Fengxian photography ban

Huang Biyun

-I thought I could spend my life with it.

Her name is Xu Zhihang. When I first met her, we were freshmen. I went to "The Art of Thinking"

Tutorial class, which is a compulsory course for freshmen, I met her.

She is the only female student I know who wears cheongsam and embroidered shoes in class. It's really artificial, but it's very eye-catching I remember it.

A pair of extremely bright red embroidered shoes. She has ear-length short hair and often bows her head to take notes, like a good student.

Appearance. But she painted pink Kou Dan-the women who painted Kou Dan are all bad women, quietly showing off and seducing in small places.

Confused, but also a thoroughly bad woman. I didn't know I would like bad women.

Sure enough, her reputation spread widely. The boys in the class told me that her name was Xu Zhixing and she graduated from the Chinese Department.

Philosophy College, lives in Lantang Road. We are having Plato's class, but they are discussing it in the dormitory in twos and threes.

Ok, I smiled with my hands in my arms, but I felt a little contempt for these male students, but they still liked to talk about her.

Call her "Fengxian Xiao".

I haven't been to class since I traveled. I met her at the railway station. She kept walking with her head down, followed by a boy.

The next year, we met in the "Introduction to Sociology" class. The old lecturer always makes us sit dead for fear of roll call.

A place where he can see everything. I took the opportunity to sit beside Xu Zhihang. I remember that day she was dressed in pure white and deep purple.

Wearing a cotton cheongsam, with fine hair on her arms. But also gives off a smell-powder, perfume, milk and ink.

The smell of mixed juice-I will call it "Impatiens" in the future. Her hands are slippery and cold. I really want to touch her.

But I didn't, because she didn't notice me.

She is absent from class again. Speaking of Marx's surplus value theory, she appeared again and asked me to borrow notes. I'll give it.

She looked at it and smiled. "It's no use lending it to you. Only I understand this. " She raised her eyebrows and said, "Oh,no..

See. "Because I am lazy, my shorthand is very short, and my classmates describe it as' code notes', so no one has ever borrowed it from me.

I think her writing is flying, but she translated my password neatly-I have to have some skills to go to class in January.

All right. I like smart people, which may be the reason why I travel.

I said, "Buy you coffee." She said, "Good." This conversation is also like a telegram.

We sat in the sunset, and everyone had nothing to say. I looked at her carefully, and she looked at me and said, "I have seen you." The leaves are very thin.

You play shakuhachi in the classroom alone at night. I've heard of you. "She wore a silver bracelet with one hand and shook it.

Loud and clear: "I know you lost a pink bust of Merton last week, and I wrote it in big letters in the dormitory hall."

Goodbye. That's you, right? "She smiled:" The whole dormitory also knows, even the boys' dormitory knows, and you lost.

A pink 32B plum oriental bust, so old-fashioned! "I said," wrong, 32A is right, I'm thin. "I

Seeing her chest ups and downs, I smiled: "I bet you should wear at least 34B, which may increase to 38 after marriage!

Travel gently covered his chest: "Oh, I'm afraid too!" " We met by talking, but from a beautiful woman.

Chest circumference begins.

She came to class every time, so we talked. This old lecturer is really thin, wearing flesh-colored nylon stockings. I asked her about cheongsam.

Where did you buy it? She said it was a trade secret. I asked her to go to the campus drama, which was being staged as a pipa, and I

The children laughed loudly. I dragged her to see Eisenstein's October, and we both slept until everyone else slept.

I didn't wake up until I woke up. We go for a midnight snack, and sometimes we wear jeans when traveling, such as eating fried clams with me.

God, but she still insists on those embroidered shoes.

In the next semester of Grade Three, her roommate retired. But she didn't inform the head nurse, so I continued to travel. In fact,

This is the real beginning of my journey of peace.

To tell the truth, I just think traveling is charming, a little clever and easy-going, but I really don't know much about it.

She's a person. This is also the place where we love men and women most. Our initial attraction was based on

The other person's appearance-although I am not a beauty, I don't have the coquetry of traveling, but I know how to sell myself in a low-key way.

Yes, I think traveling will like people like me, which is a kind of, alas, implicit smoke and flattery. Her cheongsam embroidery

Flower shoes are not.

In this way, our living room is a "smoke alley". We all smoke, she smokes double happiness, I smoke mint Dunhill,

Both are "crazy" about hopeless cigarettes. We all like Tom Weitz, dancing in the room,

Her body is very soft. We are all women. I sometimes watch Beauvoir, but later I think it's not enough just to watch Kristeva.

I liked to see Yi Shu on the trip, and then I protested. She changed Shagang, and I protested again. She looked at AncelaCarter. We ...

Everyone has gradually entered this country. I got a scholarship, she applied, but she didn't. Because she lost to me.

I got a scholarship that day and took a photo in the school magazine. I remember shopping with her, and she took a fancy to it.

A lux eggplant sweater, 950 yuan, she was reluctant to buy it, so I bought it for her and planned to eat it later.

Send her at dinner. But she never came back. I waited until dark, and I was alone in the room without turning on the light.

It was late autumn, and the window was actually an evacuated sea of fishing lights. Suddenly I feel that "Lang Xin is like iron". I

I've had boyfriends before, but I've never cared so much. There is no quilt for the trip today. I didn't wear embroidery on my trip today.

Flower shoes. I'm running out of toothpaste for my trip, so I need to buy more for her. The smell of impatiens on this trip lingered in the room. travel

Powder. Tears of the journey. I quietly leaned against the window, silently shed two tears, only two drops, and dried up. A trip

All right.

I woke up, ate some bread, and suddenly found that bread had a very unpleasant flour smell, which was close to a kind of feed.

Breathe. I didn't know the taste of bread until I ate it for more than ten years. If I know the truth, I don't like it. It's corny.

Words, but at this moment I am very sad, with the taste of just now. Oh, the taste of this world is hard to say.

At midnight, I leaned against the window and heard the motor ring. She jumped off a taxi during the trip. She was wearing a black dress.

Black flats. Poor woman, I'm still paying attention to what she wears at this moment. I found that I noticed her clothes,

Smell is more than temperament-maybe she has no temperament, and I suddenly feel ashamed, so I have sex with other men.

What is the difference? I am also serious, although I have never touched her; Maybe it's because everyone won't tell me, me and

She has never kissed and caressed, and she doesn't think it's necessary-the so-called lesbian.

Kissing each other is a spectacle aroused by men's imagination for eye entertainment, but I have never traveled before.

This way. I didn't even say "I love you" to my trip. But now I know that I love her very much; love

Love to find out if she has temperament. I leaned against the window, and when I was hot, I understood.

Travel is coming, travel is coming.

Xu opened the door and pulled her to the bed. Her face was flushed and she smelled of sour wine. Somehow, after her trip,

I put on heavy makeup and my face turned pale. I remembered the smell of bread. I was silent. I stopped talking.

It's very cold.

She smiled: "You are very happy today. I am very happy today. " Suddenly, with a splash, coins flew at me all over the sky.

Fly in. "Nishino, I am just a secular person." I hid my face and said nothing. The coin hit the back of my hand,

It stung me. When I was tired from the journey, I rested in bed. It was quiet for a while, and I felt the light dazzling.

"Travel." She didn't answer me. She fell asleep. I wiped her face, undressed, took off my shoes and pants and kissed her.

I hurt her foot.

I tidied up a little, and then left a note on her desk: "Travel, if one day we get lost in the crowd."

In the meantime, we live a mediocre life because we don't try to live a full life. "In fact, I have no ambition. but

This tour includes.

That night, I knocked on a man's room I don't know that this man has coveted me for a long time and has an impatient erotic face.

I will go, too, probably to myself, to travel, to this person, because I have no heart. but

My body does not belong to me. I am bored all day. I think that man rented a room for me, so he went, and so did I.

Inadvertently, the same class, more focused on homework, contrary to the past temperament.

Walking through the dormitory, I always look around. Is the trip there? She is combing her hair. She is doing her homework. She is reading a newspaper? she

Will you miss me? Travel suddenly disappeared in my life, and I was so calm that no one knew the ups and downs in my heart. A trip

A trip.

That night, in the late autumn weather, I had dinner with that man. That man's words are tasteless, and I just drank wine. summer

Come on, I'm covered in red, walking in the evening breeze, I vomited and my face was full of tears. The man handed me his handkerchief,

I held him tightly, and at this point, any man with a handkerchief is a good man. I can't help liking it.

His heart beat for a few minutes. Really, if you have feelings for him at this time, it's okay to interrupt your trip from now on.

Good thing. The man was driving a small Japanese car. As soon as he got on the bus, he hugged me tightly and his face leaned over. I smiled and said:

"You could have been a good man, but you are willing to kiss a woman with a bad smell. I have good taste in you.

Suspected. "He drove angrily and sent me back to the cabin. I said, "wait a minute, I want to go back to my dormitory and get something to eat." "

West side. "

At three o'clock in Ike's trip, there was only one desk lamp, but no one saw her. I stood at night, looked around and made a trip.

Under that bright light. I didn't mean to steal her scenery. I'm just a quiet woman, I think.

Develop a simple emotional relationship with a person. Why the world can't hold me.

Suddenly, the shadow of travel flashed in front of the window and turned off the light. Does this flash make the travel hair long? have

Didn't anyone cut her toenails and draw her Kou Dan? I'm leaving. Who will button her up? Who will come to see her at night and who will miss her?

Who knew she was happy and sad? Who is arguing with her about that little scenery? Who does she love and suffer from?

I really want to see her. Just take a look.

I hurried upstairs and locked the door, but I had the key. She sleeps with her chest hanging down, still full. small

Not for a few weeks. She is neither thin nor haggard. I took a closer look and found that her toenails were still neatly cut, and Kou Dan was also very good.

Brilliant red as always. There are many dolls on her bed, and now she is holding the white rabbit and sleeping like a baby. How nice. I

She is still doing well after leaving. The sun is still rising and the night has fallen. Ike, at three o'clock, someone is sleeping.

People are awake. Who is next door, still typing, doing homework, and doing the honor and disgrace in the world? I suddenly burst into tears.

Kaka rang in my throat: someone tried to strangle me. who is it? I hold my throat, thinking that the stars will fall tonight.

Like rain. This trip wasted my brain.

My tears dripped on my face, and I squeezed my face red, just trying to breathe. The trip suddenly woke up,

Hold my hand tightly and say, "Why?"

Travel held me in my arms, and I smelled her impatiens and fell asleep peacefully. I vaguely heard a car horn downstairs.

Well, whatever, that man has completed his value in my life and has nothing to do with me since then. There is only one trip before us.

Travel held my face and said, "You are so stupid." I didn't answer. I just want to sleep. There will be the sun tomorrow.

Since then, travel has become better. We do our homework late at night, and she always makes me ginseng tea. Travel has always been

Reading is lazy, why change your temper? I just vaguely feel that traveling is different from before, even the perfume water is different.

It is opium. I feel suffocated.

The evening trip went out again. At midnight, she always swims around like a leopard in a red sweater and black boots. downstairs

There is a sapphire sports car waiting for her. When she came back, her cheeks were always red, and she bought me a warm jiaozi, but I felt uncomfortable.

Swallow it, glutinous rice balls, not put, hard and hard, can't eat. Rosty Yi, I watched some hard jiaozi,

At a loss. Travel always goes away. It's grade four now. Wow, she only got 1 1 points.

I'm going to spend the night at home during Christmas. After the trip was finished, I asked her how long it would take to go home. She shook her head and said

Laugh: "I want to go to Beijing."

I stopped and was silent for a long time. My trip and I have been to Japan to play, and our next destination is Beijing. That's going

It was Christmas in 2008. I quietly hid my face and said, "Do you still remember my trip ..."

She grabbed my hand and looked me in the eye: "I remember. But that was before. This is my chance,

You have to plan for your future. This doesn't mean that I will waste my life. "She kissed my forehead and left.

I sat alone in a room in the air. I thought I could sit for a lifetime. I fell to the ground and found the carpet.

Dirty. I spent an afternoon in Central with my trip. She insisted on Iranian carpets, but I didn't want them.

Actually, I advocate buying Indian goods. As a result, I compromised and bought a Belgian carpet. We eat Dutch food with carpets. This trip is called.

After buying a dozen big oysters, we spent all our money ... when did that happen?

I stayed in the library all day this Christmas and wandered around. I was leafing through the weekly magazine when I saw a fat and yellow one.

Fat man, wearing very eye-catching snow goggles, I was horrified to find that this man was traveling! I hid the magazine,

I went to the dining hall as if nothing had happened, and I sat in the same position as the first time. I feel dizzy and almost dizzy.

Tears came out. Bullet your teeth, go back to the library and concentrate on your homework.

When I came back from my trip, I was sleeping on my desk. There was a magazine with photos of my trip on it. I don't have

There is nothing going on in the promising journey. Sit and have a cigarette. Then she said, "I lost my wife and my soldiers."

I make her a cup of green tea. She held my hand tightly and I stroked her hair gently.

I didn't ask again and she didn't mention it again. Until now, I still don't know what happened to her.

Love. She doesn't go out at night. She practices her manners seriously in the room, and her face is tilted back and forth, which is very attractive.

Graduation is just around the corner, and I also restrained my so-called obsequiousness. After all, I am not a social butterfly or a dancer.

Smoke and flattery can't be eaten as food. I applied for a degree in graduate school, hoping to have a place in academia in the future. honest

Say, you don't need great wisdom and courage to get an intellectual career, just like a boring piece of material.

Pretending to be ok, I buried myself in the most easy course of western modern philosophy, and the teacher didn't understand me.

You can look at my paper and smile at each other. At least it has been made. Everyone is really relieved and happy.

My feelings for travel have cooled down. She is more attractive and beautiful than before, and dressed as beautifully as she did in the exam.

Exhibition. I heard from my classmates that she was having an affair with a teacher. I was told that she worked as a photography model in a magazine.

Son. Why do others know more about travel than I do? My hehe trip is running out of time. I hope I can rent a floor for Hehe.

The house, she continued her public service, and I continued my studies. I wish I had a cat and a piece of Iran.

Hand-woven carpets in the middle of the night, I can eat warm and soft dumplings with my trip. My request for life

It's simple.

Thinking of me, I bought a bunch of flowers and went back to my room. I want to be with my trip. The girls' dormitory in the afternoon is very quiet.

There is a tie hanging in front of our house, and I am standing at the door with a bunch of sunflowers. travel

This is an old English rule. That is to say, there is a male guest in our room. How is that possible? That's where I went with you.

They even had sex in my bed and asked me to wash the sheets. So I can't sleep in that bed all my life. I often

I think men's semen is the most confusing thing, which is more disgusting than not being washed clean, runny nose, sticky phlegm and so on. How do you travel?

How come...

The president of the hostel in the opposite room just came back and asked me, "What's the matter? I forgot my key. Shall I open it for you? "

"No need." I said quickly and took out the key.

This trip and a man, really in my bed, are rolling into the harbor. I feel the sunchrysanthemum in my hand shaking.

I want to drop it, but I am afraid that the petals will be scattered all over the floor. The trip was still half closed and unmoved, but the man stopped.

Work, I don't know how to hide. This man has a pimple on his face and loose hair. He is in his thirties. I looked him straight in the eye: "Sir, this is."

It's a girls' dormitory. Please get dressed. The traveler glanced at him sideways and said, "Ignore her." I put all my clothes on the floor.

He threw it at the man and woman and shouted, "Get dressed! I don't talk to animals. "

The man really got dressed quickly, turned over and smoked a cigarette during the trip, relieved and said nothing. I picked up the scattered underground

Contraceptive bag, say to him: "Sir, here you are, please be solemn."

"... sorry. "He hurriedly put the contraceptive bag into his trouser pocket and I opened the door for him. I said, "First of all.

Health, my relationship with travel is not normal. Please respect us and don't come here. "He was expressionless,

I froze for a long time before I whispered in shock, "You! Pervert! "

I shaved his face and slammed the door.

Looking at me on the trip, she blushed and cigarettes burned on her fingers. She still looked at me motionless. cheat

The door, but also motionless. What is the time? When everything is destroyed, what time should we calculate?

I don't know how long we have been deadlocked, and her cigarette has gone out. Winter is very long.

It's getting dark and the night is heavy. I suddenly smiled gently and then shed two tears. I said, "Anyway,

We can do the same as before. "

She said, "It's different. It's different. You are so naive. You will be defeated by me in the future. " I cover your face:

"I don't want to argue with you. Why do you want to go out and get cheap?"

She said, "He can help me get into a magazine and maybe become an IsabellaRossellini. Is that okay? "

I said, "Why do you want to please men? We are not prostitutes. " She replied, "You weren't there.

Have you ever taken advantage of a man? There is no difference between reading a book and not reading it in this respect. "

I sat down slowly. I think of some people, people who have breakfast, dinner and drinks with me. commemorate

That man, because he had a handkerchief when I was drunk, I almost believed him all my life.

Everyone has his weaknesses. "I'm hungry." Tripping, naked, grabbing a dress casually, and

I said, "borrow it. I'm going out. " I stepped out of the way and her footsteps disappeared. Sunflowers are quiet in the dark.

Withered, I closed my eyes and suddenly understood what a "foreign object" was. From now on, everything is external.

I went to bed early that night, and Rosty Yi woke up with a rabbit in her arms and slept like a baby. I left a note saying I was late.

Wait for her to eat in the dining hall, and then go out to class. I didn't expect her to come.

I sat at the table near the stairs waiting for her, and the winter dusk hung like death. Walking, with long hair half tied,

Sweater and trousers, wearing a scarf and bright blue gemstone earrings. When she saw me, she smiled gently. I found that she had grown up.

Women laugh with a sense of proportion. It can be seen that these books have not been read in vain.

We ordered food and drank some beer. I ate very little on the trip, but I drank a lot, and I was full before I finished eating my cheeks.

Red. We talked about the teacher who taught sociology. He was suddenly persuaded by the school to retire early, and the two celebrated.

To the family. She said she got a modeling contract. We all agreed. I told her that I had finished writing my paper.

Outline, and applied for a scholarship to the UK, an appointment, everyone is very happy, smiled and said, I'm a little.

Drunk and trembling, she put her scarf on me during the trip. The wind was very strong, so I clung to the itinerary and said, "It's cold." She hugged.

Look at me. I've been walking on campus. The night is blue and beautiful. I said, "Let's move to a place like this after graduation.

Fang. You go out to work and I do my homework at home. She was calm and then said, "I'm afraid you are uncomfortable in your room." I smile:

"I am very satisfied with my room. Do you think I am too thin to be satisfied with my room? " She pressed her chest again and said:

"Well, I'm afraid I'm not comfortable in my room."

Everyone was silent for a long time, and suddenly the trip gave me a big hug. I was shocked by her sudden enthusiasm.

She let me go and said, "It's getting late. Hurry to the library to tidy up. I will go back first. "

I waved and turned to leave. She waved goodbye to me, and I called her crazy, not parting for life and death.

I went back and never looked back.

Back to the dormitory, I met the president of the hotel in the building. When I saw him, I took me with confidence: "The housemaster is looking for you."

I said put down the book first. What's the hurry? She said it was urgent and pushed me around.

I sat on the sofa of the supervisor's house, rubbing my hands in boredom and leafing through Breakthrough. A reader asked, "Ming Xin, I am very

Angry, I don't know what to do, he left me ... "The housemaster made me a cup of extremely hot oolong tea. She is from Taiwan Province Province.

People speak Cantonese with a nasal voice. I put my hand on the cup and waited for her to speak.

The TV is on, only the picture is silent. The warden's face is dark, blue and white, which is terrible. She's here

After a while in the light and shadow, I said word for word, "I received a complaint that you had an abnormal relationship with Xu Zhixing."

Oolong tea is very hot, burning my tongue. I looked up at her, and somehow, I hung up a little.

Laugh.

"College students should not only have knowledge, but also have noble moral character-"

"I don't think this is a humble thing. Many men and women are lower than us. " I looked into her eyes. She didn't.

Those who avoid it look at me, too.

"You are not normal, which hinders the development of human civilization. The reason why society is United.

A stable system depends on natural interpersonal relationships ... "I can't hear her clearly on and off, so I will stop."

Look at her, watching the breakthrough. Mingxin replied: "Ling, it is wrong for you to destroy people's feelings like this, but it is all."

God will forgive you if you can ... "I was so scared that I hurried to the breakthrough." I stared blankly at the silent TV.

After a long time, I whispered, "why do you want to impose your moral standards on us?" We are together again. "

Not in someone else's way. I wonder if she heard it; It's just that my voice is very low, as if someone is there.

When I said these words in my ear, I looked around warily, but no one was there.

"Warden." I put down my teacup and said, "I won't leave her as long as the trip doesn't leave me." Kill me.

Leave and open the door.

"However, she has promised me to move out of the dormitory this afternoon, and I also promised not to make it public. I just don't know.

I'll consult you as usual. "She said at a distance. I stood at the door, I pushed the door and handle, and my tentacles were cold. "Thank you. "

I said. I didn't make any more noise and closed the door quietly.

I don't know how I struggled to get back to my room. The stairs are too long. Is this Jacob's ladder to truth?

The road to reason. I walked with difficulty, my limbs were like scraps of paper, and every movement stung my eyes. I will cover my eyes and stop.

Well, I've been blind since then, and I can't see the light since then.

The room was unlocked and there was someone in the corridor. I straightened up and gritted my teeth. After a pleasant trip, I cleaned it in an afternoon.

Clean, just put a pair of new red embroidered shoes on my bed, a pink bust of Merton Square, and I am one of them.

Looking around, she bought the wrong one. It was 32B. I smiled, and my son said, "It's 32A, one trip, 32A, I'm thin!" "

After she left, I moved out of the dormitory and rented a dark cabin near the school. My life is particularly dark,

Myopia is getting worse and worse. Wearing inappropriate rimmed glasses, stumbling between the classroom and the library all day. I'll drive.

I only wore blue, purple and black at first. Quit smoking. Drink only plain water and vegetarian food. People are lovelorn, I just feel it again.

There is no peace, such as the mountains and rivers of Song and Ming Dynasties. Listening to Kunqu opera in the dark at night, I often step on tiny steps and keep silent.

Blurred as a shadow. Hold yourself and say, "I still have this." He bit his lip and said, "Don't cry. Don't complain. "

I hope to be a sensible person-everything can be traced. She also has her difficulties.

Then I saw her on the cover of a magazine. Full lips and a smile. I didn't open the magazine. she

Just one of thousands of beautiful women in Qian Qian, which is different from the trip I know. Later, I was at the school graduation ceremony.

I saw her, a bachelor's robe flying, smiling in the sun, looking from a distance, covering the sun with her hands. It's too far,

I can't tell if her smile has changed. I just stood still and hugged myself. There is a man next to her. Look at that.

I feel familiar with it. Come to think of it, it turned out to be those people who saw it in magazines. Travel has her choice. She left me,

Because I'm not good enough. But the trip I remember ... we don't say good or bad. .....

... I remember her cheongsam, embroidered shoes, the indomitable spirit when she copied my notes, and she gently pressed it.

He laughed at his chest, and she looked at Yi Shu lazily in bed. I remember when I was cold, she gave me a warm scarf.

I-when I was proud, she threw a coin at me When I was indifferent, she squeezed my hand and said, "I lost my wife and my soldier."

I remember, I remember, I tied her hair, cut her toenails and bought her a bunch of sunflowers. I remember tears.

With eyes full, Kaka choked her throat. She grabbed my hand and said, "Why?"

-why is this happening? I thought I could spend my life with it.