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Meeting light is the best accident. ? )?

6.0 Before the camp started, I hesitated at home for a long time, because I felt that I couldn't integrate into the ne

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Meeting light is the best accident. ? )?

6.0 Before the camp started, I hesitated at home for a long time, because I felt that I couldn't integrate into the new core group. I felt that I was unfamiliar with most of you in the same world and didn't have much in common. On the other hand, I don't like playing with a group of people since junior high school. I feel that I have never been really happy in many people's activities.

I especially like to laugh. People say that "girls who love to laugh are not bad luck!" But there is another saying, "Some people smile too much because there are too many tears in her heart!" " . I used to believe in the latter sentence, so no matter how happy you see me laughing, I have never really been happy, but even so, I am still trying to integrate into every group, because I also love face and don't want others to say that I am alone. Finally, one day I saw a sentence, "It's sad that you desperately want to blend in with everyone." Yes, it's sad. Why can't I let myself go? So I didn't go to our core party, because I didn't like being with many people, and I would be unhappy. "Why do a group of people get together because they have a common goal and a common dream!" "Ok, next time, I'll take you with me!" "I still miss you, but I still look at you!" This is the reply from Yuyu, Cai Yong and Gui Xiang. Looking at their words, I cried. Because I feel their helplessness, I am also very helpless. It is so useless that I can't integrate into this team and let these people who are so important to me down.

? If you love someone, you should boldly announce it to the whole world. I always thought so, but I didn't do it before, so many people I care about, but I never said it, and then there was no chance, because they had already left. I don't know how long we can walk together, and I'm afraid that time will pass too quickly to prepare, so I choose to say these words now.

? Yuyu, sometimes I wonder why our relationship is so good, just because you have strong ability and serious obsessive-compulsive disorder. What a coincidence, there are so many morning reading teams in Xihua, and you happen to be in the one I'm coming to; Coincidentally, after walking for so long and meeting so many people, I only know that you and I have the same birthday. So coincidentally, we have so many almost the same experiences; What a coincidence ... what a coincidence that we walked together. Every time I listen to what you say, I think, "Are you setting me up, too? Gee, but I don't seem to have the ability and money, haha! " . Every time I hear you talk about someone, I think, "God, have you said me many times!" " ",well, let you vomit, who let me leave you! It's easy for you to curse, but you almost never scold me, because I can only do this, and scolding can't achieve anything, and finally I have to wipe my tears. In fact, what I want to say is that I am so cute that you can't scold me when you look at me. Next time, I will wipe tears and snot on your clothes! Ha ha. You always say, "Why are you so stupid?" "Why are you so stupid?" "Why are you so inefficient? "Teach me what to do, or just take over what I'm doing and start doing it. Every time I see you seriously braid my hair, I feel so happy; Every time I hear you say, "You should trust Yuyu's ability", I seem to feel that I have nothing to be afraid of. I am a road idiot, but I have been to many places before my contemporaries have been there, because of you. You will take me to Sang Mei to drink more milk tea, take me to Jiujiu porridge king to drink porridge, take me to the farmer's market to buy fruit, and take me to almost all the good places you know. Every time I tell my friends about you, I am very proud. Gui Xiang often said that she thought Yuyu was very kind to me, but I always knew that you were very kind to me. 5. 1 later, you said to me, "I'm afraid you won't come to be the core, but I'm afraid you won't come to school early." "I know you are afraid of my decadence. I hope I can exercise myself well and feel that my life is getting better and better. I'm lazy, I'm not practical enough, I haven't the ability yet, but I'll try my best to make myself better and let you see that I'm getting better and better. I want to see you, too. I'm really happy to see you smile. I like listening to your complaints when you are worried, giving you a hug when you are sad and laughing with you when you are happy. If I was framed by you, then you won, because I am willing to be framed.

Cai Yong, the phrase "countless moments of struggle, I was too tired to give up, but I didn't, because I remember giving you a promise" in that little poem is actually for you. I promised you that we would finish this semester together, and we would go to the end together, because you said that if you made a promise, you would keep it. As I said, you are the second boy to hear me cry and tell my old story, which shows that I think you are the boss. Ability is not strong, not active, bad mentality, a little temper. Often give you trouble, don't share your worries, and often complain to you. It is also because of my younger brother that our team is so unhappy. But you know what? I didn't promise you some things, but I did, such as getting up early to see who would come first. "I am really happy to have you by my side in this issue, and I am no longer lonely …", the words on the postcard, although I don't know if you said these words to encourage me, I am really happy to have you. Gui Xiang often said: "Cai Yong is good to you!" Yeah, I think so. Remember when I cried, you gave me a big hug; I'm hungry, come to the canteen and have breakfast with me; When I said I was going on a diet to lose weight, you deliberately went online to find me the right way to lose weight; You eat the yolk that no one else wants for me ... I was actually very unhappy before you said to do magic for me, but I smiled when I saw your string of hearts. That night, when several people left, I walked beside you and you drew me closer. I asked you why, and you said it was warmer next to me, which made me feel so warm. I heard from Gui Xiang that you asked her to buy me a cup of soybean milk, too. I have been happy for a long time ... It turns out that Brother Cai Yong can be so warm. Every time you sing in my ear, and then gently ask, "Is it nice?" Actually, I don't know if it's good or not, but I like it very much. Probably all the songs you sing are good in my heart. I gave you that pen long before your birthday, not because I was afraid I couldn't remember your birthday, but because I was eccentric and always made my friends angry. Some gifts have never been given after you buy them. I am afraid that you will ignore me on your birthday and I can only give them to you when you are happy. Sometimes I feel like a kid, following you like a fart, and still so happy. I can't help it I just like listening to your singing, reading with you, eating with you ... even if I walk quietly and don't talk, I like having you around, because I feel safe and relaxed with you. So, I always send you unimportant messages when I have something to do, and slowly you seem to get used to it and start chatting with me. "Tell me when you are unhappy and make me happy." I have never finished this sentence for you. The second half sentence is "because every time I make you unhappy, I will be very happy!" " "So, tell me whether you will be unhappy in the future.

? Gui Xiang, every time I hear you say "I think XXX is good to you", I really want to answer "In fact, you are good to me". I've told almost all my friends who have been very close before about you, and they all say that you are good to me, and you are really good to me. You want me to study hard, know that I have no money, and buy me a four-level real question; You said to me, "That dress looks great. It looks good on you! " So I bought it for me; You know I don't have money, just fill in my meal card silently, wait for me to have lunch, bring me breakfast, and tell me not to eat takeout; I dropped the cup. You were in financial crisis during that time, but you still bought me a cup ... You are always so kind, sometimes it's my business, but you are more worried than me. And I have never said or done anything, silently watching you treat me so well, silently enjoying your kindness, and even rarely saying thank you, because I am grateful for everything you have given me. I seldom said these words to our mutual friends before, because I think you have many friends in college, but they will be unhappy if you are so kind to me. But now I don't think it's necessary to worry about it. If I really make them angry, I will try my best to be nice to you for them. I am really lazy and casual, so I always worry you and disappoint you in my study. Every time I promise you to study hard, I can't last a day and return to the original appearance; Every time I tell you what I want to do seriously, there are always so many excuses that I haven't done well in the end; Every time you have something on your mind or need help, I'm not around ... I don't know why, maybe God wants me to owe you, and then spend the rest of my life slowly paying it back. I have a loose nature and have never worked hard, so I won't make excuses today, but I will definitely make myself live a good life, so don't worry about me any more. Everyone has his own way to go. Although I won't fight with you, I can read early and have dinner with you. Climbing mountains together, watching the sea together, … these are our agreements. You are the simplest of all my friends, so I am most afraid of your injury. Every time I see you sad, I feel sad. Sometimes I really hope to solve everything that can make you unhappy, and only see your happy smile every day. Only to find that I am the one who makes you unhappy, and the most difficult thing to solve is myself. But because of you, I have actually changed a lot, become more patient and begin to like children ... so I believe that one day, I can make you happy and make you proud of having me.

Of course, everyone in the light collection is very important to me, because everyone has created this team and this home. Every day, watching your efforts, I also began to struggle; Seeing you smile, I began to be happy. "? Girls who love to laugh are not bad luck! "That's why I met you. You don't have any special abilities or outstanding looks, but you are happily spoiled. Then the girl who laughs the most becomes the happiest girl. I heard that there will be more friends in college than in middle school. I thought I wouldn't have any friends in college. I didn't expect to find not only a large group of friends but also a warm home in the light collection. With this family, I gradually began to like the feeling of a group of people together, no longer lonely.

I was a bad girl. I hurt many people, and I'm not happy myself. Later, a friend said to me, "As long as you can realize that you have done something wrong, you will still reflect, which shows that you still have a kind heart, and it is not much worse." And picking up the light gave me a platform for constant reflection, which made me more rational, more patient, more active and happier ... less impetuous, less jealous and less extreme ... and gradually changed from a self I didn't like to a self I liked more and more. Yes, I still can't improve my speech and leadership skills, but I have gained these things that are more important to me.

Reality tells us that it is not an alarm clock or a dream that wakes you up, but the other party. However, what woke us up one day was not an alarm clock or the other party, but a dream. Just like I insisted on getting up early, it was for you at first, for commitment; Later, it was for them and for responsibility; Later, it was for everyone, for fun; Finally, for myself, for my dream. So even if I get up early one day and can't see you, I won't be sad anymore, but I will continue to stick to it. Because some roads will be taken by one person, even if we take the same road from the same starting point. Maybe the next stop is the crossroads, and we will choose different directions; Maybe you can let me go at the next stop. But fortunately, you accompanied me through that period. If you hadn't woken me up, I might not have reached the station awakened by my dream so quickly and easily.

? Therefore, I am lucky to meet Shi Guang, and it is my mission to live up to Shi Guang and all those who love me and me. Fortunately, I didn't live up to my mission.

Finally, I just saw the following sentence a few days ago and liked it very much, so I gave it to Shi Guang and gave it to my favorite classmates in college. It is also my wish to all of you.

"May you look back and see beautiful scenery instead of ravines."