Fang Siqi's first love in heaven 9. 15

Yi Ting, you are only eighteen. You have a choice. You can pretend that no one in the world enjoys raping little girls. Pretend that no little girl has been raped; Pretend that Qiqi never existed; Pretend that you have never shared a pacifier and piano with another person, and others have no appetite and ideas like you, so you can live a quiet and comfortable bourgeois life. Pretend that there is no mental cancer in the world; Pretend that there are no iron railings in the world, and the people behind the railings finally get mental cancer; You can pretend that there are only almond cakes, handmade coffee and imported stationery. But you can also choose to experience all the pains that Siqi once felt and learn all the efforts she made to resist these pains, from the time you were born together to the time you read in your diary. You want to go to college, go to graduate school, fall in love, get married, and have children for Siqi. You may be expelled from school, divorced or stillborn. However, Si Qi can't even experience the most vulgar, insipid and rigid life. You got it? You should experience and firmly remember all her thoughts, thoughts, feelings, feelings, memories and fantasies, her love, hate, fear, weightlessness, desolation, gentleness and longing. You have to hug Siqi's pain tightly so that you can become Siqi, and then you can live for her and live with Siqi. "Yi ting nodded. Wenyi brushed her hair and then said, "You can write everything down, but writing is not for redemption, sublimation or purification. Although you are only 18 years old, although you have a choice, if you feel angry forever, it is not that you are heartless, unkind and empathetic. Everyone has some reasons, even those who rape others have psychological and sociological reasons. There is no reason in the world but being raped. You have a choice-just like those verbs that people often say-you can put down, step forward and come out, but you can also remember firmly that it is not that you are intolerant, but that no one in the world should be treated like this. Si Qi wrote this without knowing his own ending. She doesn't know that she is gone now, but her diary is so clear, as if she has accepted all the unacceptable people, such as me. Yi Ting, I beg you never to deny that you are a survivor. You are one of the surviving twins. Every time I go to Siqi's to read to her, I don't know why I always think of the incense sticks at home. White fat candles with tears always remind me of that word-urinary incontinence. At this time, I will think, Siqi, she really loved, and her love was just incontinence. Patience is not a virtue. Taking patience as a virtue is the way for this hypocritical world to maintain its distorted order, and anger is a virtue. Yi Ting, you can write an angry book. Think about how lucky people are who can read your book. They can see the back of the world without touching it.

1. The best thing about being a child is that no one will take what she says seriously. You can brag, break your word and even lie. Reflective self-protection of adults: what children know. Under the frustration, children have evolved from children who tell the truth to children who can choose to tell the truth. Only in the democracy of words can children grow up.

At that time, both of them were a little sad. Pairing is the virtue of five risks.

3. Sneak around with your eyelids. She felt that since the day she found out that Evian's sister was beaten, she was old and cooked by time.

4. They are the canvases of beautiful, strong and brave elder sister Wen Yi, covering her, flaunting her desire and making the form of desire more obvious.

5. Strange expression: There is a little beast named "fear" hidden in the heart of literature and art, and it collided with a fence that has nothing to do with her. That's a montage of pain.

6. Fang Siqi was killed for the first time-

I said five words: "No, I won't". He just stuffed it in and felt like drowning.

After I was able to speak, I said, "I'm sorry". There is a feeling of not doing homework well.

That day, I watched the ceiling rise and fall across the teacher's shoulder, like the sea crying. That moment was like wearing out my childhood clothes.

After thinking about it for a few days, the only solution is that I can't just like the teacher, I want to fall in love with him. The person you love can do anything to you. How great an idea is! I'm my former impostor. I want to love my teacher, otherwise I will be very miserable.

The scarlet letter: "Why can't I?" Why can't I? Why can't I? "

He barged in, and I apologize for that.

7. She was lying on the bed, and she could see the lock and key biting each other.

8. Wedding is a woman's most beautiful moment, which not only means that a woman's beauty inside and outside is declining, but also implies that a woman should automatically and spontaneously receive her sexual attraction into Pandora's box.

9. One-dimensional smiled, his eyes were wrinkled, and his eyes swam and kissed each other like a pair of fish.

10. Li Guohua shook hands with Siqi and Yiting in turn. As soft as a nurse's palm. The palm of a quail egg. A poetic palm.

165438+ Gorgeous climax, epic temptation, great import doctrine.

12. Li Guohua likes to practice sweet talk to the next girl in the future in front of one girl. This sense of immortality is beautiful, and there is a beauty of environmental protection. Centrifugal force is more beautiful when it is thrown out, just like the scene where the woman is spinning around in the snow with her camera in the movie. The background becomes a landscape, and the space is abruptly pulled into time, which is bloody.

13. The tsunami was calm.

14. She was stabbed and killed. But the teacher said she loved her, so she also loved the teacher and had a good night love. She remembers that she has a future, but now she is a fake of her former self. No fake is real.

15. Life cannot be repeated, that is to say, people can only live, but they can often die.

16. Li Guohua found that it was too convenient for society to feel taboo about sex. The whole world and even herself think it's her fault to rape a girl. Guilt will drive her back to her. She is an old and pure sheepdog. He is the most popular and popular cliff.

17. She saw the desire behind the teacher, like a tail that refused to degenerate.

18. She told herself wholeheartedly that every old man who suckles a little girl is standing at the pole of the world and drinking eternal youth. The little girl she brought to the teacher's apartment was actually a prince, and they kissed the teacher's youth. Teachers should always have the motivation to attend classes, not at the expense of those female students, but for other students. This is justice in Cai Liang.

19. I am a neat freak in love. I am a genius in love.

20. Mao Mao: When you wash your hands, I'd rather be the teeth and platypus on your comb.

"2 1." If only I could stay with you all the time without class. "

"Then you will be bored."

"drowning"

22. Saying "I love you" means hanging up, and those three have their own dirty and melancholy.

23. Sculpture is created by destruction.

In fact, when I first thought about death, I was already dead. Life is like clothes, it is easy to be deprived.

25. Fang Siqi: I am a paradise for roller coasters. There's something bumping in your body. People are happy in the sky, but flying cars don't understand the happiness of the sky, let alone people's happiness.

26. The crab that Mrs. Fang sent a few days ago was pricked in the same way, and she smiled modestly. Be gentle, respectful and frugal. Warm body fluids, good and bad physical strength, congratulations on the first blood, frugality of condoms, and concession of life.

27. Self-esteem is often a needle that hurts others, but here, self-esteem will sew up her mouth.