One meter sunshine

Legend has it that in ancient Lijiang, men and women were free to fall in love, but marriage could not be independent. At the junction of Yulong Snow Mountain and Haba Snow Mountain, a cave stands on the steepest rock wall. It is said that Feng's daughter who died of double suicide lived in this cave. She hates the mountain god for making things difficult for men and women on earth, so she will secretly cut off the most beautiful meter of sunshine in love at noon on the autumn equinox and hide it in the cave. The mountain god soon discovered that he immediately recovered the rice of sunshine after waking up. If the bravest and luckiest people can come to the cave and get the caress of this meter of sunshine, they can get the most beautiful love. ......

Fate is a strange thing. It is often said that a man will not mature until he is 30 years old, but Chu Lin feels that in this short period of more than two years, he has experienced the most profound place in the world where you will go, with love and hate. He is not yet 30 years old, but he feels like an old man who has gone through many vicissitudes. He is a photographer. Just yesterday, the photos he took two years ago won the grand prize in the international photography competition. That's his favorite photo. The name of the photo is "One Meter of Sunshine", and the smiling woman in the photo will indulge in her smile every time he looks at it. The woman who changed his life. ......

At that time, he was still a carefree teenager. After graduating from a big city, he drifted for a year, but his parents could not overcome his difficulties. After his sister got married, he chose to go home. Parents hope that he can take an examination of a civil servant in his hometown and live a stable life. But he fell in love with photography. His hometown is in a small cottage behind Yulong Snow Mountain. Tired of the prosperity and loneliness of big cities, he likes the mountains and rivers in his hometown. He said that he felt that there were so many beautiful things in his hometown that he needed to discover them with his eyes. In the afternoon when farm work is busy, he always likes to walk into the deep mountains and forests with his camera on his back to discover and find beauty. One day, he found a cave halfway up the mountain. This natural cave is surrounded by lush forests. Looking out from the hole, you can see the most beautiful scenery and the warm secret garden inside. After every photo shoot? He will sit inside, quietly looking at his own photos, thinking and resting. This is his pure land on earth.

On a rainy afternoon. After taking the photo, Chu Lin went into the cave and saw a figure sitting on the stone chair he had worked so hard to make. He was writing something when he suddenly felt that his territory had been violated. Chulin repressed her inner anger and approached the figure. Suddenly, the figure looked up. "ah!" With a loud scream, the pen and paper in the hands of the figure fell to the ground, and Chu Lin saw it clearly. It's a woman. "You scared me to death. Why are you scaring me? " The woman lowered her head and picked up the pen and paper on the ground. It turned out to be the heart yang of the neighboring village. Chu Lin knows that he is the daughter-in-law of Zhang, a drunkard in the neighboring village. This woman is 2-3 years older than Chu Lin, but she married Zhang earlier and her son can cook soy sauce. Chu Lin remembers that this woman was three years older than him when she was studying, and she was the first in the exam every year. She is a famous excellent student in the whole school. Somehow, I married Zhang in the same village in a hurry without graduating from high school. According to the villagers, Xinyang has only one grandfather, who lives alone with her. That year, grandpa suddenly fell ill and died. It was Zhang who arranged the funeral for her, so Xinyang simply dropped out of school and married him.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you. I'm just curious that someone else knows about this cave and wants to see who it is. " ChuLin shyly touched his head and said.

"Oh, it was ChuLin! I thought it was who! " The woman looked up and smiled at ChuLin.

"Do you know me?" Chu Lin was a little surprised. After all, he hasn't seen him for many years, and Xinyang hasn't dealt with anyone before when he was at school.

"Of course! Isn't our primary school a school? I studied in time for six years. Are you in grade three? Besides, after you were admitted to the university, these villages in our hometown spread all over, and they are all happy for you? " Xin Yang continued to say with a smile.

"Really?" ChuLin shyly carrying a machine said.

"Of course! You are great! " Heart Yang continued to smile sweetly and gave ChuLin a thumb.

"By the way, what are you doing here?" Chu Lin asked.

"Me, me" Xin Yang is a bit prevaricated, grasping the pen and paper in his hand.

"It doesn't matter, I won't tell anyone, don't worry! I promise. " Chu Lin said.

"I ... I'm writing something. I like writing. I go up the mountain to catch sheep every afternoon. I only have a few hours, so I came to this cave to write. Nobody bothers me. Very quiet. " Yang said these words in one breath.

"wow! Really? Can you show it to me? " Chu Lin is a little unbelievable.

Chu Lin took the paper and looked at it. It was full of words, and the words written were quite interesting. He looked up at the woman opposite, and now she is smiling at him. "Did you write a lot?" ChuLin asked, "yes! I put a book under my clothes every morning when I drive the sheep up the mountain. I read while herding sheep, and I came to the cave to write for a while in the afternoon. Fortunately, my cousin often comes back and brings me many books. ChuLin instantly have a kind of unspeakable feeling. His parents met all his requirements from childhood until he graduated from college. Even they are not opposed to being photographers. They just want him to be closer to them.

"That's right! It's inconvenient in my home, so the things I wrote and the books I bought from my cousin are here! Now that you know this place, I hope you can look after my things and don't destroy them. " Yang said the heart goes to the depths of the cave. Go to the corner and take a big board. Suddenly, a pile of books and manuscript paper appeared in front of me.

"Keep a secret for me! Of course, if you are my reader, I will be very happy because you will be my first reader. Please give me an evaluation after reading it! " Yang blinked at ChuLin heart said with a smile. This smile is really beautiful, ChuLin has a moment of trance.

"Finished help me put it back. I'll go first. The sun will set in an hour. " Xinyang walked to the mouth of the cave and glanced at the horizon.

"good! Goodbye! " ChuLin leng for a second replied.

Chu Lin put the board aside and saw that there were all kinds of famous books at home and abroad, as well as those manuscripts, all written by himself. He sat down with a serious expression. ...

When I got home, it was already evening. My mother kept nagging in a hurry, and my father sat quietly watching my mother serve him rice.

"That's right! Do you know the man named Xinyang in the neighboring village? I remember she did well in school when she was studying! Why did you suddenly marry Zhang? " ChuLin asked while chewing rice.

"ah! Bad karma, "said the father, taking a drag on his cigarette.

"I heard that her husband often beats her!" I don't think she can do farm work well. Whenever she has time, she just reads and writes useless things. "Said the mother interface.

"ah! He is an alcoholic, because we coordinated with Lao Wang several times for beating his wife! After all, the child is still young. If you hit him like this again, you will die. " My dad went on to say that my dad is an old village head. Lao Wang in his mouth is the head of a neighboring village, and there are many rumors in the countryside that are not credible. But he believed what his father said. Chu Lin didn't expect such a person struggling in life to have such a bright smile. That night, Chu Lin lost sleep.

From then on, every afternoon, Yang Xin wrote stories quietly, while Chu Lin sat beside her and read and wrote stories carefully. That's their secret. Nobody knows, and nobody can know. The faint scent of soap in Xinyang and the lush trees in the cave are the most beautiful and sweet secrets in Chu Lin's heart. From the story she wrote and her narrative, he knew that her mother died in childbirth, and her father wanted her to be as healthy as the sun, so he named her Xinyang. Chu Lin thinks this name is really good. As the name implies, people have a bright smile like sunshine. Her father was killed by a cow when she was 4 years old. At that time, she was trying to pull away two cows that were fighting wildly. After living alone with grandpa, he even knew how Zhang violently caught her on the night of grandpa's death, so that Xinyang got pregnant and had to marry him. They know each other completely. Xinyang knows everything about Chu Lin, his dreams, his confusion, and even the fact that he was abandoned by his girlfriend who had been together for four years since he was a freshman in a busy foreign land because he could not satisfy his desire to buy a house. She knows what kind of photos he wants to take and what kind of feelings he wants to express most. All these deepest secrets of each other, they know each other. A few hours every afternoon provide them with valuable time to get to know each other. They all carefully avoid the impossible and try their best to control their inner feelings.

"Chu Lin, do you know whose poems I like?" Yang cocked his head and looked at him seriously.

"You like too many poems, and I can't guess so many writers and poets at home and abroad! By the way, you wanted to call me brother, but you forgot. " Chu Lin replied.

"But you are obviously younger than me, why do you call you brother?" .

"Because we agreed that I would protect you like a brother in the future? So, you have to call me brother, and I will really be your brother from now on. "

"all right! Brother, I will call you brother from now on. Do you know that?/You know what? I like Yu Xiuhua's poems best. Poems by that disabled rural woman. I love you for her songs! I like that sentence best. I will send you a book instead of a poem. I will give you a book about plants and crops, tell you the difference between rice and barnyard grass, and tell you the terrible spring of barnyard grass. Isn't this beautiful enough? " Heart said Yang looked at ChuLin with a face of expectation.

"Beautiful, beautiful," said Chu Lin, grabbing her heart and kissing her lips. Chu Lin doesn't know what he is doing. We agreed to exercise restraint. His brain went blank. All he knows is that at this moment, he loves the woman in front of him. He wants to give her a warm hug and a lingering kiss. He clearly felt his lips pressed against his, and after a moment's hesitation, she began to react enthusiastically. His tongue slipped into her mouth and she began to suck it tightly, as if to suck him into her body. He obviously felt intense and he was needed by her. That kiss seemed to be the end of time, and everything was over. At that moment, we hugged and felt each other's heartbeat. No passion is enough to express the passion in our hearts. We can only rely on this kiss, which is deeply integrated into each other's bodies.

"Brother, I love you!" In ChuLin arms, Xin Yang spit out these words.

"I love you too!" Chulin held her tightly, afraid that she would disappear in an instant. Love, once opened, is like a fierce flood, which cannot be interrupted. Xinyang felt as if he were alive again. When cooking in the morning, a fire was lit, and the sound of burning flames seemed to know the waves in her heart. Even her sheep seemed to peep into her heart, wearing bells and bleating happily. There are birds jumping up and down in the Woods, singing, and even they know the flame inside her. Xin Yang felt that her heart was full, and those feelings of love overflowed. She even wants the whole world to know that there is a person in the world who loves her so much and she loves him so much. But I just can't, and no one can know. In this world, all kinds of love are good, but their love is not recognized. It was a fire. When it burns, it will burn you and Chulin to death. No matter what she does, Chu Lin can't love to hurt, and more innocent people will love to hurt. Like his parents, her son. Thinking of this, my inner happiness was instantly shrouded in a dark cloud. Loving him is a sweet and painful thing, even a wrong thing. They fell in love with each other painfully. Every time we meet, the enthusiastic kisses and hugs can't help it, and his inner guilt and self-blame expand infinitely after leaving. They don't think about the ending, and they also avoid these questions when they are together. Because love is a thing that can make people lose their minds. It is a sweet and intoxicating love story when we are together, but it hurts each other's hearts like a sharp needle after separation.

On that day, Chu Lin walked into the cave with complicated feelings as usual. Just walked to the mouth of the cave and saw that all the moss on Xinyang's head was gone. Bald, corners of the mouth a Qing Wu, he walked quickly to her, "what's the matter? What happened? Is he hurt again? "

"It's okay! He drank too much again last night! Give me my hair back and shave it, but it doesn't matter. Shave well, save shampoo and comb your hair every day. Dude, I'm fine. He didn't play so hard last night. " Xinyang grinned again Chu Lin doesn't understand that she can laugh at such a time. She seemed to understand his inner thoughts, and then said, "Brother, you don't know, you are the best accident in my life. I even feel that everything I've been through is just to meet you. I am very grateful, so I am especially grateful for every minute we spent together, so I hope everyone is happy. " Chu Lin had to hug the woman who was covered in scars but still smiling.

"Brother, I have two wishes today. Can you help me realize them? "

"You said."

"First wish, I want to ask you to take a photo!"

"Well, shoot it now!"

"well! Okay, I'm ready. You can shoot from the hole! "

"All right," ChuLin walked to the hole with a camera.

"Are you ready?" Chu Lin held up the camera and aimed at the shutter. In the afternoon, a ray of setting sun poured into the cave from the mouth of the cave, softly covering Xinyang's bald head and half of his face. Heart Yang grinned like a thousand sunshine. Chu Lin pressed the shutter button.

"Are you satisfied?"

"Well, I'm satisfied." Heart Yang smiled and nodded "put the camera away! I have a second wish! "

"Go ahead!"

"I want to give myself to you, just today, just this once."

"ah? What did you say? "

Heart Yang's mouth has kissed ChuLin's mouth. This kiss was warm and passionate before. Heart-yang's tongue is like the flame of Chu Lin. He finally entered her body, and she let out a light hum from her throat. She clasped his arms with both hands and welcomed him into her body with trembling body and mind. This is a wonderful experience that she has never had before. He is in her body. At this moment, they really fit in. The feeling of love in Xinyang's heart, like gurgling water, sublimates into rain and dew in the sky. They reached the pinnacle of love together. At that moment, they were interdependent and integrated, and love soaked them, watered them and enriched them.

"I love you."

"I love you, too, brother. I love you like life. "

"Xinyang, you love to laugh too much. Why are all your stories tragedies? "

"Elder brother, I dare not greedy! I love to laugh and write sad stories, because I hope I can write all the sadness in my life into accidents, and then my life will only be happy! In order to meet happiness, I must be happy myself, so that happiness and happiness will not escape! "

Actually, it's not that Chu Lin doesn't want to go with herself at all costs, no matter the ends of the earth, as long as she can be with each other. But they can't make this decision. Too selfish. Will hurt too many people, they can't do this, so it is doomed that there will be no good result between them. But love is always so selfish. I want to be together forever when I have it. Experience all the joys and sorrows together, daily necessities, and cling to each other. After all, the other side of the sea is doomed to be unable to land.

The bad news came in the afternoon. Lao Wang of the neighboring village called his father, "Something happened to the Zhang family in the neighboring village!" I have to go there. "Father picked up his coat and went out.

"What's the matter? Dad? " Chu Lin felt that his heart was almost stopped. He held his breath for fear of missing a word.

"My son Zhang fell into the pond and drowned? Now all the village heads and village committees are rushing to his house! "

"dad! what did you say ? His son drowned? No kidding! " ChuLin scalp pins and needles, he can't imagine, at the moment he is full of Yang's heart. How much pain does this weak and laughing woman, this stubborn and tenacious woman have to bear at the moment?

"I'll go with you, Dad, wait for me!" Chu Lin felt that he had to see her. This woman he loves dearly, in her most sad moment, he will be by her side no matter what.

"What are you doing? You stay at home, what's the fun of this occasion? " My father turned to him seriously as he walked.

Yes, that's right. What can he do? In what capacity is he going? What comfort can he bring her? At the thought of this, Chu Lin felt that she could not breathe when she fell to the bottom of the sea instantly, and the feeling of suffocation drowned him.

He collapsed on the sofa and closed his eyes. His thoughts were completely captured by Xin Yang. He couldn't imagine what kind of "where are you going" she was experiencing at the home in the neighboring village that didn't bring her any warmth. He knew that Xin Yang never wanted to leave the man who hurt her, because he didn't want to hurt his son. She said that she was born in an unhealthy family and she didn't want to experience the same pain on her son. Therefore, she has been enduring so much pain and persisting, which is like a belief in her heart. He didn't know what would happen to her heart when the mountain suddenly collapsed.

Over time, Chu Lin went to the cave every day. From the initial anxiety and heartache, I just want to meet one side and only know that she is fine. But she didn't wait for her after all.

That night, another phone call came. The whole family is ready to rest and sleep. The phone call of the old five came without warning. "What? Also killed? " Father is calling for electricity? "Okay, okay, I'll be right there." My father hung up and hurried to the door.

"What's the matter! Dad? " ChuLin had a detailed premonition.

"Zhang Er again, he killed his daughter-in-law." Father answered as he ran.

"What? Dad! " His heart sank, and ChuLin felt something pulled away from him. He leaned against the last support in his body and spit out these words.

"You sleep first! I guess I'll stay up all night tonight, and I may not come back today. You don't have to wait for me. "

Chu Lin was in a trance, and her father's voice seemed to come from far away. Chulin sat down on the ground, suddenly seemed to react, got up and ran into the night without looking back, leaving her mother behind to call him. The night was dim, and he ran wildly. He ran halfway up the mountain as fast as he could. He wants to go to the cave, but he can't stop. He stumbled on the mountain road he walked several times. He felt that he was running, but his steps seemed to be pulled away from his strength. He felt weak, but his mind was clear. He must go to the cave.

Finally arrived at the cave. He took the board away and found a letter among a pile of manuscripts and books. Sandwiched at the top of the book, he knew that this should be put in by Xin Yang today. He went to the mouth of the cave and opened it with trembling hands in the dim moonlight.

"Elder brother, how are you? I haven't seen you for days. I don't know how you are. You must be worried about me, right? Do you know that?/You know what? Over the years, I have been thinking every day, why do I have to go through so much, and why does God torture me so much? But I finally figured it out in the back. I even began to appreciate fate. If I have experienced so many things and met you, then I am so lucky. You must be God's compensation for all my pain. Every minute with you is happy. It's lucky to fall in love with you. Fortunately, I will take this love to fate, and this love will become eternal. Brother, if there is next life, I will meet you earlier, or can we be brave? A little selfish? Face all this together. Maybe we can have a different ending. Look, I digress again. Promise me that you will stick to your dream. You were born with a pair of eyes that found beauty. So, you will succeed. You will have a beautiful and smooth life, brother. I wish you all the best. Finally, brother, I have a selfish request. Don't forget me, you just need to leave a place for me in the corner of your heart. Brother, I love you. From the first time I saw you in the cave, you broke into my heart. You are my sweetest and most beautiful accident. In this life, I am only grateful, because meeting you has enriched my life. Because of you, I didn't live in vain. Finally, promise me to live a good life, experience everything in life and pursue my dreams. Goodbye! Brother, I love you.

Hi! The girl who laughs like a thousand rays of sunshine. Now I am doing what I love most, and I live a full life every day. The photo I took for you won the prize. Your favorite disabled poet has published a new book. She finally divorced, left the man she didn't love and made a documentary. Are you okay in heaven? I'm fine. Your smile once lit up my life and will remain in my heart forever, accompanying me through the ups and downs of life. Thank you for bringing me unforgettable love. Love under the sunshine of one meter, how lucky I have been to chase and have it.