Lost photographer Lou Dawson confirmed his death. What did his 5000-word suicide note say?

In the suicide note, Lu Daosen expressed his painful childhood experience, and he always longed for a warm home. In the suicide note, I wrote: "Why is home? Without a place to live, the whole world is home. " Lu Dawson became a left-behind child, staying with various relatives. Although his relatives are very kind to him, it is not his home after all. At the same time, he is also a victim of school bullying, bullied, excluded, verbally violent and even kneeling at school. Living in a quarrelsome family for a long time is more harmful to him. He also reminded parents to love their children and give them more love.

Happy people are cured by childhood all their lives, while unfortunate people are cured by childhood all their lives.

How important a warm home is to a child, so that he has enough courage to move forward and face life bravely. No matter what difficulties he meets, his heart is full of love to heal him and let him go forward. If a child doesn't get enough love from his parents and lacks a sense of belonging, it is actually a sense of security, which will reduce his self-identity.

Why are you going home?

I thought the return of his parents was the beginning of his happiness, but I didn't expect it to hurt him more. Complicated family relationships, constant quarrels, and family members' constant comparison. Make a child feel unworthy of love and remember that he is rubbish. Why are you going home? Home should be a warm place, a place full of love, a place sheltered from the wind and rain. However, on his 17 birthday, he didn't even eat dinner, because he had no money, and he was always hungry.

No money, no money, everything is barren.

The quarrel at home is because there is no money, and everything is because there is no money. Being reminded over and over again, this poverty is engraved in the bones. Even if you are capable, you may feel unworthy, because you are poor. Not worthy of love, not worthy of all the good things in the world, both life and spirit are so barren. ?

A 5,000-word suicide note, with every word weeping for blood, longs for light and warmth, but in the city of stars, there is no light that belongs to him. I hope every parent can be kind to their children and let them know that in this starry city, someone has lit a lamp and is waiting for his return.