round. Suitable for men, women and children. Reading The Kite Runner, a story about the repentance and redemption of human nature, I cried in the third year of high school, not because of the author's self-reflection, but because of his contradiction to Hassan and Hassan's duty to him.

I think now that in fact, a person lives just to pass on something. I know my strengths and my weaknesses. My advantage is that I love reading, writing and thinking. My weakness is sensitivity, compulsive thinking and deep-rooted inferiority complex. I know I can't be as stubborn as manager Guo, just as I know I can't let go of my little pride and write this down after all. This story comes from a dream I had at noon. There are still dreams in the dream, overlapping, as if I had left after all. When I woke up with the sour taste of the cookies I hadn't finished eating, the story had already taken shape in my mind.

To this end, I wrote "Life is Brilliant".

Life is wonderful.

( 1)

Lao Guo is my stepfather.

He is handsome, tall and thin, with thin and straight legs. He often wears a trench coat with a collar and hides his neck under the collar, which is very literati. His waist is very thin, and he always wears the last grid of his belt. I have seen him working in a company, next to a group of middle-aged fat uncles. Laoguo looks handsome and bold. Although his face is sallow and wrinkled, his weak temperament makes him stand out from the crowd even with an ordinary briefcase.

I'm not his own daughter, but I have a fatherly crush on him.

As a result, I dreamed about him in my dream. I also shed tears in my dream.

Lao Guo saw it and asked me what happened. I didn't say anything. I dreamed that my mother came back. I was happy for a while and bit my tongue.

My mother remarried and dragged me and my sister here. When she came, she agreed with Lao Guo that she would take care of my sister for the rest of her life and let Lao Guo pay to send her to Langfang to accompany her. I am a college student in this province, and I can go home at any time. My sister worked as a teacher in Langfang, thousands of miles away, and fell ill again this spring. My mother is going to stay with her for another semester.

Lao Guo once had a beautiful wife, but unfortunately she died of lung cancer. My father also took my mother and me to her funeral. Lao Guo kept vigil for his wife for three days and nights. When she was buried, Lao Guo burned all the love letters she wrote to her before her death and buried them underground. I know my mother really fell in love with Lao Guo at that time, because when she saw Lao Guo, there was light in her eyes. After coming back, she began to have tea and eat, and quarreled with her father every day until his leg was broken in a car accident. Finally, her mother couldn't help it and negotiated a divorce.

"You are a woman. How do you live with Yiyi? " Dad sighed and signed the divorce agreement. "Why don't you go with me?"

"You are so cruel to enjoy? Do you dislike me as a cripple so soon? " Dad had already seen mom's mind and asked the last sentence unwillingly.

"Everyone has his own life, so be careful." My mother took my mentally ill sister, gave me a look and motioned for me to go.

I ran to my father and hugged him.

Mother sighed, said nothing, closed the door and left.

From then on, my father became a loner, and my mother and sister lived alone. I lived in school and went home once a month. Mom, they opened a breakfast shop, selling soybean milk fried dough sticks every morning, waiting for Laoguo to pass by at the corner, and giving him a wrapped breakfast bag when they saw him. Lao Guo was moved when cold came and summer went, and finally nodded and became my stepmother. We formed a temporary home, which is Lao Guo's apartment. My sister and I both have our own rooms. And my mother didn't go to work, so I chose to go to Langfang to accompany my sister.

(2)

I made a short video, which jumped out of the popular shadow dance coolly, and the number of hits suddenly broke thousands. I was so happy that I sent the video to my mother.

"Not good-looking, who recorded it for you?" My mother is outspoken and asks me when watching videos with me on her mobile phone.

"Lao Guo recorded it for me," I blinked. "Isn't it nice?"

Mom paused, and then reacted, "Are you kidding? This is obviously a front camera, taking a selfie! "

I smiled at the other end of the phone, and my mobile phone was shocked by me.

"Oh, by the way, when will Lao Guo come back from Guangzhou?" Mom asked me. There is caution in his eyes.

Two weeks ago, Lao Guo went to Guangzhou on a business trip, saying that there was a big deal, and if it was negotiated, there would be dividends.

"I don't know, I haven't asked him yet," I said casually. "Do you know?"

"I take care of your sister every day and have no time to care about him," my mother said in a careless tone. "But I tell you, her illness has been better than half, and she can have classes in the classroom, and she can also invite her classmates to have a barbecue at home! It is estimated that you can go home at the end of this semester. "

"Really? That would be great! " I happily took the earphone and hesitated for a while. "When you say home, which home do you mean?"

"Go back to this home, of course, where your uncle Guo lives now," my mother told me. "You have to clean my house!" Mom said firmly. I know she hasn't had a father in her heart for a long time, and my heart hurts a lot.

I don't know about Lao Guo. What's the situation in Guangzhou now?

(3)

My elder sister-in-law and elder sister-in-law called me and asked me to go home and see my father. I agreed and took three days off to go home.

"What happened to my dad?" I asked my sister-in-law on the phone when I got back. My sister-in-law just doesn't say a word Later, my impatient sister-in-law told me that my father almost did something stupid.

"ah? How did this happen? " I see.

"Your elder sister-in-law coax you, your dad is ok, just miss you. Hurry home and forget it. " The sensible sister-in-law said.

I just let go of my hanging heart.

When I got home, my father saw me and hugged me excitedly. I asked him how he was, and he said he missed my mother and my sister.

"Want to be a nephew, go to Langfang and have a look. Now that the high-speed rail is so convenient, are you afraid that you can't come back? " Sister-in-law talked while folding vegetables, and she made soup in the kitchen without saying a word.

"Who is the fare? Aunt, are you out? "

"Let the fruit always come out, and the fruit always has money." Sister-in-law put the food in the basket. "Your sister-in-law can only cook for your father at home."

They are all called Lao Guo Guo Zong, because Lao Guo and his father used to have a close relationship. But since dad's accident. My temper has become stubborn and eccentric, and I will never pay attention to the old fruit again.

I looked at my father. His temples were sunken and his eyes were black. I lovingly held my father's hand, brought him a pot of hot water and carefully scrubbed his ankle. I dare not touch that broken leg. After washing, I wiped my father's feet with a handkerchief, and my aunt handed me a nail clipper. I wiped my hands and bent down to cut his nails.

"No," my father grabbed me. "Your mother never cuts my toenails, and neither can you."

I just stopped.

"It's time to eat." Sister-in-law gave a silent cry.

(4)

Lao Guo came back, but he was in a bad mood. He goes to bed as soon as he gets home every day.

This is what my aunt told me. Her family lives near Lao Guo's house, and she meets Lao Guo every time she buys food. Lao Guo looks haggard. Tell her she's dying.

"What happened to Lao Guo?" I asked my aunt,

"He is not going to Guangzhou on business this time? I heard that I went to see a securities company and he wanted to buy securities. "

"Then what?"

"Later, the securities company fell."

"ah? What do you mean? "

"Bankrupt, you and your mother have been sleeping on the street since then!"

I can't hear anything. People came back from the dormitory one after another and asked me why I took such a long vacation. I smiled and a tear fell.

In the evening, I curled up in bed and sent a message to tell my mother that Lao Guo was bankrupt.

My mother told me that the first day she followed Lao Guo, she was looking forward to it.

"I just didn't expect to come so soon." My mother sent me three tearful expressions and then retired.

"I'm worried about guo hard. How can I make him happy? " I asked my mother with a few question marks.

Mom says Lao Guo knows best. She usually says nothing. This time, she didn't want us to know.

"You just read your book. I'm here with my sister."

After that, my mother never spoke again. Because no matter how I wait, "I'm typing" won't appear.

I was depressed for a few days and sent a few videos of people around me. Soon, these videos became famous and my fans grew. When I couldn't see each other's comments and messages, they encouraged me to try a series, which is transformation.

"Transformation?" The mother on the other end of the phone didn't understand. She asked me what this meant.

"It's just ... making a tucao video, and then signing a contract to make the company bigger and stronger ..." I smirked and deliberately explained vaguely.

My mother had a hard time understanding what I said. She said that she didn't expect to make money by sending two videos. She used to send videos, which attracted many fans' attention, but she was not as tall as me.

"What do you think?" Mom asked me.

"I want to do a few more videos, so I won't do it. Study hard from now on and come out to find a proper job in the future. Filial piety to you and dad, "I changed a fake smile. "Is my attitude okay?"

My resolute attitude made my mother laugh, out of breath. She said that I am still the same as when I was a child, and I haven't changed at all.

"Lao Guo is also your father. Remember to take him with you when you are filial. " Mom is a little dissatisfied. "Video can be done, but it can't delay learning. It is not easy for your university to find a job, and you will have to take the postgraduate entrance examination in the future. "

"Mom, I only have one father," I corrected her. Old fruit is just old fruit to me, and it has never changed. "I am not responsible for your actions."

Although mom asked me to call him dad.

Mom didn't speak for a long time. After a while, she said bitterly that next time I hear this sentence, she will definitely slap me in the face.

I didn't speak, my father's face emerged like a movie, and in the last frame, he stopped me from bending down to cut my toenails.

I'm not wrong. There is only one father, only one, and nothing will change.

(5)

I'm going to make two videos for Lao Guo, and then stop here. Because, my dad knows I'm making videos at school, and I don't understand. His attitude is tougher than my mother's. I told my dad that I only did the last two items, so I focused on the postgraduate entrance examination and never touched my mobile phone again.

What kind of video do you want to make for Lao Guo? I thought about it, but all the papers were written, and there was still no result. I couldn't sleep all night. Finally, one afternoon, I came up with the idea of video.

After the video was cut, I saved it in my computer and played a video call to my mother first.

"Do you want to watch the video I made for Lao Guo?"

Mother is chopping vegetables over there, pale and swollen. My sister is watching a funny variety show with a loud voice. Before my mother could speak, my sister said excitedly, "I want to see it."

"What about you?" I know she cried all night for what I said that day, and I deliberately turned a blind eye.

"I listen to her."

The video passed quickly. The greasy actor was spit out in the video, and finally a picture of Lao Guo wearing a suit was added, saying it was the essence of human body degreasing. The second part directly alludes to the marriage history of Lao Guo in the sand sculpture novels. The language is sharp, the action is exaggerated, and the comedy effect is full.

My sister smiled and asked me where this idea came from. I just smiled and didn't answer. I looked at my mother. She did not show up.

"Mom, what do you think?" I asked.

Mother didn't speak, and the air immediately quieted down. The voice of my sister's variety show kept coming, and I hung my head and waited for a response.

"Elder sister, is this Uncle Guo?"

Yes, I took a photo of Lao Guo. She is my mother's sweetheart. She looks elegant, but she can't see clearly inside. Who told her mother that she had no father in her heart? In that case, her father's disappointment should be borne by the man she cares about most. This, even the sister who is recovering has seen it.

However, it seems that Lao Guo didn't annoy me. ......

A week later, my mother sent me a message telling me that she was crying.

The reason is that my sister is disobedient, eating out and yelling at her. She said she really wanted to leave.

"Don't, if you want to open! ! ! "I sent several exclamation points in a row and almost dropped my mobile phone.

"You want to get back at me, don't you?" Mom asked directly, without hesitation, "that's why I recorded those messy things."

I tried to enter "I didn't", but I didn't.

"Can I send it?" I asked directly. I've been waiting for her reply these days, and the video hasn't been sent.

For a long time, she has been "typing", and I have been waiting for her without turning my eyes.

"Uncle Guo is good to you ..." My mother sent me this sentence, which made my heart cool. After a while, the next sentence is

"But her click rate depends on your video click rate, so send it."

At that moment, I felt that my mother had changed.

(6)

Summer vacation is coming. During the Dragon Boat Festival holiday, I packed a big bag and brought some special products home.

As usual, I went to see my father first. Father is much better, with a smile on his face and bulging cheeks. Elder sister-in-law said it was because she called him.

"I know it was your mother who called." Dad cocked his head and grinned like a child.

"Did she call you before that?"

"Yes, just hang up in a few minutes. This time is different. I talked for more than an hour! "

"What did she say?"

"Rain is falling all said that when this holiday comes, she and Yingjian will come to see me. She also said that she would wash my feet and cut my toenails!"

Dad looks happy, like a child who hasn't grown up yet.

My sister-in-law winked at me and pulled me aside when I went out.

"What is your aunt doing?"

"Your mother has really changed. At that time, I was going home to buy food. She called and told me that she felt that she had done something wrong. I asked her if she had been stimulated, and she said she had figured it out. You know, your mother used to call me proudly and never spoke in such a tone. "

I'm a little surprised. Is my video useful? Suddenly, I feel very sorry for Guo. After my two videos were released, many fans left messages asking me who Lao Guo was and whether he was my father. I didn't even answer.

In the evening, when I got home, I found the door of Lao Guo's room open. I want to go straight back to my room to rest. Unfortunately, Lao Guo stopped me: "Stop, why are you sneaking around?"

I saw that he looked very pale and lost a lot of weight, but he was still the windbreaker, and his collar stood up and looked very weak.

You went to see your father, didn't you? Lao Guo asked directly. I nodded, he sighed and said

"Your father ok? I'm very busy recently and have no time to see him ... "

"My dad's legs are still the same, but people are more energetic and have gained weight. My aunt cooks there every day. "

"Why don't you go there to play for a while?"

"No, I still have to go home."

When I finished this sentence, Lao Guo was silent. He became unnatural, then turned and opened his briefcase.

"I'll go first, Uncle Guo."

I will turn around and leave.

"Your mother said you were making a video ..." Lao Guo said this, and then I suddenly remembered the video.

That's it. Did he find out that I made a video to satirize him? He can't figure out what to do if he doesn't let me live at home.

"Yes ..." I turned around embarrassed, walked to the front of Guoguo, looked at Guoguo and turned around. "I don't shoot well, and my mother knows it. She also said that I didn't shoot well ..."

"Oh," Guo frowned slightly, "it's okay, don't be nervous. I'll just ask, maybe I'll see you again someday, right? "

His jokes are not funny at all, but I have a crazy idea. I will show him the video right away, whether he is happy or not, and then delete it in front of him. It must feel better than Amnesty.

But I don't have the courage. I nodded awkwardly, said "good night, uncle" and went back to my room.

(7)

I've been thinking about it for two days, but I haven't decided whether to show Lao Guo a video.

Lao Guo is very busy recently. He goes out before dawn every day and comes back at night when I fall asleep. I hardly communicate with him. He always looks at me with sad eyes, but I can't see malice from my heart.

It's just that he feels very tired

The day before the Dragon Boat Festival holiday ended, I called my mother. I told my mother that my father was very happy and he was looking forward to meeting them. But I didn't mention Lao Guo.

Coincidentally, mom didn't ask.

Not a word.

My sister secretly sent WeChat to tell me that my mother wanted to come back and remarry her father.

"Mom cried for several days and washed the pillow several times. I sleep next to her, and I know best. " After my sister sent this sentence, she also sent a helpless expression pack.

"But what about Uncle Guo?" I sent this question anxiously, eager for an immediate response.

"Don't you know that Uncle Guo has no money?" My sister came back soon and made an angry expression. "Mom doesn't want to bother Uncle Guo any more."

"If my uncle has no money, will my father have money?" I really wanted to send such a sentence, but I deleted the typed words.

"Did Dad agree?" I made a questioning expression.

"In short, my mother will think it over. She told us not to worry. "

Sister said this and made a sleeping expression. I know it's time for her to go to bed. This is her unshakable sleeping point during her recovery period.

Lao Guo lost his wife when he was rich, and his mother joined in. Now that Lao Guo is bankrupt, her mother wants to remarry. Isn't this "treachery"? What did Lao Guo do wrong? Poor him.

I thought about it all night, and my mobile phone was suppressed all night. It was dawn, and I finally fell asleep.

In my dream, I dreamed of a sunny afternoon. My parents, my sister and I went to the city wildlife park. We haven't been there for a long time. The sun shines on each of our faces, and we laugh happily.

(8)

I finally sent the video to Lao Guo before the summer vacation. These are the last two videos I recorded. I also said, "Uncle, thank you for taking care of me. I'm sorry about these two videos, but I hope you don't get angry. In my heart, you have always been a good uncle. "

It was late this summer vacation, and my aunt came to school to help me collect things. She scolded me for not knowing how to send my bags home early. I said, sister, you talk too much.

My aunt and I are sitting on the high-speed rail. She is calling her uncle in Guangzhou with her mobile phone, and I am sitting by.

I don't know if Lao Guo saw those videos, but I hope he will forgive me, because I have deleted those two videos and gave up making short videos.

I fell asleep thinking about it. I felt someone pulling me in my dream, which made me open my eyes.

I opened my eyes.

It's my elder sister-in-law She let me watch the video she sent. When I look at it, it's all the same background music with mouth shape.

"Very good." I took my mobile phone and looked at my elder sister-in-law sleepily. "Is that why you woke me up?"

"Get out of the car and don't wake up." My aunt brushed a short video and asked me, "Why didn't I see you?"

I was shocked: "How did you know I was shooting a video? My dad said that? Or did my mother say it? "

I told my parents not to tell anyone about my video. I didn't expect it to be exposed. I even changed my phone number in order not to let my acquaintances nearby brush me.

"You took a good photo. Why can't I show it to my aunt? " My elder sister-in-law is very confused. "Even I'm playing. What is there to be afraid of? "

I'm worried that when she sees the two videos I sent for Lao Guo, she will feel uneasy, and her face suddenly becomes very bad. My elder sister-in-law saw it and asked me if I felt sick. I waved my hand and said I wanted to drink water.

Then I thought, even if I brushed my video and now it has been deleted, my aunt has no reason to blame me anymore. Besides, who will say this thing?

When I got home, my aunt helped me with my luggage. Seeing that there was no one at home, she said to stay and cook for me. I said yes, when I saw that there was no food in the refrigerator, my aunt said there was still some sauerkraut at home, so I went to get it and fried rice with sauerkraut for me.

I said I would call Lao Guo.

My elder sister-in-law said, "I ate all the fruit." I asked him before and sent him a WeChat. "

I said, what about my dad? When my elder sister-in-law went out, she said that dad had gone to Langfang.

I am stupefied.

"Silly girl, your mother wants to remarry with your father, you have to go home! You don't have to be so tired, aren't you happy? "

"So, what about Guo ... no, Uncle Guo agreed?" When I asked this sentence, I immediately wanted to slap myself. This is the last thing I should ask at this moment.

"Yes. Manager Guo said that he still couldn't let go of the child's sister-in-law. Oh, that's his dead wife. "

"What else did he say?"

"What else did you say?" Elder sister-in-law stood at the door, was about to go out, the door has been opened, she wanted to think, said

"He also said that you have artistic talent. Let me tell your father to pay attention. "

I suddenly understood why my elder sister-in-law knew I was making a video.

(9)

A few days later, my father came back from Langfang, and my elder sister-in-law and I met him at the airport. There is a man standing behind his wheelchair.

That's my mother.

I asked my mother, where is my sister?

Mom said to look for the box in the back, and I nodded. Say I'll push dad.

"Don't argue, I'll push." Mom quickly handed me a bag. "Take the bag."

"Well, be careful." I took the bag, boy, it's so heavy, and my other hand went into battle with me.

My sister hasn't changed much, and she is still so white and fat. She wears exaggerated lipstick and earrings are bigger than her face. My mother's small pointed face is in sharp contrast to my father's chubby double chin.

"Sister-in-law, are you still going next semester?" The elder sister whispered to her mother, and the elder sister was talking to her sister-in-law in the back.

"I'm not going." Mother said firmly, "Rain is falling all said that she wanted to try to be independent, and ... her father agreed."

My sister ran up and showed me an album by Taylor Swift, and introduced me to the songs in the album with great interest. Her earrings are so big and bright that I don't know what to say. I'm vaguely worried about whether my mother can be independent after she doesn't go.

Far away, I saw a man standing there, an old fruit.

"Come back?" Guo smiled and walked over unnaturally. He took my bag directly. "Dehai, did you have a good time in Langfang these days?"

Dad smiled and said that he was very happy. Although Langfang is not as big as he imagined, his sister's school suits her and he is very satisfied.

I think what makes my father happier is my mother's change of heart and Lao Guo's care for me

In the evening, I helped my mother tidy up her clothes, and my sister kept making trouble. My mother urged her to go to bed, but she couldn't bear it.

It is said that Chinese medicine is too bitter, so I sleep after drinking it, but I can't sleep.

At this time, Lao Guo came out of the room and said patiently; "The uncle put a rock sugar in your medicine, ok? There will be a reward if you drink it in one bite. "

My sister asked what the reward was. I listened, too.

"Stop that now, she busy in Langfang, said don't drink Chinese medicine. I stopped eating her a long time ago. " Mother was impatient and said to her sister seriously, "If you don't take medicine, your money will be wasted and you won't get well. Look at you. " "

"Uncle, what's the reward?" My sister ignored her mother's words directly. She asked Lao Guo with wide eyes. Lao Guo closed her lips and pointed to her medicine. As soon as my sister lifted her neck, she immediately picked it up and drank it, without moving her face.

I'm waiting to see what Guo will say about the reward. After my sister got sick, there were many unreasonable troubles, but I saw too few old fruits.

"Tomorrow, uncle will take you and your sister and mother to the city wildlife park," Lao Guo clapped his hands and smiled at his sister. "Is this reward ok?"

My sister paused, jumped up and hugged and said, "Uncle Guo, are you really not my biological father?" Why are you so good? "

I can't help but leave a tear. As soon as I turned around, I saw the corner of my mother's eye, which was also wet.

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